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phir se smoking time. BRB. aj khud ko nahi chorna main ne. lol

os ke baad yaar mera to gussa chala geya, main ne khud ko itna to change kiya lekin wo change nahi hoi, lol

bhai ager main SS dene lag geya na to yaar Ap read bhe nahi kar paoge, itne zeyada hain jahan os ne same batain bolin..

ke ab wo pehle jesi nahi,

diffrent person hai.

ab wo jhoot nahi bolti,

os ko apni galti ka ehsaas ho geya hai,

os ko mera dard feel hota hai,

ye sab os ne har saal bola yaar.

mera kehne ka matlab hai ke 2017 me pehle hana ki phir inkaar os ke baad bhe eysa hova, 2018 os ne phir se kaha ke ab wo different person hai, *pehle jesi* nahi hai.. same wohi batain bolin or mujhe phir se ullu bana diya os ne yaar.

Ap ne shayed read nahi kiya tha main ne btaya tha os ne kya kiya tha last time bhe, lol

lekin is me os ko blame nahi kar raha main. or na he on ko direct main ne kaha ke ye kya kiya tha Ap ne, ye keh kar main ne marna nahi tha wese, lool

phir bhe main ne khud ko galat kaha is baar , dekho na yaar, 2014 kahan reh geya right,? or main on ke hath se har saal ullu ban raha hoon to galti meri hai na? lol

jab onhon ne wo mesg kiya tha na jis ko dekh kar mujhe feel hova ke ye phir se khel gayi meri feelings se to yaar bhai blv me meri eyes red ho gayi thin. gussa mera 0 se seedha 100 pe geya tha,

but os ki kismat achi hai os pe ab gussa nahi ata, main ne sab batain apne dil pe lin...

or mera gussa bus itna he tha jo os ko show kiya tha *main tum se milne bhe nahi aya tha* eysa kuch likha tha main ne,

ager gussa a jata to os ki bohot buri halat ho jani thi.

i think Ap ko btaya nahi tha main ne ke os ne kiya kya tha,

2018 onhon ne sept- dec tak mujh se baat ki thi, hum dono ne :) or baat kya thi main on ko ehsaas dila raha tha ke ye dekho kya haal kar diya hai mera. lekin wo chahti thin ke main on ko milon :)

or is baat pe to main ne kya inkaar karna tha, jo meri zindagi hai os ne milne se inkaar kesa,? lekin yaar dar geya tha na os se is liye yakeen nahi a raha tha.. on ko samjhne ki koshish kar raha tha,

os ne bohot kaha ke daro nahi, strong bano, har tarhan se samjhaya mujhe, or mera dil phir kehne laga ke ansar chalo soch lo,

maybe ye different person aaj sachi me he different ho, lool

or yehi meri galti thi mujhe os ka yakeen nahi karna chahiye tha...

main ne kuch time liya tha, reason ye tha ke meri heatth theek nahi thi 2 months wahan chale gaye they, or baki ka time main ne dar dar ke, dar dar ke khud ko samjhaya ke its ok kuch nahi kahegi wo NAAGIN, lol

main os ke city me os ke he kehne pe os ko he milne geya tha. 1 umeed le kar,

or jo bhe hamari baat hoi thi, jese bhe hoi thi main ne bata diya ke madam main Ap ke he city me hoon, lol or onhon ne jawab me meri insult kar di thi, ye samjh lo ke 1 tarhan se warning thi ke idhar aney ki tumhain koi zarorat nahi hai..

ye kiya tha os ne last time :) 1 different person bol bol kar os ne kafi acha natak kiya mere sath wese hamesha :)

os ki is harkat ko sidha main ne dil pe liya tha. bohot hurt hova tha yaar. marte marte bach geya tha main zinda.. ager main survive na kar pata to main aaj zinda na hota.. os ki waja se meri itni buri halat ho gayi thi.. main os ko daily mesg karta raha tha ke shayed os ko thori daya a gayi ho or samjh bhe a gayi ho lekin main os ki block list main tha :) samjhna chahiye tha na os ko yaar,? pehle bulaya phir insult bhe or hurt bhe kiya,?

Ap ke sath koi eysa karta to kesa lagta Ap ko bhai? koi Ap ko bulaye apne city me ke a kar milo, ap jao or wo eysa kare to kesa lagega Ap ko,? gussa ayega na? mujhe nahi aya gussa. bus hurt hova tha. or 3rd wala attack hova tha mujhe..

os ko ye ehsaas hai mera,? ye janti hai wo meri halat,? wo to meri kismat kharab hai jo zinda raha, warna mera to naam bhe bhool chuke hote abhe tak log.

ye SS bhe 2016 ka he hai, onhon ne eysa bola tha lekin main ne on ki is baat ko serious nahi liya tha, kiyon ke main janta tha jo meri life se khel sakti hai, mujhe 1 chance nahi de saki jab ke meri galti bhe nahi thi,! to ye mujh se kiyon milna chahe gi,? i mean ke os ka useless toy tha main to kya zarorat thi milne ki, to tab bhe yakeen nahi tha or dekho kitna bewakoof ke 2018 me kar liya blv ke shayed ye ab change ho gayi hai :P

2016 me to eysi batain bohot hoi thin, ye to 1 he hai,

matlab ye hova na is ne jo bhe bola, jo bhe kiya koi baat bhe puri nahi hone di, main kehta tha is ko kuch bhe mushkil nahi sab ho jayega,❤️ is ne meri nahi suni,!

ab yahan 2016 khud he is ne kaha tha, or main is ke kareeb to bohot baar geya hoon wo abhe is ko maloom nahi na kitna paas :P

to dekho itna paas ja kar bhe is ne is baat ko bhe pura nahi hone diya tha, lol

wo main he tha or hoon jis ne kaha tha ke sab ho sakta hai, meri kabhe koi baat galat nahi ho sakti, jese ye sab kar liya tha main ne baki sab bhe kar sakta tha main, ye to is pe tha to is ne inkaar kiya, ager ye kaam bhe meri he marzi se hona hota to ho jata :) har kaam akela nahi kar sakta tha main,

kesa laga bhai,? kabhe kisi ne Ap ko eyse deal kiya,? kya kabhe ne itne se se Ap ko ullu banaya,? lool,

main ne sachi on se kuch bhe nahi pucha tha, ke is baar bhe meri feelings se khel liya,? wo is liye ke galti meri he hogi :)

wo keh dain gi tab mujhe samjh nahi thi lekin abhe main 1 different person hoon. jo hamesha hota aya ahi same story :)

or eysa karne ka reason bhe nahi pucha. becoz pehle he bohot kuch pending hai,

Ap jab ye sab read karoge to hasna zaroor plz.. funny baat hai ye, Ap socho ge zaroor ye ansar ko itni akal bhe nahi hai. lol

lekin kya karon hamesha os pe trust kiya :P or os ne.....