Hi Shama,How are you feeling after watching the whole epi??
I know how I am feeling - FRUSTRATED. And that is an understatement of the century.
And it isn't even becuz we didnt get Manveer or we saw the most laughable joke of an arrogant business tycoon in action or the most evil sister in town who will sell her bloody family for WHAT?, I am still not sure of, but that's beside the point. No, my cause of frustration is one and one only - M. It seems like we have come a full circles with her. No, actually there are no lines, only complicated circles in her life. And a circle never ends, so she keeps going round and round.
Sorry for being so critical and ranting, but what the hell is WRONG with her. I get that she doesnt want to trust UV, i get that UV brings out the wild side in her provoking her into making mistakes, but I thought the whole point of the last 6 months was to show some personal growth in her. And here we are - back to square one.
Komal: Please, please stop with your mollycoddling and loving looks that you throw at your daughter and teach her to be a little logical, BR: Stop with your gambling and squandering and open your eyes to the outside world. UV: U know na, that she always does the opposite of what u say, then why didnt you tell her to sign WITHOUT looking, then for sure she would have looked at what she was signing, J: Uggghhh! Girl... U are evil. Dont you get tired of all this plotting and planning, and for what? - for a man who is destined to be with your sis? GR: You dog, please stop coming in between M and UV and spoiling your son's life, Maya: random, although a good act of being in love with BR, and oh my one and only, How can I forget you = Akash: My chawl prince, u'll fit in better and we wouldn't have the insane (very sane) urge to 'barf' the moment we saw your 'cool, arrogant, dashing, angry young man' ATTITUDE, Tara: you are a doll girl, and my heroine, at least for now. Run away with UV.
Where is VB the voice of reason when you need him the most?
OKAY, NOW THAT RANT IS OUT OF THE WAY - I can focus on the episode from the blur of red that I am seeing in front of my eyes.😡
I cannot fathom a single, and I mean a single REASON why she would trust her sister who has umpteem times been her downfall regarding such a precious matter as signing legal documents when she has been warned by so many different people at so many times. But then again, it is kinda beyond me to find logic in whatever M does. Stubborn, foolish that she may be, it is mostly her misplaced arrogance that gets to me. That slight tilt of the jaw when she walks down the stairs, that cold, hardness in her eyes that somehow covey to one and all, that they are indebted to her just by her deigning to be in their inaugust presence, and her firm belief (laugh) that she can DO no wrong inspite of being repeatedly proven wrong, that really, really irritates the hell out of me. You dont want to listen to UV - FINE. thats your prerogative. but why are ypu thinking that what VB has said is so beneath you that you needn't listen. How are you any different from J in treating VB when u disregard everything that he says. Just once, Just for a second didnt your hands pause before sighning those papers, or are you so hell-bent on proving UV wrong that you forget that you are, infact, a Yuvraani who has a whole estate to look after and cant keep your personal feelings clouding your judgement all the time. Where is your sense of responsibility, Yuvrani sa??? All I am saying is, she can forgive J for not only killing her umpteen times but also for plotting against her and planning against her at every step of the way, but when it comes to UV she is just blinded into channelling all her energies into hating him, lest she falls in love with him. WHERE IS THE PERSONAL GROWTH IN THAT?
Contrast UV: She throws insults at him, she keeps degrading him, she keeps challenging him, she keeps humiliating him, and yet, he is THERE. Through thick and thin, whether she wants to or not, whether she accepts his help or not, - he is THERE. He just cant help it. That's who he is. But it's got to HURT na...? and multiply by million times, coz it is she who is doing it. But he doesnt say a word. Just clenches his jaw, tilts his head in that odd angle and looks at her with those soulful brown eyes. And M being M keeps pusshing at him, thinking that what she does doesnt affect him, and with that odd confidance in the fact that wahtever she does he will always be there. I think she does it BECAUSE she knows that. But there has to be a breaking point somewhere, and when she crosses it he very calmly, with all the grace in the world, with the perfect poise and attitude puts her back in her place and she is a putty in his hands. RESPECT dude. 👏
There is only one piece like you in the world!
And then the scene shifts to Akash. What can I say that i haven't said before? So I am just going to brush over that. His cool dude act is laughable, his tough guy act even more so. Dude, go back to the chawl. At least then we will not be caught between 'barfing' and laughing at your ACT. Compete with UV??? only in the chikki world.
GR: Remember I had posted something like this yesterday that I didnt believe that it was GR behind the maya affair coz they wouldnt want the UV-GR confrontation to come so soon. Well, I was wrong. It seems as if the CV's want that confrontation to come fast. UV will have to chose between GR and M, love and politics, Right and wrong and he will have to do it all on his own. Now all that remains to be seen is - what exactly he choses. Its like we are seeing two UV's at the same time. Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde are both present in the same room, and Mr. Ashish kapoor is doing a super-brilliant job portraying the subtle nuances of both. That pain in his eyes when he is looking at the ring, which soon hardens into a cold stare is subtle. But it is there. Ofcourse, M is doing her damndest to push him towrads the side of evil. OH M...
Atleast One thing that is the silver lining in this bleak epi was the BR-M bonding. Thank God for small mercies. although why M would chose BR to help her with the riyasat is beyond me, but then logic really doesnt have much place in M's mind.
Hopefully in the coming episodes we will see M seeking UV's help and we will see UV not betraying her. Fingers crossed.
Lots of love,
Shal.
P.S: Really sorry for the long rant. I saw the pi just now and couldn t help but jot down my thoughts. Just cathartic.
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