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Originally posted by: sajni786
Pinksss🤗...OK a very interesting topic...and let me try to see n verse out J's state of mind for u...Not that I am defending her or even justifying her...she is dark...very dark...but today wat she did is as u said...totally inhumane...and like u...even I want to know why she did wat she did??? Is is just BR's genes overshadowing Komal's...or is it just her insecurity??
Well the answer is her desparate need to be loved...to be considered a human herself. Growing up in an environment where ur own blood neglects u...does not shower the attention...the love she desires is killing...its a slow poision. Its enough to kill the human inside u n die down that beating heart in u coz u are indirectly told u are not worth it...that u are just not capable or deserving of that same love n attention that Manyata can get. UV is no better...time and again he rubs that on her face tho not directly maybe...but again indirectly that she is not deserving of his love.U know wat the worst part in all this is????? When things are told to u INDIRECTLY. When its just scrubbled at u for u to figure out and understand it all by urself. The gloominess of the puzzle gets to u like no other n u feel a cringe in u worse than a thousand knives stabbing u in ur gut!!Am not saying J is right...but m just saying why she ignored that bleeding man fighting for his life...She didnt actually ignore him...she ignored her own mirror image in that man who was fighting for life...for care...for concern just like she is. She is ignoring her own self n hiding behind the only things she has got...and that is her outside beauty n her attitude. She has masked the human inside her with this fake wall coz the human in her wants love...only love n attention...from DS...from Komal...from UV.Just look at her...she looks at them with so much desparatness...with such desiring eyes as if she is looking for genuine love...and each time they fail her. They dont smile at her achievements...they dont wait for her ...they dont yearn her and her heart shatters all over again. Today too...when she arrived earlier than Manyata...the first thing she asked UV..."u were waiting for me right"...she somewhere knew he was not...but she wished he truly from his heart wud say a YES...when she came inside...she happily announced her achievement...n yet she didnt see smiles on DS's face nor Komal's face...not even an acknowledgement that she has arrived...and she knew...they were not waiting for her...but she hoped that she does not have to hear that one more time.NO I dont feel for J...but I do get her mental state...She has been pushed over the limits...she had been pushed into the dark...into the world where love...humanness...caring means nothing...and thats why she will only deteoriate further from here on...SAD...very SAD!!...Will she ever gain redemption...I say ppl like her need to first be able to trust their own heart n be able to hope...only then can they ever trust other people when they geniunely shower love on her. And I guess u know better...ppl without hope are sketals without a soul...and that's JAYNANDINI for u!!!!
agree with you but what about VB ?
is he had also betrayed her? ignored her?
so why that sarcastic laugh over the guy you called you best friend, your co schemer, your BROTHER. its just that she doesn't know how to treat different people.
komal is not ignoring , she is fair. but does komal doesn't have a bit right to remember her long lost daughter. as about brijraj, he always was there for her. he is heck bent on making her yuvrani. DS, she loved her but j doesn't have capability to understanding that love .
all she sees that manyata is getting love,what about that love and attention she gets in her missing years. j needs to get a life. she always want what manyata has , her fiance , her estate , her position of elder daughter. she was treated as manyata's shadow because she willingly wants to be her shadow like a spare. she never tries to be JAINANDINI at all.
her heart is filled up of hatred for manyata that doesn't let anyone's love and affection to reach her heart as its pre occupied. nobody can help her as she needs to help herself.
UV and j are alike but UV is not desperate like hers.
forget stranger, she doesn't even give a two crap before insulting VB.
she lacks acceptance toward situation. she knows every thing but is scared to accept that.
she was given fair chance by ds, not to show her unworthiness but show her worthiness. she lost it. about seeing her reflection in injured guy , then according to me she should help some him
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