Fanta,
I just read about Sajjal,i don' know what is happening or what is the condition...but could u plz tell sanu somehow,that i know she would be ok,miracles happen and sanu is a living example of that...so will sajjal be! I just hope and pray to God she gets fine soon! The condition sanu has described,medically is dangerous indeed...being someone in the field,it scares me further! But i know,God is not so unfair...Sajjal is a wonderful person...and i'm sure she'll be ok soon!
I'm still in shock...got to know about it at 12:30 in the night...have been shocked since...its ...i can't explain it in words...the feeling when u realize that someone u know,someone whose thoughts u shared...maybe not really met them,but met their thoughts,ideas and beliefs...and suddenly u realize that something this big has happened to them...and all i can do sitting here is pray...and have faith!
It all takes me back to when i met/got to know Sajjal...do u know how?! I met her when Sanam had an accident...she fell down the stairs,had internal bleeding,lost memory temporarily...the same thing was there...all of us were shaken up and there was no way we could get across her...cuz sanam didn't possess a phone!!! It was that restlessness,the helplessness...frustration...fear of losing a dear friend...don't know how we came through those days...and at that time,Sajjal came and wrote on mn cc and told us she was sanam's cousin and told us the details about her condition...i know i blessed her a million times for all of it! But,that time sanam was in Delhi...and so was i...so i tried to get some help...i was preparing for medicine and had most of my friends whose parents worked as doctors at top hospitals and were very senior...so i kept troubling Sajjal about sanam...asking her minutest details,suggesting...to an extent i freaked her and her family out maybe...i honestly tried to help!
But then we began to share all of that stuff and...now...sigh!
How ironical it is,isn't it?! Life is all about twists ,turns and irony...and faith!
Praying for Sajjal
Mysty
PS: about me right now-
aah my life...just when i did find time to chat and come online more...my net limit got over!! Damn photoshop!Sorry again,repetitive is it?! I promise to make it up soon...very soon!!!
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