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bus 1k tumhi tak mera sara jahan hai,

baaki Khuda jane ki kon kahan hai,

hai pyaar naam jiska ek eysi kaid hai dosto,

zindagi beet jaati hai par saza khatam nahi hoti,

tumhain dekhne keyliye mera dil tarasta hai,

tumhare intezaar main mera dil tarapta hai,

kya kahon main apne pagal dil ko,

mera ho kar bhe ye tumhare liye dharakta hai,

aaj nahi. bohot pain ho raha hai , dil ke andar wala nahi bahir wala, sans lena bhe mushkil hova hai aaj, bed pe sakoon nai a raha tha, laptop ke samne bethne se or halat kharab ho rahi hai, nahi hoga mujh se bye..

dil ke andar bhe dard or bahir bhe, 1 marne nahi deta, or 1 jeene nahi deta,

dil ke andar wala dard os zalim ne diya :P or bahir wala sad hone ki waja se mil geya, kitna lucky hoon main. kuch to mila kisi se, lol

ek tamana thi jo meri hasrat ban gayi hia,

kabhe dosti thi onse jo ab muhabat ban gayi hai,

kuch is kadar shamil hove tum meri zindagi main,

ki tumhain sochte rehna ab meri addat ban gayi hai,

nahi or nahi ab, GN. acha lagta hai khud ko beemar karna, or khushi mil rahi hai eyse main, magar insaan hoon, itna dard bardasht hota bhe nahi.. walk karta hoon ghar main he shayed thora sa theek ho jaye ye dill

ey zindagi tu itna bhe zulm na kar...

kon sa main yahan baar baar anaey wala hoon.

pata nahi kya ho geya tha mujhe. eysa lag raha hai bus marne laga hoon. itna pain hova, eyse jese koi mere heart ko bahir nikaal raha ho. abhe bhe hai magar kam ho geya..

1 tarhan se acha bhe hai, kamine ne bohot dukh diye hain, acha hai tarapta rahe eyse he,! mera ho kar bhe kisi ''ghatiya'' insan ka he sochta hai to is ko khatam ho jana chahiye na ke mujhe or takleef de, already bohot hai pain mujhe, wohi bardasth nahi ho rahi,!,

dil ke andar bhe pain or bahir bhe pain,

pata nahi kis din marna hai,! ghatiya life.!

jahan ke sare dard mujhe de diye,

Khuda ko itna yakeen tha mujh par, lol

4 may, lol

3 years, 4 months... and 20 days, total 1237 days,

har ek din gin gin ke guzaar raha hoon...

main nahi chahta mere 4 saal pure hon, magar zindagi ko taras na aya to theek hai phir beshak 30 bhe or ho jayein..jitne bhe hon, guzarne eyse he wale hain.