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Everyday life teaches us new lessons and those lessons brings many ups and down in our life but some ups and down change our life completely...
From childhood I was all alone...no one was there to care for me...to ask me what am i thinking might be because no one cares for me I dont matter to anyone...I was always a smily child but only I know how I was when no one was there besides me...that smile was always a mask for the world,I didnt wanted to let the people feel that am not happy I didnt wanted them to pity on me then I accepted being alone forcefully,what else would I have done there was no other option left to me I have to accept it
I always complained to God why he didnt gave me a person with whom I can share everything,with whom I can enjoy,with whom I can cry,with whom I can do from anything to everything
One day God finally show some mercy to me and send me someone whom i wanted,whom i have asked...I started enjoying my life with him...
Soon in sometime only he became the apple of my eye,I did all the possible things I can do for him...to make him feel special...we both were happy togther,my life seemed to be perfect like a fairy tale..but it was only for a short time then it all was vanished...a strong blow of wind came and took away all my happiness...it was then i realised he was not for me...God sended him for someone else and I misunderstood it...when i came to knew that he was not mine I was completely shattered I didnt knew what to do then I decided if he is not mine then how can I still be with him and I left him for his and mine good
I still remembered our last convo..."Sharon,I dont love you,I love someone else but that doesnt means you will leave me...you are my friend..is love the only thing we can be connected???"asked swayam"please swayam let me go for myself...its my choice"I said holding my tears back and finally we parted each other by a last bye
That was it end of our story...some stories are made to be incomplete...I didnt left him because I wanted to...i left him because i didnt wanted him to left me...If he would have left me I would not have been able to live...no matter how am I but I am happy that he is happy although with someone else...no matter I dont mean anything for him now...i know he must have forgotten me till now but I will never forget him...he still holds the same place in my heart and my life...he still exist there and will always remain the same...but what about me??I asked God it was then i realised I am left all alone because thats what I deserve to be always unhappy...alone and incomplete
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