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A_Soul

@A_Soul

Rocker

Posted: 12 years ago

#481

Sorry sanu... Was in family function... Now its time to hit d bed...
Tomorrow will try to help... M not good in English... So whatever I can will do.. atleast u get the feel...

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sansu

@sansu

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Posted: 12 years ago

#482

Originally posted by: A_Soul
Sorry sanu... Was in family function... Now its time to hit d bed...
Tomorrow will try to help... M not good in English... So whatever I can will do.. atleast u get the feel...

no problm dear!!!...

hope you enjoyed the function...

n good night!!!😃...

plz be careful when you hit the poor bed..😭😆

hindi lessons is it??

looking forward for 2mrw!!..

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Aquiline

@Aquiline

Dazzler

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

#483

Originally posted by: hoopoe

As for Lady La and Mas. Aman, though the chapter was beautifully written and quite heart warming... im a bit confused and unable connect with the behaviour of this couple. Is it that easy to move on so soon after a heart break? And, Mas. Aman confidently announcing his love as Lady La and she, in turn promising to wait for him as she is confident that he'll come back for her???!!! All these happening within the span of a few minutes or may be hours? I would have felt it convincing if their compassionate relationship got gradually strengthened with the growing trust and budding love with the passage of time... atleast a few months...

Exactly. Even dear Mavs pointed it out, Hoopoe.

I can't feel the story in me anymore. The characters are alien to me and its like I never know what is in their mind.

I had intended to make Lady Lavanya silent throughout the chapter while Aman, the soft-hearted, spoke. But when I finally updated, the chapter came out worse than is expected.

I think Shas is right. I really need a break. I cannot let these imperfections come and ruin my tale. Ever chapter has a flaw or two. Every ball night chapter feels like its not from me becoz they are not perfect like how they used to be.

What is in my head is more beautiful than conceived in my head.

Now I know what Gul and the other creatives might have gone through. Even if the characters are yours and you put all your blood and life into the tale, somewhere Time will appear and make them slip away from you...and then you are left groping in the darkness, trying to "patch" up chapters and scenes for the sake of keeping the show running on the screen or for the sake of keeping your promise to your readers...

So what should I do?

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Aquiline

@Aquiline

Dazzler

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

#484

Well, since I am pouring out my un-poured heart here, I might as well confess the truth. Every truth hurts and I think this one will hurt you all more than it is hurting me.

Its true when Shas pointed out in one of her comments that in every character, the writer lives. Its been proved by centuries of writing and literature that a writer can never be apart from his/her book how much ever theories are brought out saying that once a work is written, the author dies and blah-blah-blah, its time for the reader to be born.

No one can ever deny the presence of the writer's psychology in what is written by the writer.

As Aura pointed out, Aquiline might have her traits reflected in many of her characters but its best percieevable in the characters of Lady Lavanya and...(okay, I shall not name the second person here for now).

This little line of Lady Lavanya had a secret meaning to it. It was a plea of pain, of desperation from the writer...

Originally posted by: Aquiline
Lady Lavanya sighed, "I know he said it openly he cannot give me what I seek. But with each passing day, as the truth really sinks in, it hurts to know for certain you will never be loved by the man you wanted to belong to."

If you haven't understood it, I will explain.

I believe I am more wounded than KP with regards to the show.

KP could understand the show ended and she could not brave herself to be involved in the show and its episodes anymore...And yet, she actually involved in the FF and in th Forum and in the efforts of Team_Sarun and many more.

But me? Has anyone wondered how I could write the story even when many other writers lost their spirit to?

I was definitely existing--or more specifically--WRITING in denial. It never sank into me that the show had actually ended. IPKKND was the first show I ever watched and the last one too coz I never watch Indian Shows being a book freak myself. The only things I used to watch were some English movies of art and taste. IPKKND came to me by accident. Well, no not accident. It was the Lady in the Dark Hood's purpose again. That I must fall for a television show from one of the Indian channels, the language of which I could barely understand...

"But with each passing day," as newer interviews of the cast and crew are done and as something or the other in life reminds me of the show or what is couldn't be, I REALIZE.

Yes, "the truth finally sinks in" that IPKKND is really gone.

I know I am spewing negativity into this Cottage Thread with my woe here. But you guys asked for it. You said you would be there for me if I ever needed you. You said I could tell you anything that weighs in my heart...

I don't need you to TELL me anything, my dear friends. I just need you to KNOW, to FEEL, to UNDERSTAND, what I am going through. Why the story is failing these days? Why the Writer's Block crept into me in the first place?

There are wounds in me. A curse that needs to be healed. I need to accept the truth that IPKKND is no more, that its upto me to finish this FF no matter what.

Aura asked me once, just after the show ended, if I can continue writing the tale with the "inspiration" no more on the screen.

I laughed and replied that the FF has never been and never will be affected by the show's state. That the FF was detached from the show and the end of the show can never tamper with the FF's flow.

Now I realize. I was wrong.

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Aquiline

@Aquiline

Dazzler

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

#485

Alrighty! That's enough of your story of misery, Linny! You are SO overboard these days! *shakes head at self*

Something's wrong with imgur so can't post pics yet.

But I am back with my colours to tell you I will be updating tonight.

*gleefully rubs hands together* You are all going to chase me after what I am going to let happen in the coming update! * evil laugh*

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Aquiline

@Aquiline

Dazzler

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

#486

Oh my! Roughly one more month and then we will be celebrating the Anniversary of Arhasia!!!

I am just so excited!!!!!!

Hm. Am I? This is something like what Aman asked La in the last update. Are you really sure you will not hate Kushi, La?

Well, whether or not I am in battle with the inhibitions in me, I am HAPPY and OVERJOYED that the Anniversary is coming up! Perseverance is something I value and to see it in action makes me feel life was worth living even in IndiaForums!

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Aquiline

@Aquiline

Dazzler

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

#487

Mr. NoOne. I have heard and have ample experiences that the silent hearts have deep, wise and sometimes wounded WORDS swimming in the recesses of their hearts...

You are a silent sort. *watches the said person* Do you have a story to tell me?

Okay, I am asking this not because I am bored and the only one talking here. I can sense you are in pain too, Mr. NoOne. Well, you must be since you sit there without a care in the world, refusing to budge away from this place and yet attaching yourself to somewhere you don't belong.

Are you lonely? Lost? Homeless? Family-less? Friend-less? Enemy-less? Love-less?

Do have inferiority complexes? Maybe its superiority coz your're stubborn silence is beginning to work on my nerves!!

Will you just MAN up and SPEAK!!!!

*silence*

*sigh* Alright, I give up. Mavs. You told me to spend some time here in the Cottage. But the only person who is here for me seems to not be interested in contributing to the conversation.

And to think that he never removes that hood on his head to let us see his face! Why don't you, Mr. NoOne? Why keep the hood on when you are indoors and beside the warmth of the fireplace? Its not like you have a scar or eye-patch to hide!

*gulp* That last description just reminded me of someone in Arhasia. Scar and eye-patch. Groan! Hope you are not him, Mr. NoOne.

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riti4u

@riti4u

Stunner

+ 7

Posted: 12 years ago

#488

Rabba ve everyone!

Hey Lin, I am yet to read new updates but just came to the inn and saw your posts so could not resist myself.. I see now you are in much better mood..I understand what IPK meant to all of us.. To me inspite of being TV buff.. trust me..I have never felt so close to a fictional character as I felt close to ASR..and it is a fact that I wont let that madness happen again.. 😊..some stories touch in such way that it remains in our memory forever.. they reflect our story..sometimes our ownselves.. it takes us away from cruel reality of world at times...but my dear friends..Every story has to end one day..Sadly our IPK story was cut short..but we have so many moments to cherish and live by.. I still watch those scenes again and again..and bring myself back to world of Arshi.. I know they will never be back on screen again..but somewhere they are still living a happily ever after.. dont loose heart my friend.. and I am sure you will be back with your spirits..Your world of Arhasia is bringing smiles to so many readers...that thought should only encourage you further.. You are one of gifted writers..use it to create some more wonderful dreams..

Take Care

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Aquiline

@Aquiline

Dazzler

+ 5

Posted: 12 years ago

#489

Originally posted by: riti4u
Rabba ve everyone!
Hey Lin, I am yet to read new updates but just came to the inn and saw your posts so could not resist myself.. I see now you are in much better mood..I understand what IPK meant to all of us.. To me inspite of being TV buff.. trust me..I have never felt so close to a fictional character as I felt close to ASR..and it is a fact that I wont let that madness happen again.. 😊..some stories touch in such way that it remains in our memory forever.. they reflect our story..sometimes our ownselves.. it takes us away from cruel reality of world at times...but my dear friends..Every story has to end one day..Sadly our IPK story was cut short..but we have so many moments to cherish and live by.. I still watch those scenes again and again..and bring myself back to world of Arshi.. I know they will never be back on screen again..but somewhere they are still living a happily ever after.. dont loose heart my friend.. and I am sure you will be back with your spirits..Your world of Arhasia is bringing smiles to so many readers...that thought should only encourage you further.. You are one of gifted writers..use it to create some more wonderful dreams..
Take Care

Ah, Riti!!! Thou hast said it all!! *clasps hands happily* May the magic remain in our hearts. The show is a beautiful memory and I am so happy to cherish that memory without any taints on it...

May Arhasia hold the beacon and run the race for the show!

Immortalizing IPPKND: that's the motto of my FF.

You are wonderful, Riti! *wink* Thanks so much for the love!!