Originally posted by: Keenal
lekin kuch logo ko toh aisa lagta hai na π and tum believe nai kar sakti aaj meere ek period mein mein puri ki puri thoughts hgroc pe thi, i mean mein yehi soch rahi thi ki kaise yeh face karongi, i mean kya mein IF pe ana band kardo? ya phir jst hgroc mein ana band kardo? lekin bohot socha phir and yeh socha ki mein paagal hoon kya, jo itne acche friends ka relationship yaha hi khatam karna chahti hoon π i mean mujhe pata nai kyu mere life ki yeh prob hai ya phir mera shayaed bad luck hi hai ya phir mein khud aise hoon π mujhe nai pta lekin koi baat mere life mein situation aisa aa jati hai jaise mujhe directly aisa step lena parta hai jo sab logo ke liye bohot muskli ban jata hai, and ur not gonna belive lekin u shud hv rlly listen to my thoughts this morning, mera almost 80 precent plan tha yaha nai ane ka and jab school se aayi toh direct yaha chali aayi i mean kuch khaya bhi nai tha π mein IF n hgroc ko itna pyaar karti hoon π is liye mein kabhi jaongi toh nai yaha se, kyuki yeh place hi aisi hai ki hamesha mujhe wapis le aagi π lekin jab mera mood acha nai hota ya phir koi mera mood bigar deta hai toh mujhe aise bhayanak ideas ate hai π toh mein ab sab ko abhi se hi kehna chahti hon ki agar mein koi day ko IF pe na aayi toh uske 3 reasons honge: 1, mera mood bohot hi kharab hai, 2, mujhe kai bahar jana tha ya phir 3, maine yeh soch liye ki mujhe IF se bhara jana hai, and agar mein kabhi bhi sick hovi toh mein zarur ake bataongi uske liye mein inactive nai hongi, yeh 3 reasons ke liye hi hongi π kyuki maine notice kiya ki jabse mein IF pe ayi hoon mera mind out of control ho gya hai π iska matlab ki yeh mind kuch bhi ulta seedha soch leta hai π and heart uske kuch khhilaf kehta hai π aur phir eventually, mein confuse ho jati hoon ki kiske suno π
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