FF:Humsafar Last Update &Epilogue PG52

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harianjana

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Posted: 13 years ago

#41

sorry billo, didn't reply before, I liked it a lott. Please pm me okay.

I am loving both dev and rahika, both are from dfferent life syes none were at fault

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usha

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Posted: 13 years ago

#42

beautiful update waiting for the next part

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ekta15

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Posted: 13 years ago

#43

ITS just beautifull ,how radh innocence is pulling him towards her and until now he was trying to escape ,controlling his heart but now seeing tears ,can he ????????????

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masumasrilanka

@masumasrilanka

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Posted: 13 years ago

#44

THANKS FOR PM.LOVELY 1.SO DEV IS MELTING ,RADHS IS DOING EVERYTHING FOR HIM,LETS SEE WHERE IT GOES.

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Priya

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Posted: 13 years ago

#45

love the part love rads but hate dev for yelling at her but still love him

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anu

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Posted: 13 years ago

#46

yaar this is lovely soo much lovely thank you and the precap awesome...and waiting for the next part

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yumna

@billo77

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Posted: 13 years ago

#47

part 4

At office Dev was getting many projects to handle and didn't know how will he do all this! Over that his dad got angry at him fro not doing the work properly ! Dev was just getting frustrated and stressed with all this work load ..

Radhika got used to the house work , she enjoyed it very much especially with Birju , dadima and Vaishali ..They really treated her like there own daughter ..The day would pass very quickly for her .

It was almost 6 o'clock usual the time Dev comes back with Vivek ..but today it seemed that he was coming late . Radhika was sorting out some of his clothes that were for wash , her eyes widened up shockingly seeing a packet of cigarettes coming out one of his coat pocket !!
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Dev walked in the room almost throwing away his bag on the chair , Radhika turned around to him holding the packet of cigarettes nervously .

She was standing near the window which was letting lightly the traces of the sun set light in the room .Dev saw her standing there holding the packet and frowns his brows confusedly " kahan se mili tumko yeh ??" ( Where did you find this??)

Radhika looked at him nervously

" Who ..main aapke kapre samalri thi aur .."
( I..I was sorting out your clothes and ')

Dev felt furious

" Tum mere cheezon ko haath lagari thi ?? KYUN ??"
( You were touching my stuff ??WHY!)

Radhika quivered at his voice '

" Who bohut kilar ( mess) parwatha ..isliye ''( there was a mess that's why ) She said reasoning " Lekin'kya app yeh" She looked down at the cigarette packet

" HANN!! I smoke 'When I feel angry or frustrated I smoke !! ..Now happy to know the reason .!!"he said frustratingly " Abb aur kya poochna hai tumhe !! Kya aur jaane chahthiho tum meri zindagi ke baree main hun??" (Do you want to ask me something else ! What else do you want to know about my life ?)

Radhika just stood there feeling her eyes moistened from his scolding and his rough words ..

" Abb hogaya tumhara ??Muhje yeh packet do .." He ordered sternly
( Are you done ?? Give me the packet ')

Radhika swallows the lump in her throat and hesitantly hands him the packet avoiding his gaze ! When Dev opened the packet he saw nothing in it he looked at her fiercely!

"Kahan hain cigarettes??" He asked confusedly yet his voice was firm ..
( where are the cigarettes?)

Radhika bit her lower lips nervously

" Who maine ...Maine peink diye '" ( I threw them out .) She said with a light shaky voice ..

" You threw them out!!!! What the hell Radhika !! Meri ijazat ke bigair tumhe peinkdiye ??"( without my permission) He said raising his voice at her.

Radhika had tears flowing down but slowly looked up
" Who sehet karliye honey karak hotha hai " ( its injurious to health) she said innocently " Aur shayad iski wjah se aapko sar daard hothe hain '" ( Maybe it because of you smoking that you get head aches ..)

Dev couldn't believe this!!

" Radhika !! Iske wajah se mera sar daard nahi hotha Lekin tumahre wajah se !!! " he said angrily ..
( Radhika ! I don't get headaches because I smoke! I get them because of You!)

Radhika looked at him surprisingly through her teary eyes .Is she really the reason for his head aches ?

" Kyun tum meri zindagi main ayi ho Radhika!! Why ???" he said throwing the packet of cigarette away .. " Main kitna khush tha shaddi se pehle ,main apni zindagi jeena chatha tha ..Lekin phir muhje tumse shaddi karni para ! " he said gritting his teeth " Aur main jaan tha hoon ke tum yeh sab kyun kari ho .Lekin tum ek baat samjo Radhika 'main tumhe kabhie apna nahi nahi samjounga !"
( Why did you com in my life Radhika ! WHY! I was so happy before I got married , I wanted to live my life freely ..but then I had to get married to you !..He gritted his teeth
And I know what your trying to do .But get one thing clear Radhika , I wont ever make accept you!)

More tears streamed down Radhika eyes hearing such harsh words ..did she really ruin his life ??? But why did he agree to marry her then ?? For what purpose ..??

Dev runs his finger through his hair frustratingly.He then hears Radhika voice and turns to look at her ...
" Toh phir kyun shaddi ki apne ..muhje se ?? " (Then why did you marry me?) she asked seriously looking at him for an answer through her tears and pursed her lips controlling her silent cry

Dev stood there watching her tears that somehow pained his heart! His throat felt heavy seeing her like this 'He never felt his heart cringe in pain like this before in his whole life! Why seeing her in tears daggered him !

He was quiet for a while just stood there as a strong breeze of wind came in and took a deep sign..

" Maine yeh shaddi meri pariwaar ki khushi karliye ki hai 'Who is ghar karliye choti bahu chahthe the '.Main unki khushian panni main nahi dalne chahtha tha 'Aur maine shaddi karliye haan kardi Main yeh zindagi nahi jeena chatha tha ..main kabhi ek patni nahi chaha ..Main wapas Canada jaane chahta tha 'wahan meri duniya banani thi 'Lekin main apni pariwaar ko chot nahi pohounch saktha "He said looking away with his voice soothing down a little
( I accepted this marriage for my family's happiness , they wanted a daughter in law for this family and I didn't want to upset them . That's why I got married , but I never wanted to live a life like this , I never imagined myself having a wife . I wanted to go back to Canada , I had my perfect life there '.But I couldn't hurt my family's feeling ')

Radhika wiped her tears and walked away without saying one word .Dev watched her leave wondering what will she do ..will she go and tell the family ???

He sat on the bed putting his hand on his forehead pensively 'He was feeling very bad about the way he scram at her , he took all his frustration on her when she only cared for his health .Why did he make such a big deal out of something so little.He then remembered her tears , he never meant to hurt her like this and he was feeling guilty for making her cry .He swallows the lump in his is throat wondering why was his heart paining him like this?? It felt like daggers stabbing his heart seeing those tears in her eyes and without realizing himself his eyes also got moist .He didn't know why his heart was feeling so weak seeing her like this and why was he feeling so bad in his heart !

Radhika was up on the terrace with her arms crossed looking at the pinkish sky with the wind trying to cheer her up but failed to do so .Her hair were blowing lightly with few tears shimmering on her cheeks ...She was lost in her thought thinking about Dev reaction 'She just wanted someone who she can share things , make a friend out of her husband but he didn't give in and she should just stop caring for him 'She will never get the same care back from him , all he will give her was probably pain and nothing more ..this wasn't the life he wanted and maybe will never want to follow this husband and wife relation .She didn't have any room in her heart for a guy that wont even give her minimal of attention ...He would never say hey or bye to her..not even talk to her properly , he barely smiled at her with his heart ..He wanted her to live her life the way she wanted '.Was this the life she wanted to live ?? She wondered , she used to put his clothes on the bed takes care of him from her own heart 'tried to do her wifely duties as best as she could 'she thought that she can win his heart 'but she was wrong .He will stay firm on his decision and will never like her ..
Soon cloud started gathering with the wind making light thunder sounds with warm wind swirling around her wanting to be part of her sadness ..Radhika took a deep sigh .She will leave him alone , she wasn't in any mood of talking to him not even looking at him . She will let him live his life , she wont care if he cheats on her or doesn't give her rights. She will not divorce him either since she loves this family very much ..'.Her heart tried to have feelings for him and she did a little but she realized that she should just hide those feelings and never think about them again ! She held her kanha pendant and closed her eyes fondly letting the last tears roll down 'She already was being neglected by Devki her whole life and now her husband '

Radhika came down for dinner and saw Dev sitting there with his white kurta pyjama looking down at his plate pensively .
" Aree Radhika kahan thi tum ??" Vaishali asked worriedly ..
( Radhika where were you ??)

Dev attention quickly drew to her and looked up seeing Radhika standing near his mother

" Jee who maaji 'thodi bahar hawa lene gi thi .." she said trying to smile
( Um. I went outside for some fresh air ..)

" Tumhari taybit toh theek haina ??" Dadima asked concernedly
( Are you feeling sick ??)

" Jee dadima 'main bhilkul theek hoon .." She said trying to hide in inner wounds '( No Dadima , I'm perfectly fine ..)

She hesitantly poured Dev she knew if she didn't then the family would ask her questions '..he glanced up at her and saw her serious expression towards him 'Radhika smiled at the rest of the members except for him '

She saw a seat empty beside Mrinalini and sat there , Dev saw this and looked away feeling bad that she was ignoring him.She talked with the family and laughed at Birjus jokes 'he saw how much she mingled nicely with everyone 'though he saw something in her eyes pain , sadness.

"Dev I was thinking that you should take Radhika out for your honeymoon " Mrinalni teased ..

Dev eyes quickly flew to Radhika who didn't seem to understand the word honeymoon , and just quietly ate her food .

" Radhika ?tumhe kya lagtha hai??" Mrinalini asked " Kya main tumhare liye aur Dev karliye ek honeymoon ka trip book Kardoon ??" she giggled teasingly
( Radhika what do you think 'Should I book a honey moon trip for you guys ??)

Radhika frowns her brows not understanding the word honeymoon ..
"um'..Hon'Honey moon kya hota hai" she asked innocently ..
( What does honeymoon mean ??)

Dev smiled from the corner of his lips and found this very cute from her ..How much more innocent can she be??

He glanced at her and looked at Dadima who was explaining
" Radhika ..honeymoon hota jahan pati aur patni ek saath ache paal guzarthe hain " she said sweetly ..
( Radhika Honeymoon is when a husband and wife go and spent some time together alone)

Everyone watched on amusingly
" Aur bohut romance kar the hain 'haina dadima ??" Mrinalini teased further ..( And they do lots of romance 'right dadima ??)

Dadima just smiled and shook her head '

Radhika didn't really understand the word romance , but Dev just watched Radhika expression as Mrinalini was saying this 'He knew it will be very awkward if she finds out what Mrinalini was pointing to ..

" I mean bohut pyar(love) karthe hain .."She said quickly to make Radhika understand
When Radhika realized the whole meaning of honeymoon her face completely went pale , Dev saw her expression and she was very disturbed by this 'she wasn't blushing and glanced at him little sternly.She was in no mood to go on a honeymoon trip with him! ..He knew that he should say something , even for him it started feeling awkward , especially the way Radhika looked at him .

" No Dadima I have lots of office work to do .I don't have time to go on a honeymoon trip .." He said firmly so the family don't pursue him ..
Radhika took a relief sigh and glanced around seeing the family not saying anything further .

" Theek hai ..lekin jab tumhara yeh sab office kaam katam hojaye ga phir chale jana .." Dadima said warmly ( Fine ,but when your work in the office is done the you guys should go )

Dev and Radhika shared a awkward glance 'he could see by the expression on her face that she wasn't at all interested going anywhere with him and he completely understood her after how he was behaving with her '.

After dinner they all went to there own rooms ..Radhika went in the kitchen helping Birju clean up ..Dev went up in his room sitting against the bed rest doing some office work and waiting for Radhika '.He didn't know how will he talk to her after everything he said to her 'He didn't know if she will even talk to him ..He knew that he took all his anger and frustration towards work on her and was feeling very guilty and wanted to apologize sincerely .He didn't mean to hurt her like this , he didn't know how to control his emotions , his heart is witnessing some new feelings that he never felt before and is not sure what is happening to him ..why was he getting pulled towards her ? All this made him very uneasy ..He was scared to admit the truth since he firmly told himself that he will never fall in love but ever since Radhika came in his life he was contradicting himself !

Dev waited for Radhika but she didn't come up ?? He was getting tired and closed his eyes falling in deep sleep. 'Radhika was in the temple sitting against the altar gazing deeply at Kanha '.

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He came out drying his face with the towel with his hair fairly wet'He saw Radhika zipping up her suitcase and watched on worriedly 'Was she leaving ??? Did he say so much that is making her leave the house ?! Leaving him !?

Dev didn't know what to do?? what to ask???

He took the courage to talk
" Kahin 'Jari ho??" he asked cautiously
( Are you going somewhere ??)

Radhika didn't say anything and walked to her dressing table taking few things putting them away in her other pocket of the suitcase 'Dev somehow wasn't liking her silence and ignorance ! It irked him' pained him ! ..

" Radhika main tumse kuch pooch ra hoon ?!" ( Radhika I'm asking you something ) he asked little sternly , he was getting anxious to get an answer and felt very uneasy seeing her suitcase packed .

" Muhje aapko kuch batane zaroori nahi samajthi" ( I don't feel the need to tell you anything ..) she replied coldly
Dev looked on seriously , knowing that she was right ..He was the one that told her that she's free to do what she wants and doesn't have to tell him anything .His heart was somehow feeling restless to know where she was going '.Suddenly they heard a knock on the door

Hey guys!!!! Thank you so much for the great comments and for the like button ! I really appreciate it!!🤗And a very warm welcome to the new readers!🤗 I hope you guys will like the upcoming updates!!😳
I know this is a short update but promise the next one will be longer 😉

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Edited by billo77 - 13 years ago

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yumna

@billo77

Dazzler

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Posted: 13 years ago

#48

Originally posted by: v3gradev09
GREAT UPDATES! Love it ! :)

thanks for the pm as always.

question on update 2: was dev speaking in english to his friend?
wanted to know if radhika heard all this if he was speaking in hindi?

Thanks V3gradev09😃
Yes dev was talking to his friends in English and if Dev was talking to his friend in Hindi , she would definitely understand what he was saying ...but he was talking in english the whole time so Radhika didn't understand. 😆