Thank you for your profound and soothing words Branka, Madhu, Riya and Vibha🤗.
I am not depressed, it is not in my nature. I faced toughest of the situations. Some I overcame and some I let them pass by, still I could not share my emotions with anyone because no one had an ear for me, so I spoke to myself and overcame those situations. You all may not believe but it is a fact. Yes now I have my little sister with whom I can share everything, remember she was a kid during my struggling days.
But I am angry now in Pratyusha's case knowing that this mishap could have been averted had her parents specifically would have been alert and extra careful from the day she debuted on TV. There were wolves in sheep's clothes, which Prat's inexperience eyes could not recognise..
After writing those words here I was just flipping through Insta pictures of Prat's and her friends, also I was reading the comments posted there in. Everyone are missing her. Some were saying she should not have took her life and all. Remember her Rakhi brother he is very fond of her and very protective. Even he could not save her.
Then I started recollecting the incidents. Also I remember that Prat's was taking cautious steps when it came to relationships, because she was aware that media and people were mocking her for changing priorities. People had cautioned her against that leech(I read conversations of her's with one of her friends) but she went against them, believing his words. But then she was cheated by him big time then she realised she should come out of it(remember she stopped posting pictures after coming out from Power couple). She tried but could not dared to take help from her near and dear one's because she ignored their cautions and lost her life.
As for my quitting watching TV or IF, it already started. I watch less TV these days and in IF I come only here to meet you all. Don't know when I will start believing in happiness again. It will take time. One thing I promise that I will never ever hurt you all.
Once againThank you for being there for me🤗
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