amazing post👏 i agree with everything you said tazzy, i really really like your take on siddhima.😊 when sid took ridz by her arms and drage her to the fb, ridz wanted to go but as soon as sid changed his expression to the old sid, the one who wants ridz to hear what he wants to say to her, she became calm, b/c she knows she cannot fight that sid at all, he is too too strong for her. so when sid started to come close to her ridz started to back away from him still keeping their eye contact all the time, but the way sid blocked her from going anywhere was mesmerzing to see. he did not push her nor did he hold her against the wall but very softly he hold her arms and spoke his heart out to her.
when sid took ridz arms and placed it above his heart, i was mesmerize for sure, how softly and lovingly he placed her hands to his heart, it was like ridz my heart only beats for you, you live in my heart, this heart is not mine anymore but it is yours, please don't ever break this heart b/c it is not mine anymore but it is yours now.
whe sid ask if somthing happens to her when he comes near her, ridz had that look of a women who was fighting with her feelings, it was like she was bitting her teeth from saying how can you even think that you being near me does not affect me, cannot you see that my breath gets out of control and my heart races uncontroble and i have no control over my heart nor my mind. your scent makes me go crazy whenever you are near me, you being there makes me forget the whole world around me, and my focus gets divarted to you and you only. siddhiant modi my cute doctore you make me feel things that i so long ago buried it inside of my heart, but you are brinning those feelings back again and it is too too strong and very intense i am scared sid, but i will put my lif ein your hands b/c i now i cannot stop those feeling at all, it si out of my control. even my heart beats for you sid and you only.