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Originally posted by: Sandbox

Acha samjh gayi. Magar kisi ka bhi ho situation har kisi k liye kharab hain. Aapki company main jo kaam karte unke liye bhi. Toh agar kaam kar rahe hain toh jobless kaise hue 😛

Haanji sahi bola aise situation pehli baar hua hain. Kitne log mar rahe hain yaar US main, pehle Italy phir Spain ab US.

o pe hai sab..

yaar blv me main jobless hoon :) wo to jiju hain main kar deta hoon,becoz wo meri company ka naam zinda rakh rahe hain to main itna to kar sakta hoon na.. meri eysi halat nahi thi ke main wo naam zinda rakh pata.. abhe bhe nahi hai mujhe millions ki invetsment chahiye thi jo mere hath a kar chale gaye, main doob raha tha main ne on se kaha ke plz Ap ye naam kisi tarhan se zinda rakh dain main beshak doob jaon,

main ne bohot hardwork kiya tha wo sab hasil karne keyliye.. Ap soch bhe nahi saktin mere andar kitna janoon tha. mujhe nend nahi ati thi.. ro ro kar dua kar kar ke mera bura haal tha Sandy jee... or jab main apni manzil pe tha to kisi ne mere sath kuch eysa kiya ke main har tarhan ki koshish karne ke baad bhe khud ko barbaad hone se nahi bachaa saka...

wo sab batain mere dil main hain.. Ap khud he socho ager Ap apni manzil pe ja kar wapis 0 pe aao to kesa lagega?

Ap ko maloom nahi mera plan, thora sa bata deta hoon :)

main indonesia geya tha sept 2013, nov 2013 meri Mama ki death ho gayi thi, to main andar se toot geya tha, main ne soch liya tha bus ab pakistan wapis, becoz meri manzil USA thi to socha kisi tarhan se ya kabhe bhe chala jaon ga :)

phir kisi ki waja se main ne zindagi se thora pyaar kiya. or 1 plan banaya , or socha ab jaldi se USA jana chahiye, but main wo insaan hoon jo bohot door ki soch le ke agey nikalta hoon, to main ne socha ager mera plan USA me kamyaab na ho to kya hoga mere sath,? bus isi cheez ko samne rakhte hove main ne socha yahan (indonesia) main company hogi ager main USA main fail ho geya to koi problem bhe nahi hogi :)

samjh rahi ho na? USA jane se pehle main ne plan B bhe ready kar rakha tha ke ager kuch galat ho to main 0 pe kabhe nahi a sakon ga :)

or jo mujhe karna tha os keyliye mujhe millions ki zarorat thi.. main ne apna dimaag har tarhan se use kiya but no luck.. 14 april se socha tha or 14 april 2015 tak mujhe maloom he nahi tha ke main kamyaab ho sakta hoon ya nahi...

bus 14 april 2015 pure 1 saal ke baad meri kismat ke sitare mujhe nazar aye or koi mila mujhe, jo mil ke gayeb ho geya tha , or phir se aug 2015 me nazar aya,

os se taluq bana, deals hoin, 1 ke baad 2nd, 3rd, bus jo mujhe chahiye tha wo mil geya tha mujhe :)

meri soch thi ke summer 2016 tak sab ho jayega, but meri kismat kisi ki waja se achi thi to wo sab 2015 me he ho geya tha :)

main ne kuch socha na samjha 1 risk liya or sab wo kaam jo main chahta tha wo ho gaye they,

main Sandy jee khushi se itna pagal ho geya tha ke mujhe samjh nahi a rahi thi kese ye khushi manaon...

or phir main ne socha , abhe 1st jan 2016 kisi ko ye good news doon ga or surprise bhe :)

lekin 14 dec 2015 ko mujhe surprise mil geya tha... jis ne meri jaan he nikaal di thi.. os din ke ansu nikal rahe hain aj tak nahi gaye.. tab se ye dard hai dil main jo mujhe roz marta hai...

wo ansar jo life main kabhe kisi ke samne roya nahi tha os ansar ne kisi se ro ro beg ki. apni he zindagi ki bheek mangi ke plz na karo eysa, meri life ke sath na khelo, lekin dosri side se mujh pe kisi ko taras nahi aya tha. or waqat ke sath sath sab barbaad ho geya..

jo bhe hova tha main kuch wapis fix kar he nahi sakta tha, warna os level pe ja kar main kese haar maan leta?

mere paas dec 2016 tak ka time tha, main ne samjhaya bhe bohot tha, but meri baat kon sunta hai, lol

or ager abhe main wo sab wapis lena chahon to mere liye hard hai. na mumkin hai, becoz mujhe 7 millions chahieyin.. wo kahan se le kar aaon main,?

or wo bhe USA me, os ke baad bhe ager mera kaam idhar fail raha to wo sab pese bhe barbaad ho jayein ge, lol

matlab ye hova ke mujhe wapis wahan se he start karna hoga jahan ye sab khatam hova tha, indonesia se, wahan pe sab set karne ke baad kahin or try, becoz itne peson ka risk lene wala pagal main nahi,

siraf 1 he reason nahi mere sad rehne ka Sandy jee. Ap ko abhe thori si baat btayi hai ager Ap samjho to samjh ayegi ke kahan tha main or kya tha main.. or abhe kya hoon,?

mujhe se 1 he galti hoi kisi ko last chance de kar... os galti ki saza mujhe roz milti hai :)

os ka last time baat karte 1 mesg aya tha, *khud pe blame karo, main ne kuch nahi kiya,*

os ne sachi kuch nahi kiya, becoz jo os ne kiya ye to 1 khel hai os ki nazar me :) kisi ki life os ne barbaad kar ke rakh di ye koi serious baat hai os keyliye,? nooo, ye khel hai os keyliye :)

i think main is topic pe baat na he karon to acha hai, Ap ko samjh nahi ayegi, kiyon ke Ap se abhe bohot thori si baat share ki thi main ne PM me, puri story Ap ko maloom nahi :)

bus itna he kahon ga main ne *hamari* life keyliye kuch eysa plan kiya tha ke mujhe koi hardwork karne ki zarorat nahi thi :)

owner Jiju hain or wo pakistan bethe hain,president director main hoon or main bhe udhar nahi, to buisness kese chalta raha,? yehi to soch thi meri kuch eysa karna ke kaam chalta rahe or main bus life ko enjoy karon puri duniya dekh kar..

mere paas power bhe hai, respect bhe hai. os waja se, or ager wo sab mera hota to life main kya reh jata jis ki kami hoti,? lol

bus 1 mature naagin ne kaat liya mujhe :P

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Hopefully jaldi se koi ilaj mile iska. Haan phir agaya toh bohot mushkil hain. Kahi padha hain ki second wave agayi China main iss virus ka, log anxiety aur bhook se hi suffer jyda karenge aise main toh.

na karo eysa, 1st wave to jane do :(. 80k deaths ho gayin ab to..

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Haan shyd UK main lockdown 6 months k liye hain. Idhar badhne k chances hain.

Aww aapke parents ki bonding bohot sweet hain yaar :). Kabhi ladai hui nhi thi na. . Bohot strong bonding walon hi kar sakte hain..aap shyd dusre ya tesre insaan ho jinhone mujhe bola ki aap gali kabhi nhi dete.

Aap ka khud ki personality haina yaar, aap bhi ache ho. Mujhe nhi lagta aapko gussa aata bhi hain. Yeh har kisi se nhi hota. Mujhse se bilkul nhi lol.

hai nahi thi... jab Mama zinda thin.. just wohi nahi meri family me kisi ko fight karni nahi ati :) bus main he hoon jis ke andar zehr tha, meri behne bhe eysi hain :) koi fight nahi nothing..

Mom Dad ka ye tha ke Dad ne kisi cheez ki kami rehne nahi di thi to Mama ne sari life apne bachon ko bus sanskaar he diye, meri he baat hai to mainn 23 years ka tha tab bhe on ki lap main lait kar on se batain seekhta tha. os ke baad wo zinda he nahi rahin na, lol ager main thora sa shareef hoon to oni ki waja se hoon,

mom dad ne always 1 dosre ka sath diya, jab Mama beemar thin tab mere Dad ne jo on ki care ki na Sandy jee blv me on ka sacha pyaar tab nazar aya tha.. itni care koi nahi kar sakta jitni wo karte they Mama ki...

Originally posted by: Sandbox

Haan shyd UK main lockdown 6 months k liye hain. Idhar badhne k chances hain.

Aww aapke parents ki bonding bohot sweet hain yaar :). Kabhi ladai hui nhi thi na. . Bohot strong bonding walon hi kar sakte hain..aap shyd dusre ya tesre insaan ho jinhone mujhe bola ki aap gali kabhi nhi dete.

Aap ka khud ki personality haina yaar, aap bhi ache ho. Mujhe nhi lagta aapko gussa aata bhi hain. Yeh har kisi se nhi hota. Mujhse se bilkul nhi lol.

zubaan se kabhe gali nahi di, or ager type kar ke di bhe to bohot kam , shayed puri life main 4 ya 5 baar is se zeyada nahi,, mujhe jitna bhe gussa aye na gali nahi ati zubaan pe.

or mera gussa just online hota hai.. koi mere samne ho to bus itna he bolta hoon ( awaaaz niccheee ) is se zeayda mujh se bola he nahi jata :( lekin mobile pe a jao eysa gussa kaorn ga ke shayed samne wala ro de, mere friends jante hain ke ansar face to face gussa nahi kar sakta is liye wo mere samne a jate hain jab mujhe gussa ho to, lol wo jante hain ab ansar gussa nahi kar payega, lol

nahi main acha nahi hoon. ager mere Dad ki baat hai to is liye nahi keh raha ke wo mere Dad hain, apne Dad ki to har koi karta hai na tareef? wo mere Dad na bhe hote to bhe mere fav insaan hote <3 You know mera sar uncha ho jata hai jab log mujhe kehte hain ke ansar ap on ke bete ho? bohot acha feel hota hai,❤️

mujhe main tha gussa :) jab main under 15 tha to mujhe family ke ilawa kisi se baat karne ki tameez nahi thi, phir main thora sa seedha ho geya, or gussa kam ho geya, phir eysa tha ke koi baat buri lagti thi to bohot gussa ata tha or eysa chala 2016 tak.

or last time mujhe gussa aya tha 2017.. os gusse ne mujh se 1 eysi galti karwa di jo maafi ke kabil nahi. bus os ke baad jo thora bohot gussa tha mujh main wo khatam ho geya... abhe is ansar main zara bhe gussa nahi, Ap blv karo wo batain jin pe gussa ana chahiye ab on pe sad ho jata hoon, lol