Hey ya!! Mugdha aka maggy here ulf simmi of the forum.Its my 1st try on SwaDarsh n on "Romantic" romance 2. I usually write cute romance. So plz perdon me 4 it n also 4 typing mistakes.
Bt abt the mixture of past n present tense.. I did it deliberatly.
Hop u lyk it.Waiting 4 ur comments.
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Swadheenta POV
Adarsh POV
Others
"Swadheenta beta,stop. Jaa kaha rahi ho?"
"Aaj raat baarish hne wali hain,mom"she said smiling.
She left.
"M so sry.. Sry beta.."Sunhasini said 2 herself. A lone tear scaped frm her eyes..
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Swadheenta reachd her destination... Her fav road... She closd her eyes.
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"Aise raste mein koyi aankh bandh karke khara rehta hain,huh?"
"Mr.Adarsh Sinha"I gav him angry luk.
N he as always gav his cute smile in return "Mrs.Swadheenta Adarsh Sinha"
Uff... This name..
N I can feel her hidden happiness whn I utter dis name. Bt she.. Is impossible.
"Listen.. Galati se hamari shaadi ho gayi dat doesn't mean ki hamari shaadi ho gayi"
Wht a dialogue madam ji.. Huh..
"Why r u luking at me lyk dis?"
"Bcoz mrs.Sinha our families got us married. N if u were not ready so u shouldnt hav married me."
"U knw vry well dat ur mom forcd me blackmiling my family indirectly wid her sweet words. Dat 2 bcoz her son was mad 4 the girl who had defeated her in dat case. N vo chahti kya thi ki vo mujhe itna bura sabeey kare ki tum mujhe divorce de do. Toh dia kyon nahi divorce?"
"Kya jaanu,divorce aur tumhe.. Vo bhi main.. Impossible. N plz haan,don't say anything abt mom. Galati insano se hi hoti hain. Aur yeh toh galati hi nahi hain.. Yeh pap nahi punya hain.Kaam se kaam tum mere saath toh ho"
"Yeah.. Whtevr.."
"Isshh..Swadheenta.. Dekho,It's been 3 months of our marriage only. Mom will accept u soon. Haan yeh baat alaag hain ki in 3 mahino mein tumne mujhse 3 baat bhi thik se nahi ki aur vo SPECIAL 3 WORDS bolk MUJHE ACCPET KARNA toh durki baat hain."
She again gav me an angry luk.
"Haan toh mai..mai..maine jhut thodi hi bola..hain.."
Darpok kahika.
OMG!She had small smile on her lips.
"Pata hain?Tumhari iss smile k liye main hazaro maud marne ko teyaar hoon."
How can he say dis.. He is such a duffer.
Again angry luk?
"Ab maine kya kia?"
"Adarsh,main khud hi tumhari khun kar dungi agar aise dobara bla toh."
I started beating him n he was trying 2 escape whipe laughing.
"Haan toh tumhe kya fark parta hain.. Tumne mujhse vo 3 words thodi hi bla hain."
"Haan toh tumne bla hain mujhse kabhi vo words?"
Shit!Yeh maine kya bol diya.
Mare dala man.. Iss yeh sach mein bla ki main phirse sapna dekh raha hoon? Lemme pinch myself.. "Ouch"
"Wht happend?"
She came 2wards me though I she mst b confused herself abt eht she said.. Her face n yeah,her blushes says dat. OMG!She is so concerend 4 me.
"Kuch blte kyon nahi?"
My hands automatically went 2 her waist which was xposed due 2 her saree n short blouse. She luks so beautiful in sarees.. N more beautiful in my arms.. I forcd her towards me. Her hands crossd my neck automatically. Her eyes,her lips n her deepest pink hues on cheeks.. She is the angel of heaven.
His deep intense eyes will kill me 1day. This eye lock!! His hands on my.. N I m speechless. Jst luking in his eyes..
"Kya sunna chahti ho?"he said huskily. N me.. Speechless..
Suddenly rain started 2 beautify the moment. Bt my dear wifey is always ready 2 break these moments.
"Iss.. Baarish.."
She jumpd out of my arms.
"Kyon tumhe toh pata hi tha ki baarish hne wali hain. Toh aayi hi kyon?"
"Kyonki jab hi mujhe lage ki baarish hne wali hain tabhi main iss raste mein aati hoon. Hawayon mein sukun milti hain mujhe. Aur barish shuru hne se pehle hi chali jaati hoon. Par tumne sab bighar dia. I hate baarish. Mujhe zukham ho gayi toh.."
"Hachchi"But it's me.
Omg.. He has started sneezing b4 me.
"Madam.. U hate baarish bt I toh hav phobia wid it.. Hachchi"
"Ok let's go nw. Gari samne hi hain chalo."
I started walking bt i dont knw 2 blame whom.. Bcoz I slippd n was abt 2 fall.. Bt he held me as always.. N again the intense eye lock. I cluchd my hands 2 his collar. Should I blame or should thank.. 4 dis moment?
Nw i luv my destiny.. I luv this moment.. N i luv... She... How can some1 b so innocent? I made ger stand. I want 2 b gentle bt my bloody hands went through her bare back while making her stand. My 1 hand stuck there n other stayd on her waist. Our eyes didnt break there lock. Bt her cheeks r more thn tomato nw. N her eyes full of.. Luv? I don't knw.
"Ada.."I was abt 2 utter his name whn he stoppd me by putting his finger in my neck..."Shh"is his reply. His hands returnd 2 my waist again n the other hand making pattern on my back giving me shivers of 1000 volts. My heart is dancing 2 a vry unmatchable beat.
Her wet body spreading sensations more n more. My heart is in a race.
His hands nw rised up 2 my neck n removd my hair frm there.
Her smooth skin.. As lyk as her smooth heart..
He cams close 2 me n kissd my neck smoothly. Yet it was a wet 1. I closd my eyes. I could feel his lu.. I dont knw wht it is. Bt I knw dat dis is the 1st tym he kissd me bt i dont mind. I luv it.. B4 it he has peckd me manytyms taking advantage of different situation bt always usd 2 b beatn by me.
He reachd my forehead passing the path of my earlob,cheek kissing all the way.
I can feel her now. I want her 2 b mine n mine only. How 2 4get her most beautiful eyes..
He kissd both my eyes cupping my face. Aftr dat i opened my eyes n now find her eyes stuck on my lips. M soo nervous now. This feelings.. This sensations... This blushes.. I wanna go n hide somewhere n dat place is widin him..
Her luscious lips... Rain water touching thm.. Bt m the only 1 who has ri8 on thm. M so jealous of u rain water..
He came closer n closer 2 me.. So closer.
I wanna show u wht ri8 I hav on u.
He is coming closer n closer. Our breaths were meeing. His hand on my waist n the other cuppd my face. Nw there is no space among us. My eyes automatically closed since it couldnt bear his intensity. N me the shameless didn't evn take a step backward. I was totally lost. Yeah, i lost myself. I feel his finger rubbing my lower lip. There is nw only 1 cm distance between us.
I reducd all the distance n gently peckd cornr of her lips. I mde distance. She opend her eyes.
"At 1st I need 2 express my feelings."
I jst stud n listened 2 him. He bent down b4 me on his knees.
"Main bara-chauhra k, shayari banak, ganaa ga ke kuch nahi bolunga. Kyonki main nahi shayar hoon aur nahi gayak. Haan tum kaho dance kar lunga thoda bohut par vo baad main.. Vo main kehna chahta tha ki.. Aise maat dekho."
Why is she luking at me so confused? Or may b she is nervous. "Swadhee.." Her expresion changd. N i dont knw how bt i understood dat she wants me 2 cont.
"Robinhood main hoon par aapni xpressions se banduk dhikhake tum mujhe dara rahi ho.. Ouch.. Pair mein dard ho raha hain."
A smile appear on her lips' corner where I had jst.. Thn her xpression changd in2 anger may b bcoz m taking so much tym.
"Vo main keh raha tha ki.. Swadheenta.. I.. Tum kuch kehti kuch nahi."
She nodded in negative. Thn 2 giv me shock she started going frm there. May b she was 2 angry.
I quickly jumpd up n held her hand. She lukd at me. N i wid vry muvh cobfusd luk said in a low voice
"I LUV U."
Yes.. I finally said this.
I came back 2 my normal voice.
"YES,I LUV U."
Her eyes lukd at mine wid rays of hope n emotions.
He really said dat. Yes he said dat. He means it I knw. My eyes started flooding out of happiness...
He is stepping backward n saying louder n more louder.
"I LUV U"
"I LUV U"
"I LUV U"
N nw at the top of his voice
"I LUV U,SWADHENTA!!!"
I cant stp myself nw. I started running towards him 2 embrace the luv of my lyf whole hartedly. I also want 2 tell him dat I luv him so much..evn more thn myself.
I was running towards him he was standing there spreading his arms 2 embrace me... 2 get me widin him...
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I was crying vigoruosly.
"I luv u.. I luv u Adarsh"
I huggd him.
Bt his soul betrayd me.
By heart was beating bt his.. My heart felt his. Bt his was not.. Beating..
"Adarsh,Adarsh utho.. Apne aankhein kholo..Tum mujhe aise dhoka nahi de sakte. I luv u na. Abhi toh meri zindagi ki shuruwat hui hain. Adarsh..."
Bt he was so merciless. He didn't open her eyes.
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Adarsh was waiting at the same position. Swadheenta was running towards him.
Bt suddenly her eyes were wide open since she got the worster than worst shock her life.
A car passd n crossd her Adarsh.
She was 2 shockd 2 reciprocate.
Whn she reactd she saw her Adarsh lying. His red blood covered his whole body. The road had bcom a pond of his blood. She ran 2 him. Sat there. She huggd him ti8.
"Adarsh,Adarsh utho.. Apne aankhein kholo..Tum mujhe aise dhoka nahi de sakte. I luv u na. Abhi toh meri zindagi ki shuruwat hui hain. Adarsh..."
She heard a voice frm behind. "Aa... Aa.. Adarsh."It was Suhasini.
Actually,the car was of Suhasini. I was driving. Unfortunately,her the break of her car was not working. N the result was the SPOT DEATH of her own son.
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"M sry Swadhenta beta. Maine itna bura kiya tumhare saath ki uparwale ne badla nia mujhse. Meri hi haato maine aapne bete ko maar dia. Par sajaa tog mujhe milna chahiye tha. Tumhe kuon mili? Haar baarish ki raat tum jaati ho uss raste par.. Pata nahi uss raste mein aisa kya hain? Tumhe toh nafrat honi chahiye.. Pata kyon pyaar karti ho uss raste se itna.Aaj bhi wahin gayi"Jer eyes were wet.
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Yeah,Swadheenta was standing on the same road closing her eyes. Whn somebody came:
"Aise raste mein koyi aankh bandh karke khara rehta hain,huh?"
She opened her eyes n smild seeing him.
"Aa gaye tum"
"Vo toh finally mrs.Adarsh sinha mr.Adarsh Sinha k liye wait kar rahi thi haan?"
"Kab tak same dialogue maroge?"
"Dailogue marte kaise hain?"
"Adarsh.."
Both were laughing.
Suddenly his he bcame serious.
"Kab tak aise sapno mein mujhe yaad karogi. Agey nahi barogi?"
"Adarah.. Tum achchi tarah se jante ho.. Meri wajood tum ho. Agr tum nahi ho toh main nahi.. Tum aisi baatein barnar kyon karti ho?"
"Kyonki tum bewajah zid karti ho"
"Pyaar bhi bewajah hi kiya hain na tumse. I lu.."
"Shhh.. Mujhe pata hain.."
"Kabhi nahi bolne hoge?"
Tears flooded her eyes..Bt Adarsh had it's cure. They embraced each othr n this tym their heart beats dancing 2 the same rythm.
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I hate..
I hate the rain
I hate the road
It tuk my lyf frm me
But...
Didn't they gave me my lyf..
My luv 2 me...
They gave my whole lyf in dat short moment
Bt the nxt moment they took more...
It tuk my existence.
But I luv them
Bcoz they gav me the memory...
The moment...
Which is more thn my existence..
My lyf n death...
U r..
My Road..
My Rain..
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