kizh,
raijaddan is my first true fantasy love. sukhi might make my eyes rove a bit, but the dil, the dhakdhak... how to move it elsewhere. actually, i think like many crazy barun fans, the more sukhi takes over the duniya and makes a bid for the mind and heart... the more i miss the raijaddan. and yet, i want sukhi to conquer and establish his kingdom... then ron and what's the good satra man called.
sukhi lets me think still... when it comes to raijaddan, all thought vanishes, just a sensation and a complete got me... sometimes dhakdhak, sometimes warmth riding the shoulder or shin, often goofy smile, and in the middle of the night when all is quiet and rational takes a real break... a flow of tears back of me eyes... that's raijaddan, yeah, only he.
if the man who is raijaddan doesn't lauuu him as much now... some day he will... with a seatbelt on and the whole of his love you dammit.