After watching yesterday's precap...I felt ki finally the character of Swayam has left us...finally because it was a long time back that the essence of his character was lost somewhere in past but jab kal ka precap dekha and jana ki he has decided to move on from Sharon, jo kuch hamari bachi kuchi hope thi ki he would be back though not for a long time but at least for a scene or two was also lost...this last one year was like slow poisoning for the character of swayam which we all fans could feel and we fought it with all our might but eventually we succumbed to it...the character as well as fans succumbed to the slow poisoning of the CVs...
Ab tak maine Swayam ko ek TV show ke character ki tarah baat ki...but he was not just a mere character of any TV show...he was something more than that...and that something cannot be defined by using any language...me galat nahi hounga agar me ye kahun ki palki maam swayam ka heart thi aur shantanu maheshwari blood...agar palki maam na hoti toh swayam bhi nahi hota...aur yahi baat shantanu ke liye bhi hai...heart aur blood ye dono ek dusre se eternally jude hue hai...agar heart ko blood na milta to voh kuch pump na kar pata aur tham jata...wahi blood ko agar heart pump na karta to blood bhi jam(solidify) jata...they together made what swayam was back then, precisely 13 months and 2 days ago...due to this duo we felt what swayam felt...we literally used to feel every emotion of swayam as if wo koi character na ho kar ek real human hai jo hamare saath rehta tha...we could feel his presence around us itni ki humne uska har emotion happy, sad, excitement...you just name it and we felt it...and last but surely the most imprinting one was the love he felt for Sharon...his love for Sharon made us to feel for her in the same way...with the same intensity to love her...and we all eventually fell for her...in same irrevocable manner swayam fell for her...these are just some of those feelings which I could put in words and there are innumerously many more which at least, I cannot put in words...those can only be felt...
All of this was possible due to shantanu maheshwari...not even just me but everyone who understood swayam can say that no one but only him is the one who could have materialized his role so perfectly and flawlessly in front of camera and made us feel what we felt...
Lastly I would like to say that Swayam has left us...swayam who was the best at everything may it be friendship, dance, the brother sister bond, the best assistant ever and most important of all the best boyfriend ever one could be and one could wish for...
R.I.P. SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT
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