AYLS CC: For Better or Worse..in Good times nd Bad - Page 82

Wish Ipsy happy birthday here:

Seriously, doing nothing is the worst thing in this world. It might be okie for one day but 2 months? Its crazy...it makes you feel sad, and depressed and just useless. I mean when school used to be on, I hated it and wanted just few mins of peace where I did not have to worry about homework or tomorrow's test or any essay that is due...and now, I am just wanting to STUDY!! I want to study!😭(Watch me saying opposite when college starts)

seriously naps have u read the blog for five.seventeen? have you HAVE YOU?

read this bit It fits perfectly PERFECTLY to the current MD situation Man Jenna is such a perfect writer she knows MerDer so damned well wish she wld come back to GA she left to write OTM but it crashed I wish she comes back

So my Mom – she really loves Grey's Anatomy. In fact, she calls me after every episode, thrilled and excited to tell me what scenes she loved, what lines made her laugh, whose performance made her cry…Tonight I asked her what she thought and there was a long silence. And then: HE HIT THE RING WITH THE BAT!? I know many of you are equally as shocked, maybe a little horrified, and I'm with you. It was brutal to watch. But here's what I really want you to take from it – Meredith's reaction to it all was infused with a maturity and strength that was five seasons in the making. She didn't crumple to the ground sobbing, she told him to do his worst, because she's not going anywhere. She knows he's drunk and angry, she knows he's lashing out at her because that's what you do when you're drunk and angry and filled with self-loathing, you lash out at the last people in the world you should be lashing out at, the people you love and most importantly, she knows Derek doesn't mean it. She knows he's at his lowest, professionally, personally…so she's not gonna bail on him. She's gonna let him have his little "the world is a better place without me operating in it" tantrum and when the dust settles, Mer's still gonna be standing there, supporting him. Because that's what you do in a relationship. That's what you do in a marriage. For better or for worse, right? So you can choose to see the end of this episode as a MerDer nuclear holocaust, but I really hope you don't. I hope you can see it as I do – as progress. Twisted progress, yes, but hopeful all the same. For better or for worse, people.

"maybe we have to get a lil messed up before we can STEP UP"☺️

6.08 Invest In Love

Mer is still healing from her liver surgery while Chief is still being a pathetic jackass to Derek. In the last episode we saw chief firing Derek but Derek refuses to be fired so he shows up at work every day and Chief just can't do anything about it so he chooses to ignore Derek's presence. Pretty cowardly and immature huh? On the other side Cristina goes to visit Mer at Casa Shepherd-Grey "blush" and she is just so freaking baffled to see bright and shiny happily married Mer. At end of a hard day's work Der comes home to his adorable wife who was eagerly waiting for him. He tells her about the Chief situation and she an instant gives him hope and faith that it would get better soon. For a second even he is taken aback by her etenral optimism but to Mer its no big deal, its like slowly but steadily she is realizing its so freaking easy to be happy and hopeful and that perhaps deep deep down she always have been an optimistic person...all she needed was Derek and this extra ordinary love to believe in and embrace this optimistic part of her...and after living this hell hopeful moment they both celebrated the miracle of their love by making love and healing each other physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually..."sigh"

6,09 Mew History

Ok so this was Mer's first day back at the hospital and it was kind of a reality shock for her. The hospital wasn't the same place anymore and she felt rather out of place. There were trauma room barbies masquerading as Cardio Gods and there were unknown people stealing away surgeries right up from under her.But the thing that made all of this seem drastic was the fact that the make shift family she had created for herself since her VERY first day here...the family of the 5 musketeers...the family whose motto was "one for all and all for one"...THAT family was in shambles. George got hit by bus and died and Izzie got hit by cancer, then she got fired and then she disappeared...phew a lot had changed A LOT and it was only NOW that Mer was feeling its brunt. Unable to digest so much change. unable to accept it. unable to fit in, she tried to escape it by over and over again going back to the good old days where everything was EXACTLY same as she had left them and every single one of the people she loved were happy and safe...but NOTHING brought her peace until the ONE timeless thing in her life, the thing that remained as solid as ever amidst all the mess and chaos, that thing against whose solidity resonated her VERY existence...that ONE thing walked in and took her to a completely different world in a span of mere five seconds...in five seconds she traveled to a world where there was no competition no race no hate no loss...where there was nothing but...magic...in five perfect seconds she experienced the happiness she had been craving for...and all it took for her to feel that was Derek Shepherd and his mere presence in her life "sigh"

Its such a simple serene moment between MerDer...all he does is kisses away all her worries and anxiety but still you can feel he took her to heaven there...its a moment that tells us that happiness isn't about happily ever afters its about being happy RIGHT NOW and sometimes all it takes is a lil peck to feel that happiness...happiness that tells us we are ALIVE

I also want to acknowledge one very very special thing about this episode, a thing which i am sure most of us won't remember coz such moments come in whispers and more often than never we fail to acknowledge them. Izzie came back in this epi, not for Alex not for Mer but for her old teacher who happened to be sick and all day Mer kept on pushing her to amend things with Alex, she kept on updating Alex with the tiniest piece of information she could collect on izzie and she kept on nagging him to go confront her...all day long she kept on fighting for Alex and Izzie and their love not only because they are her friends but also because she knows how rare it is to be able to find true love and she couldn't just sit and watch her friends throw it all away...It shows how big a fighter Mer is and how her fights don't end at her life and at things she wants but instead they extend on to fighting for EVERY person she cares about...fighting for their dreams even when they themselves have given up...thats Meredith Grey for you...the person who doesn't frazes who moves forward and who takes the rest of the world to move forward...:D

Did you write that or was that from writer's blog?

seriously u think writer's blog would write like THAT? SERIOUSLY? thats such an insult to me...i wrote them for MD OL thing

I thought soo because it seemed liike you writing but I was impressed because I couldn't find any spelling mistakes so I thought that maybe its from writer's blog! 🤣 Loons...I mean your post without any spelling mistake? Its hard to digest but than it did sounded like you...which is why I was confused!☺️ But sigh I loved ittt!☺️☺️☺️

i saw four remix epis☺️ oh man AY r sooo freaking cute SO FREAKING CUTE they r heaven they r just heaven AY ARE HEAVEN☺️☺️

AY WHISTLE TUNE OMGGG☺️

and i realizd ashi takes Sonuuu so frekaing for granted itna for granted toh she didnt even take Yuvi and yeh for grantedness hi uska pyaar ka sabse bada sign tha blind trust at least Ashi ko ek baat ka toh pata tha duniya idher ki udher ho jaye but yeh cheez Sonu no body not even bhaggu khud can snatch from her...oh manmere Ashi Sonuuu☺️☺️