Swayamvar - WINNER's CHANGED - Page 84

Hey I met him today, he sounded like such a sweet person exactly the way I thought him to be. But isn't he like a superstar or something? I thought celebrities were too conceited and not caring, but he seemed to be different, different as in sweet different, ahhh I can't explain how but he seemed very unique. It felt a little weird when he looked at me, the way he looked at me was different but I liked it, maybe I am thinking too much. I mean I'm just a normal girl why would he look at me that way, well may be that's the way he looks at every girl and I'm not special after all.

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Alright i know you guys won't believe but AK as in Ashish kapoor he asked me out. I can't believe my own ears as to what i am hearing my mouth say. What a coincidence we met once again and this time he said he wants to know more about me. Is he just doing this to make me feel happy or does he really like me? Well whatever it is I don't mind it at all. If he really likes me I am one lucky girl. Out of so many girls he only asked me out, I might not be special but I am very fortunate to be able to spend time with such a big star and the person who I kind of had a crush on. Yeahh...I do have a crush on him and I think he knows it too, oh well this is not the time to fantasize but to think about my first date with AK, alright he wants me to decide how our first date going to be. I have to make full use of this first date, want him to know me for who I really am and I expect the same from him.

Well first date is the first step of getting to know each other and actually finding out that the person you are dating is actually the one you want to be with, so the foremost important thing is to present yourself crystal clear. Be yourself and truly yourself, don't hide who you are but open up yourself to the person whom you want to know. And that is exactly what I am going to do, introduce him to the real Alissa who has got nothing to hide and is proud of who she is as a person. And the best option for that would only be an early morning jog. Yes I want my first date with AK to be an early morning jog, where there would be just me and him and wilderness. A calm relaxing jog together would be a good start for a long lasting relationship. There would be no secrets, no fakeness just two people in their very own naturally gifted skin trying to open up to each other. I want my very first date with AK to be simple yet beautiful, just him, me and nature. I want him to love me for who I am, the real me, the original Alissa and not the one trying to hide herself behind makeup or something, I want him to realize my inner beauty, and I am confident he would appreciate it. I don't want him to think of me as perfect but to love me or like me with my flaws. Everyone has flaws and I think I have got some too and I want him to know them all.

well since it's a date I need to bring him something. I LOVE HIM, I Love AK, and he has the right to know that but how am I going to express it? Well how about I give him a present and then express my feelings for him. But what will I gift him? Something that could express my love for him without even me using words. Oh yes, I know what, I will give him a flower. Red orchid to be specific, yes nothing can be better than a red orchid. I remember learning that in Persian mythology red Orchid was given to a person to declare their love. And the black center of the flower was said to represent the lover's heart, burnt by lover's passion. My love for him is pure and true, and true love burns the brightest. He needs to know about my heart which is burnt black in the fire of his love. So it's decided nothing can be better then red orchid to express my love.

But what to wear? Well it's a simple jogging date and i want to keep it simple so clothes shouldn't be a big problem I'll just wear my regular jogging clothes and nothing special. I want him to see me the way I usually am, accept me for who I am and I want to accept him for who he is and not because he is some famous celebrity. So there is not much to think about clothes, just regular everyday jogging suit.

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Alright so it's 7 in the morning and he should be just on his way. ummm but what am I going to say? How would I start the conversation, what will I do? What should be the appropriate thing to say? Ohhh goshhh so many questions and why is my heart beating so fast? Alright calm down Alissa, it's just him, he is a nice person and I know that, he won't be judgmental of me. So calm down and think again. He will be here any minute now, so when he comes I'll just greet him with an innocent smile saying Good morning. Yeah Good morning sounds like the right thing to say, I want him to have a good morning with me, in fact I want every morning of his life to be good and simply perfect. So I'll say him good morning, I hope he gets happy hearing that. Oh well that comes later but for now all I need to do is be honest with him with my actions and make my thoughts clear to him. (Bell rings) Oh wow he is here, I should go, don't want to make him wait. Hey God please make it the best morning of my life, I truly and genuinely love him, I am not asking to make him fall for me but just asking to make him understand me, know me and like me for the beauty of my soul and not the outer looks.

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Didn't I tell you he won't regret meeting the raw Alissa. See I was right, I can't believe he loves me, he loves me from all his mighty heart and for whom I am. He said those three magic words, I LOVE YOU. He really meant it I could see the fire for true love in his eyes. I loved him long before he even knew me and now my love for him has only got deeper.

The day has finally arrived, I and he are going to be one and together for eternity.It's our wedding today, and being a catholic I always wanted a traditional catholic wedding and he didn't mind my idea at all. He found his happiness in my happiness. It's a wedding at sunset on a beach. Yes a sunset wedding because sunset is symbolic of mergence of two different day cycles, it's the time when the lightness and darkness collide to become twilight. And so it's the perfect time for mine and his soul to be one forever and ever.

"And two shall become one flesh" - Mark 10:18
its time now, I walk down the aisle holding my daddy's arm and slowly approaching him. He stood there next to the priest with him eyes glued on me. He was looking simply gorgeous and i couldn't help but smile. Yes I was one blushing bride. We were almost there, my daddy gently gave my hand in his hand and he responsibly held it with all his love. The priest read the rite of marriage and now was the time for wedding vows, people normally modify the wedding vows according to them but I wanted to kept it original and make no changes to them.

Him: I AK, take you, Alissa, to be my wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life.

Me: I Alissa, take you, AK, to be my husband. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love and honor you all the days of my life.

Priest: Do you take Alissa, to be your wife?

Him: I do

Priest: Do you take AK, to be your husband?

Me: I do

Priest: I know pronounce you man and wife, you may kiss the bride.

We kissed and our loved ones rose and clapped to express their happiness and we walked down the aisle hands in hands and smiles on our faces.

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Honeymoonthe soul time for connecting to each other as a couple. The most beautiful time in ones married life. Now the very important question, where to go on our honeymoon? Honestly speaking for me honeymoon would be perfect anywhere as long as I am in his mighty arms. Place is not the main thing that makes ones honeymoon perfect but the thing that matter the most is to be with you beloved husband. So I left it on him to decide our honeymoon destination. But I was quite surprised at his choice, he choose the island of Seychelles as our honeymoon destination. One of the world's most beautiful islands, he knows how much I love nature and that's the very reason he chose that island. This is the man who I love and who promised to love me in every situation. I love my husband, I love my AK.

Love is patient and kind

Love is not jealous or boastful

It is not arrogant or rude

Love doesn't insist on its own way

It is not irritable or resentful

It does not rejoice at wrong

But rejoices in right

Love bears all things

Believes all things

Hopes all things

Endures all things

Love never ends