Hey peeps..🤗.I know I am writing a SS and not updating it but that is why I decided to write this OS, to make up for it. Now the concept is a bit different, so just sit back, relax and find out...and don't forget to comment, like, or give your feedback!
P.S: I didn't pm anyone that's y my title seems so despo😕😆
There he was. The man who dared to snatch my peaceful nights and decided to disappear with my heart. I was left with nothing now, just a mere soulless body which moved at the commands of others. I had no desire in me, any feelings or emotions. I was as hard as a rock can get and lifeless as a man can possibly be. There was nothing to live for. How do I evoke myself to care for others when I can barely handle the pain erupting inside of me?
My family gave me warm smiles as I entered the small party held in the honour of Mr. and Mrs. Udaybeer Singh. Everyone was dressed to the fullest, hair up, make-up done, tuxedos, dresses'they were all there to celebrate the day that two of the most influential people in India came together. I looked at their grins and listened to their hearty conversations blessing the couple, and it made me feel guilty.
Here I was, the daughter of Maharaj Brijraj and Maharani Komal, the granddaughter of Mrinalinidevi and the sister of Mrs. Udaybeer Singh, feeling jealous and envious of the couple. The couple which consisted of my very own sister and my brother-in-law sigh, every second I think about the two and my heart turns into a raging fire. How do I manage to keep it calm when everything around me involves the two?
But, who am I to complain?
I was here but I was useless, I didn't care about my family, neither did I care about anyone else. I never showed my family my true worth and I never showed Uday the ability residing in me. Even when I had the chance to be with him, I ruined it. He was greatly fascinated by me before, always praising me and buttering me up. It was sweet but I thought that it was all a facade. Hence, I chose someone else.
However, now, when I look at it, my family, my parents, they had been right. The two were made for each other; they completed one another as they knew each other so well. They had been meant to be since childhood, who was I to stop them. But, some feelings just can't be erased. My feeling for Uday grew stronger as I spent more time with my (ex) husband. Like they say "You don't know ones worth, unless you've lost it" and it applied to me in the truest format possible. Losing Uday was like losing a part of me, being with created a spark of magnetic force that no one else was able to establish. Just being near him reeled me in, and just hearing him made me calm.
I was taunted and criticized by many when I would go near him, they would say "oh my dear, stop flirting with your sister's fiance already," and all I could do was stay silent and move away. No, I was not flirting; I was being a lover at the moment and just expressing my love which even now is beyond my control.
I bite back tears as I see the man that I love descending with the woman that is promised to him for his entire life. I think of all those time when we would fight, taunt each other, and then eagerly pacify each other. I laugh, that was the past, when I would stay in his bed watching movies and throwing popcorn at his face, or going to the mall and changing his bags with girl clothes or cuddling into his arms whenever I felt the need of protection. Those days were gone when I could look up to him as a friend, savior, protector and a over.
Now, there he was, standing in the arms of my sister, grinning with joy while gracefully descending down the stairs.
"Are you crying honey?" my mother says as she looks at me in awe, probably thinking that they were tears of joy.
"No Maa," I give her a small smile, and bring my hand to my face to wipe my tears.
"It's ok Manyata, you will never lose your sister, she will be there," and she was right, my sister was going to be there...but my love...
OK...so I know many people don't like J-Uday pairing but I wrote this because I have always wanted that Manyata, one day or the other feels this way...just like how sometimes UV or J feels when she gets what she thinks it her "love" and hopefully this does not happen in the show
-Vishwa😳
Anupamaa
