SR - Your Call Of Duty - Page 3

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u hv rightly interpreted sidz inner feelings n surely its call of duty....gud one!

Originally posted by: TazzyA

Thanks Lenzy yaar && exactly he is completely selfless, all he ever wanted was the love of his wife, but he never denied her of her choices, he has always given her the choice to leave him, now he has lost all hope of them being together, so now instead of giving her a choice to leave he will do all it takes to set her free to make her, because he doesn't want to be a burden to her anymore, he loves her with all his heart, but because he does not know how she feels, he will be under constant misinterpretation, wish ridzy would tell him yaar. xx

sid always wanted ridz happiness, and he still does and always will, it is just that he has givin up on her and this marriage now, he is tired and emotional and physicaly hurt, he cannot bear to hear those patni and farz words anymore, he wants to set her free now, so later on he dosen't have to endure too much pain, b/c if he lets her in now, then how will he get her to stay away from him thinking she wants her ex.,he wants to hurt now, and send ridz away from him so she can be happy, he will always thought about ridz and ridz happiness always

Originally posted by: TazzyA

Hey guys so this is another one of Sid - Terpretations based on our lovely Sid's inner thoughts, again a great thanks goes to you fellow friends && fans who have given me so much support and love, thank you guys so much. Hope I am able to do justice to the character. This Post itself is dedicated to my Lovely Jaanu, who has inspired me with her wicked VMS.

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Sid:

Ridzy..... Why are you doing this? Why are you putting yourself through all these obstacles? Why do you keep compelling me to hurt you? Do you honestly think I enjoy watching you cry? Watching you writhe in torment? I want to believe in your attempts, I really do, but how? When that image of deceit keeps clinging onto my memory like an unshakeable pest! When even for a moment it seems like everything is back to normal, that sinister scene replays itself in my mind, you had kept that KC fast in my name, for the sake of my health and long life. I know full well that you would do, because it goes against your values, your ethics to not follow the marital customs which is why you did so, you did your rightful duty as my wife, and kept the fast. When Sue said you had fainted, I almost lost control, I had to see if you were okay, nothing else mattered but your well being. However when I reached the scene I was astounded to see that you were fine, smiling for the world to see, waiting in anticipation for me to come and break your fast.

Question is, why are you bothering with all this? What's the point? All you see this as is an obligation, being with me is your compulsion, your duty, it doesn't seem to me that its your choice. This is why I am trying to set you free, I know that kindness will do no good, you will refuse to go if I behave in a gentleman like manner with you, but perhaps if I push you away then you will leave, I am not doing this for me ridzy, there's nothing more that pains me that seeing you distressed. No, I am doing this for you, because you have a right to be happy, to be free, not to be tied down and obligated to me. Ridzy you mean so much to me, what I wouldn't do to hold you close, to feel your heartbeat pound against my own. But I have to accept that maybe it's not meant to be.

Ridzy the thing is, even if I were to believe your attempts, to trust you, then how do I know they are genuine? How do I know that you are doing all this for me? I don't do I? All you have done so far has been due to your farz towards me. I do not want you to do anything as duty, as obligation, I want you to do it, to be there, to care because you want to, because you want me, not because you feel contracted to me. Is that too much to ask? To want? Perhaps it is. Perhaps that is why I haven't yet gained your true feelings. Because maybe they do not exist. And thus ridzy this is exactly why I need to set you free from my obligation. This marriage has become a burden for you, one that you feel you are required to participate in. But no more. Do not get me wrong, the last thing I ever wanted to do was discommode you, it agonizes me to hurt you, to make you sob.

Ridzy I Am Not Doing This Because I Hate You.... I Am Doing This Because I Love You, Every Single One Of My Heart-Beats Is In Your Name And One Thing I Do Know Is That My Love For You Is Not Selfish, That Is Why, My Love, I Have To Set You Free.....

By Tazzy

Originally posted by: hewascool90210

first of all, amazing post👏

whatever you said tazzy is absolutely correct, sid is a selfless lover, he always has been from day one till now, all he ever wanted was his wife ridz happiness, he never thought about him or his feelings. even when he is in pain and agoney, all he thinks about is how to make a way out for ridz to leave him so she can be happy with her ex., he knows what he has to do, to make his soulmate leave him, and he will make sure he succede in that, b/c our sid is always like that, to make others happy, he will go to any extend.

some of the things sid said touches my heart and soul very deeply, and this is one of those:

-i thought i will endure every pain of yours as mine riddhima, to just bring the smile back on your face, but the pain you have given me, i don't think i will ever be able to forget that, how will i ever forget this pain, how!!!!!!!

sid is one of those persone that parents wished for their daughter as a soulmate,husband and a friend that will stand by you from thick and thin, who will make you feel alive everytime the world turns away from you, sid is god gift from heaven for ridz, but ridz has messed up that pretty bad, she has hurt the one person who would have endure all the pain in the world for her, and now she might loose that one person b/c he is hell bent on sending her away from him for forever.

the person who hurts you the most is the person who will always be closer to your heart and sid will always be closer to ridz heart, they have seen through each other soul.