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meri koshish hoti hai khamosh rehne ki, jese main 2016, or 2017 main rehta tha, 3 ya 4 months tak

jese jese halat buri hoti ja rahi hai mere khamosh rehne ka time kam ho raha hai,

main chahta bhe hoon khamosh rahon.. lekin apne he dard main khud he doobta rehta hoon, jab pani sar se oper chala jaye to phir majboor ho jata hoon

suna tha main ne jab dil ka haal kisi ko suna dain to kam ho jata hai bojh, par mera kiyon nahi hota,

shayed is liye kiyon ke sunne wala koi nahi,

or jab main nahi ata os ki bhe 2 he waja hai, ya to main itna beemar hoon ke laptop use nhi kar sakta, or dosra ya to main bohot koshish kar raha hoon khamosh rehne ki,

mujhe sab shikyaat karte hain main on ko reply nahi deta, WA pe koi zarori mesg bhe a jaye to 1 week tak to mujhe pata he nahi hota kis ne kya kaha or kis ne kya, check he nahi karta,

2019 main ne jitna IF use kiya utna WA nahi kiya shayed,

ye mere Dad ki calls hain, ye haal hai mera.. mute pe hota hai mobile or pata bhe nahi hota kahan hai, to kese pata chale ga kis ki call ayi or kis ki nahi..

WTH ye pehle SS ko kya hova hai :s 1:18 PM pehle aata hai ya 1:10 PM,?

kitna besharm hoon main, Apne Dad ki calls ka pata nahi chalta,! lekin main ne on ko har baar back call ki ignore kese kar sakta hoon on ko, or jab bhe call back ki hamesha dar lagta tha ke kahin dant na dain,

ye list eysi he hai, july 2018 se june 2019 tak, koi 1 mesg bhe nahi hai, siraf or siraf calls

on ko hai meri harkaton ka, jab main long drive pe jata tha or on ki call ati thi wo 1 he baat kehte they, beta jee jab kahin ruke ya ghar wapis gaye to head lights band karna na bhool jana, ye meri gandi addat hai hamesha eysa karta hoon, or bohot baar mujhe is ki saza bhe mili battery low hone ki waja se, mujhe Dad ne kabhe nahi danta, bus Mama se kafi dant khayi

Mama ko dar lagta hai high speed se wo to 60 se oper nahi jane detin thin or main normal speed 140 se 160 rakhta hoon,

1 baar onhon ne mujhe itna danta OMG keh rahin to tum pagal ho akal nahi hai tumhain, kaha sahi tha wese,

jab gussa geya on tha to kaha jab tumhari life main wo ayegi na to os ki pic laga lena 100 pe ta ke tumhain kam se kam os ka to kheyal aye ke ye tumhari speed limit hai is se agey nahi jana, lol

main abhe agar Mama ki ye baat maan lo to abhe 100 nahi 240 pe lagaon ga, ta ke mujhe ehsaas ho meri manzil mout hai,

idea acha diya tha Mama ne wese, manna parega,

kafi time se dream main nahi ayin, a jati thin ab kafi time se nahi ayin. i hope is baar jab bhe mere dream main ayein akeli ayein, warna wo kisi or ke sath he ati hain, pata nahi kese dosti kar li onhon ne dreams main, BD main 4 din ka fark hai, 14 or 18, to dream main bhe alag alag he theek hai, lol

magar Mama mujhe dreams main bus dantne keyliye ati hain :(

mujhe yaad hai summer 2015, kisi ko main ne rulaya tha real main, to os ke 1 week ke baad Mama ayin thin dream main, or mujhe kaha ansar ager ab eysa kiya na to tumhari jaan nikaal doon gi main, insaan bano. dono mere samne thin dream main, or main dream main soch rha tha Mama 1 baar side pe hon na to is ki to eysi ki tesi Mama ko kiyon shikayat lagayi meri, phir Mama chali gayin to main ne kisi ko dream main danta nahi tha bus gusse se dekha tha or bus meri ankh khul gayi or ehsaas hova tha ke dream tha, lol

Mama meri bohot achi friend thin <3 har baat on se share hoti thi meri, kuch nahi chupaya tha kabhe.

jin ki Ma on ke paas ho shayed wo os tarhan se on ko pyaar nahi de pate, jab wo kisi waja se ghar se door jayein na to yaad ati hai, or meri to duniya main he nahi hain.. koi option nahi on se baat karne ki, on ko wapis 1 nazar dekhne ki, siraf dreams he hain

fever ho jana koi bhari baat nahi hoti itni, lekin wo sotin nahi thin, sari raat mere room main mere care kartin thin, or ye har maa nahi kar sakti,!

shayed yehi waja hai ke eyse pyaar ne he mujhe eysa weak bhe bana diya kiyon ke pyaar ke bina meri zindagi beekar hai, or pyaar ke sath meri zindagi eysi hai ke main duniya se fight kar sakta hoon, or ager nahi to khud se bhe nahi kar sakta,

wo meri Mama thin mujhe eysa kehna nahi chahiye lekin, main ne on ka bhe naam rakha hova tha, wo meri dost zeyada thin is liye,

or wo naam tha *Bhootni* lool

on ki halat kharab kar di thi main ne, on ke baal or face pe kya kya bana diya tha or kaha tha ary Ap to bhootni lag rahi ho cute bhootni, bus ye naam osi din se rakh diya tha on ka,

or ye wohi naam hai jo 2018 main kisi or ko mila tha,

meri Mama ki ankhain bohot achi thin, <3 ager main dono ki eyes dekhon to jeet Mama ki hoti hai,

main on se kaha karta tha Mama Ap ne Dad se kabhe fight nahi ki or Dad ne Ap se kabhe nahi ki, wo Ap ki ankhon ki waja se ager ye na hotin to shayed Ap dono fight karte rehte,

kash on ke bachon ki bhe on jesi hotin :( na to meri behno ki on jesi hain or na he meri :(

jitna main shakal se masoom tha, utna he andar se sheetan, i think Tasfia ne mujhe devil-mind wala naam sahi diya tha, lol

meri sisters main se sab se chotti sis kaha kartin thin tum jesa bhai Khuda kisi ko na de, tum jab mar jao ge mujhe khushi hogi.

or aaj on ka he pyaar mere liye zeyada hai <3

on ki chotti si beti hai. onhon ne kaha is ka naam ansar tum rakho ge, main ne kaha jiju se pucho wo kehne lagin onhon ne he kaha hai ansar se pucho <3

osi ki BD 27 may 2016 ki hai, <3 or wo mere paas zara bhe nahi ati, :( 3 saal ki hai, wese bhe itna pakistan main raha nahi to os ko mera kya pata main kon hoon, lol

last time main ne os ko uthaya tha os ne mere zor se baal khenche :x jab yahan ana tha tab, main ne phir wapis apne baal theek kiye ja ke, lol

ye hai meri Jaan <3 2007, lol

jab main indonesia main tha ye call pe pucha karti thi kya kar rahe ho?

ab puchti hai Mamo coat pehna hova na? ager main kahon nahi to kehti hai phir mujh se baat kiyon kar rahe ho,

is ne mujhe addat daal di hai har time coat pehn ke rakhne ki,

naye naye kapron ka shok hota hai is ko, or is ki shoping meri taraf se hoti hai, khas is ki BD pe, ye wali BD is ko wish nahi kar saka tha heart attack ki waja se.. phir main ne maafi mangi, or kaha kya chahiye maang lo, is ne kaha bus 1 smile... or wohi mere paas nahi hai dene ko...