~~ SouL SisterS ~~(SIO) #5 - Page 17

fine don't write anymore...and yess shaam ko jo main bol rahi thi woh main mean karti hun...

because chahe tu kitna marzi bole ki tu normal hona chahti and all bt just peep inside urself...u are at denial bacha...ek na ek tere andar hai jagah jo chahti hai ki tu ghum ke wapas jaaye usske paas... tukhud cheeze andar se let go nahi kar rahi hai...

main buhat time se yeh bolna chahti hti but nahi bol rahi thii becaus ei was scared kahin tu galat na samjhe...yeh jo tu khud arsha..arnav and all ko pop in karti hai na...THIS IS NOT LETTING you free yourself from that thread...

tu jab khud hi nahi chod rahi hai uss hisse ko toh rassi kahan se chotegi...agar choda hota na toh aaj friday se leke ab takk tera yeh haal nahi hota...


And i know tu bolegi di itna asan nahi bhulana..i do understand itna asan nahi hai bhulana at least don't try to remember him and those things... bhula nahi sakti toh yaad bhi maat kar...AGAR SACH MEIN CHAHTI HAI aage badna toh...


Nahi chahti toh fir chahe main hun ya kinju ho ya koi or NOBODY...NOBODY can help u in this...


and one more thing chahe mein pyaar mein kachi hun par yeh baat mujhe ache se samjh aati hai...

yahin hun main...zara iska lecture prepare kar rahi thi...main kya karun kaise isko samjhaon..jo yeh kar rahi hai galat hai...

khudko anadar se khokla karne wali baat kar rahi hai yeh bas...


main haar chuki hun or isse zayda mujhse nahi samjhaya jata isko...yeh pani opprtunities apna talent khud barbad karne pe tuli hai...

Jis tarah maine kiya..yes if u both remember buhat time pehle ek ladki stry likhi thi maine..woh main hi thi...

I totaly agree with evry word of di's

Originally posted by: -Ocean.eyes-

I totaly agree with evry word of di's

and abhi iska answer bhi dekh liyo bolegi ut hink i am not trying...

Originally posted by: pallavi.14

and abhi iska answer bhi dekh liyo bolegi ut hink i am not trying...

"u think yeh itna aasaan hai
sab kuch try kar ke dekh chuki hu
its nt that easy di
its f**king hell
i hate my life...
Kya me khushi ke layak nai
kya me enjoy nai kar sakti...etc etc"

Originally posted by: -Ocean.eyes-

"u think yeh itna aasaan hai
sab kuch try kar ke dekh chuki hu
its nt that easy di
its f**king hell
i hate my life...
Kya me khushi ke layak nai
kya me enjoy nai kar sakti...etc etc"

dekhle humne tere liye yeh bhi cover kar diya hai..

aur kuch naya hai toh bata... nahi hai toh please apni life ka ek fresh start kar..warna ghutt jayegi kisi dinn...


and life buhat lambi hai...ek hi lamhe mein zaindagi nahi guzarti...isko bunne ke liye hazar dhage chahiye hote hai..jismein se ek Arnav tha...uska role teri life mein jitna tha ab nahi hai...agar ab isse zayda kheechegi na toh woh dhaga tutt jayega or teri life ka buna hua kapda udhad jayega... just tie a knot at that thread and start up with new thread...

warna life ko pura kaise karegi...or chahe hum kitni bhi koshish karle isse jaldi khatam karne ki yeh khatam uss particular time pe hogi jo humare account mein prescribed hai upar se...


SO PLEASE HUM DONO REQUEST KARTE HAI TAKE OUT A NEW THREAD...PUT IT INTO NEEDLE AND WEAVE AGAIN...

Ok fine m nt tryin
Fine m killing myself
Bt tell ne y sud I try ?
Y sud I frgt him ,
He was d frst guy I trusted my feelings with
The frst guy I loved
D frst guy who made me fall in love with me.
D frst guy who trusted me n shared abt himself
Y sud I leave him
Y sud I leave fr d ppl who don care abt me
Who r d reason fr me ruined life
Who snatched my seven unborn sisters from me
Who r d reason fr my eac n every tear
I found my life in my frnds bt dey backstabbed me at every step
Joo gine chune log hein unhe I stopped sayin nethin
Because d day I saw a single drop f tear in my frnds eye because f me n my sorrow was d last day I opened myself.
Toh nein ghutu nai toh aur kya karu?
I hav such parents who want me to b alone yet comment dat I don mingle wid neone
Suc cousins fr whom m jus a f**king joker jispe taane marna unki hobby hein
Suc frnds who only no hw to use n throw me
So nw tell me wat sud I do ?

Originally posted by: Born2Dance

Ok fine m nt tryin
Fine m killing myself
Bt tell ne y sud I try ?
Y sud I frgt him ,
He was d frst guy I trusted my feelings with
The frst guy I loved
D frst guy who made me fall in love with me.
D frst guy who trusted me n shared abt himself
Y sud I leave him
Y sud I leave fr d ppl who don care abt me
Who r d reason fr me ruined life
Who snatched my seven unborn sisters from me
Who r d reason fr my eac n every tear
I found my life in my frnds bt dey backstabbed me at every step
Joo gine chune log hein unhe I stopped sayin nethin
Because d day I saw a single drop f tear in my frnds eye because f me n my sorrow was d last day I opened myself.
Toh nein ghutu nai toh aur kya karu?
I hav such parents who want me to b alone yet comment dat I don mingle wid neone
Suc cousins fr whom m jus a f**king joker jispe taane marna unki hobby hein
Suc frnds who only no hw to use n throw me
So nw tell me wat sud I do ?

Okay fine...Then go and be with him...Then don't ever say ki you want to leave him for his own good...

and abt ur parents i wont say anything and cousins too...

because do you think you are the only one suffering from this??? Duniya ke har teenager ki life mein yeh pal ek na ek baar ata hai...i am sure kinjune aaj takk kuch nahi bola but she must have gone through we with this too...

toh kya karein sab jeena chod de?? main nahi jeeti...4-5 saal pehle hi kud jaati balcony se..kinju samundar mein dubb jaati...

pagal yeh hi pehla or aakhri lamha nahi hai...tu abhi iss phase mein hai..issiliye tujhe aisa lagg raha hai... jis dinn tu isse khud ko bahar nikalegi or fresh air breathe karegi tab tujhe khud samjh aajayega ki yes, that was not only my last resort...

God ne har kisi ke liye koi na koi banaya hai... SO agar woh arnav hai toh woh milega aage or agar woh arnav nahi hai toh chahe tu jitna marzi tadap le khudko pagal karle..woh kabhi nahi milega... isse sirf tu rehab puhanchegi...

mana abhi takk sirf ek wohi tha jisne tujhe samjha or jana hai...par kya tune usse aage apni zindagi kabhi dekhi??nahi dekhne ki koshish bhi nahi kari hai kabhi...

maybe there is better then him...and DONT SAY NOONE COULD BE BETTER THAN HIM...because aaj main bol rahi hun.. mujhe nahi lagta woh banda jisne apni feelings pehle gol gol karke tujhe batayi or chupayi or fir hide and seek ki tarah haan na mein atkaya woh better nahi tha...

You life at broader prospects yeh time tujhe khudke or apne future ke bare mein sochne ka hai na ki kisi or ke...

even not abt ur parents..unka kya hai kal ko shaadi karke bhej denge... or kahenge chutti... sambhalna hume hai sab..ITS BETTER PEHLE SE HI KHUD STRONG OR STAND HOKE JAO...kyunki future ka kuch pata nahi hai...


just focus on career rite now... ARNAV YA KOI OR JAB AANA HOGA RIGHT TIME PE KHUD AAYEGA...

I cn understand if u both don wanna talk wid me
I won ever frce u both fr nethin regarding me cuz I jus cnt.
Dats nt me.
I cnt ses a single tear in my friends eyes n mere wajahse toh bilkul b nai.
Sry fr being suc a nuisance till date

Originally posted by: Born2Dance

Ok fine m nt tryin
thats true

Fine m killing myself

evn ppal who luv u
Bt tell ne y sud I try ?

Y sud I frgt him ,
dnt...

He was d frst guy I trusted my feelings with
The frst guy I loved

and he'll always be the first...no matter what...
D frst guy who made me fall in love with me.

those are the most amazing moments u'll have
D frst guy who trusted me n shared abt himself
then just trust him 4 ur life

Y sud I leave him

nobody tels u too
Y sud I leave fr d ppl who don care abt me

pata hai toh puchti kyu hai
Who r d reason fr me ruined life
u know it

Who snatched my seven unborn sisters from me

urmmm..i cnt say anything abt that
Who r d reason fr my eac n every tear
memories

I found my life in my frnds bt dey backstabbed me at every step

we did??
I dint knew
Joo gine chune log hein unhe I stopped sayin nethin

i bn see that
Because d day I saw a single drop f tear in my frnds eye because f me n my sorrow was d last day I opened myself.

its because they truely care 4 u
Toh nein ghutu nai toh aur kya karu?
life jee

I hav such parents who want me to b alone yet comment dat I don mingle wid neone

jst frgt that
Suc cousins fr whom m jus a f**king joker jispe taane marna unki hobby hein

agar sadak chaap ladko ka muh bandh kar sakti hai toh unka kyu nai
Suc frnds who only no hw to use n throw me

they r nt ur frnds
So nw tell me wat sud I do ?

thats upto u