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Back with one SwaRon OneShot...
Track- After the taunting by Swayam's family, Swayam meets her at her home, Sharon heads towards a break-up.
-- SwaRon One Shot- Love Sustains, Not Always Stories! --
"I am fed up!!!! See...may be you think that I am over reacting...but no!!! Swayam!!! I need a break...tumhari family se...iss...iss situation se...and yeah..yes Swayam...tumse..." The last words of Sharon faded whilst tears brimmed her eyes...
This was something heart-wrenching for both...how can they just break their relationship after getting engaged, though not publicly, but a ring had already been slid in Sharon's finger.
After that Swayam and Sharon stared at each other...not getting words to speak... but he had to say.. react on this...
"Sharon...Yeh tum keh rahi ho...okay...y..you are right... A BREAK. Y..your W..wish has A..always been M..My C..command... yeah Sharon...I won't force you...nah..I..I understand.. n..no problem.. Bye..take care..." Saying this Swayam wiped his tears and slowly moved out...
This was definitely difficult situation...
The Sharon who just had prayed to God to keep them together, took the step and broke the relation, give it a break...
The Swayam who couldn't go against hid family... got the result... he knew Sharon was in pain...thud he had simply let her go...he didn't stop her...
Both were right at their places...they weren't wrong... Blaming each other was something they would never do in their wildest dreams.. The words hit them like someone stabbed them harshly... Her breaking up..and his without revolting..just accepting that..
That situation made them come at this point. May be this was the need of the hour.
That situation made them come at this point. May be this was the need of the hour.
***
Swayam n Sharon both were at their respective residence.
Swayam was dancing his heart out... he didn't care moving flawlessly at the mid hour of night, grooving aimlessly on the floor of terrace.
Here on the other side Sharon was in the verandah... letting out her emotions by stepping on the floor and making her emotions dance out freely...
Swayam blindfolded himself and without any music or tune he took the risk of shedding his deep feelings out by moving enchantingly around...
Sharon wore skates and without wearing those safeguard she started sliding gracefully making the pain shower out like never before...
"Samajhta hun...har baat...I know life mein kuch acha likha hoga.. tabhi aaj aisa hua...Sharon...nahi karta tumhe blame kisi baat ka..."
Saying this he switched to contemporary from those high flips which could hurt him.
"Tumhe bura laga hoga...mein maanti hun...but understanding hai na humare beech itni ki we'll face this too...I."
She held one of the pillar there and took rounds around it...
He swiped ahead...took a leap with a rolling flip and landed on the floor on one knee position... he gave out a chuckle due to the instant thought of the proposal flashed infront of his eyes...
Sharon balanced herself on one leg... she took a pirouette... At a point she bent down and continued skating...remembering their skate dance...how she held his arms for safety...
Swayam removed the cover on his eyes...he thought that darkness will never get light if thoughts of being hurt will dominate... he threw that cloth away... he took a deep breath and left his house...
Sharon got up and took a move ahead but ceased herself from going ahead when she heard thunder... "I don't know aage kya hoga...kya mein sab kuch mend kar paungi bhi ya nahi...but I'll have faith on your words... Walk In Rains, Let Your Tears Out... There'll Be A Person Who'll Unknowingly Come And Wipe Those Without Expecting A Mere Reaction.."
***
Both were walking in rains...thunder, lightening was nothing for them to get affected... they were simply themselves...
Accidently both were heading towards each other... Sharon was looking up and was walking ahead... Swayam walked straight and saw her coming... She was so lost that didn't noticed him going from side...
"Rone se kuch nahi hoga Sharon... "
These words...just startled her up and she turned back...
These words...just startled her up and she turned back...
She found no one but had a feeling that he was near her only...
Yes..Swayam was there.. Even he saw her but he took the left turn and unfortunately she couldn't see him..
"The days..we walked together...you used to bring smile on my face... I should say was that you or just a dream...you made me feel what love is...were you my reality Swayam? Or what today is..is the real phase... I did a mistake... Once again that...that moment... You were not harsh...*tears* like before...why! You're here, near me... Mera pyaar...itna weak nahi hai...ki tumhari presence na feel kar sake..." Sharon smiled while tears rolled down continuously... She left her way and walked opposite...
Swayam didn't wanted her to feel the guilt...he didn't face her...
"I passed by you...it felt like a fragrant wind blew just for seconds... you have shown me a dream by loving me... you've created a magical land which now is impossible to get out off. You love me...I know... you'll be next to me within a minute but... But there'll be some change..just..unexpected " And he turned back to find her standing idle...
Both came close...
"Swayam... " She spoke will all the love she could fill in with words...
"I don't need any justification Sharon..please...I completely am okay with whatsoever happened... " Looking straight into her eyes he spoke...
"Who is to be blamed Swayam!!! Say!! I.. I am shaken...what I did...I..." She was shivering saying all this...
"Ssh..just for few moments Shar...our dreams have taken a stop...trust me.." Swayam's hand curled into a fist...
"Trust..I don't know where my trust went some hours ago...I couldn't stand on what I do.." She started crying...
"It was the time where reality stuck us...our love story has taken a stop...that existence of our life..That phase has ceased our feelings for few moments... " He caught her shoulders...
"Swayam..Swayam.. Kya hua tha.. Why our hearts didn't support us..why it happened?? I need answers... Kyun humare feelings ka mazak banta hai...mostly I do..why.." She asked him with a hope in her words..
"May be yeh sab kuch reality ko saamne laane ke liye hua...shayad yeh break... temporary hai ya fir permanent... Iska answer to mein bhi nahi de sakta..." His tears barged out from his eyes...
"Jab hum aage badh gaye the...kyun aise situations aaye ki we had to part..." She gulped down...
"Sharon..may be agar mein tumhari jagah hota to yahi karta...Isse love ko affect mat hone dena..if..you...really..do..." Swayam left her shoulders and emotions of hurt accompanied him...
Sharon stood stunned for a second but even realised her words...
"Sorry will be nothing...but I...I love you...Swayam...I really love you.." She cried...
And these words made him look up and shed innumerable tears...
Both gazed at each other and couldn't stop themselves from crying into each others arms...
Sharon clutched his shirt..and he held her tight, holding her hairs too...and he mounted "Love you unconditionally Shar.."
The intensity they were sharing was a lot.. That breakup didn't affect their hearts...but just the situation made them separate...
Swayam kissed her hairs...and they broke their hug...
"Look...I ain't sure about anything...See the ring..Yeh the witness na..but what an irony...I couldn't purchase one nice...may be then God must had already planned about this separation.. He must have thought ki aage kabhi official engagement ho ya na...Is mere ring ka kya...it is not that costly or precious...aaj finger mein hai..kal may be floor pe hogi...huh..I..." Swayam couldn't speak more...
"Swayam.. Mein to iss layak hi nahi hun ki ise pehen saku... But yeh humari hai..Mein isse kabhi apne finger se nahi utarungi..This is special.." Said Sharon while looking at the ring...
"Yea..yeah...I k..know... " Swayam tried accepting the reality.
Deep down the heart... Both were hurt...they knew it very well..
"Tumhe yahi lagta hoga na... Sharon kaisi hai...koi bhi baat ho..br..breakup kar leti hai..*sniffing* To kya kare woh...ya to use samjhao... ya chillao (shout)...kuch to karo..har baat uski maan lete ho...Ek advice Sharon ke Swayam ko...kabhi chhodna mat use... W..woh nahi reh payegi tumhare bina... O..okay...? Har wish maante ho na..Yeh advice bhi maan lo.." Fresh tears moved along the path from her eyes to down the cheeks...
"K..kya bolu mein..? Nahi..aaj mein uske saamne khada hun jise meri zarurat hai... Sharon...woh Sharon jo mujhse pyaar karti hai... don't worry...jaise you can't live without me...it will be difficult for me to survive too...but aaj hum aise point pe aakar khade ho gaye hain... Where break up is all what is meant to be. The day will come when we both will be taking vows... of being together, with each other... abhi na to humne koi promise kiya na kuch... shayad love is the same.. Shayad love oops...jo dusro ke liye "formality" ke alawa kuch nahi hai...hume uss love test ko bhi crack karna hoga... Sharon we know we are one...break up bol dene se na to hum change honge, na humne jo moments spend kiye hain saath mein, na hi humare feelings ek dusre ke liye kabhi change honge ..." Spoke Swayam cupping her face.
"Sway..yam... We will cross this hurdle too...haan...by being far..but too close through heart..." Saying this she held his hands...
"Hey! Don't cry...love is our strength Sharon. Just remember, let us go away from each other...Agar we are meant to be...we will come together... And if ever our ways part...just remember our love...our love wants us to be like that...humara pyaar hi hume alag karega Sharon... aur koi nahi kar sakta... not always things turn jaisa we wish... we have to accept the reality..." Said Swayam with assuring eyes and a light smile.
"Tum jaa rahe ho?" Sharon asked taking a deep breath...
"Hey..Yeh lo...may be mein na rahu jab tumhe meri zarurat hogi..." And he handled Asthma pump, taking out from pocket, in her hands which answered her question too...
"Don't stress...And haan Sharon..woh debt issue aaj clear ho jayega...tum aaram se rehna...I'll be back after sorting the things out, my feelings, my life, and myself too... " He looked down and left her face...
"I..I'll wait...I'll make sure...hum ek ho jaye.." Sharon spoke with a confidence sentiment.
"Hmmm...I love my confident Sharon.." Swayam wiped her and his own tears..
"But say na Swayam... Our love will sustain...and we'll come together... you will come back to me na? Plz..." Sharon couldn't help but cry more after his touch and words...
"I'll try my level best to turn everything proper... I am a call away, you know my house also...though at this point of time I'll not be (as) your fiance or boyfriend but just the loverboy who believes that love is connected through emotions and love connect emotions and I feel you know mine have the connection with yours. Yaad rakhna love never breaks...it sustains...just sometimes the love stories... which are real ones don't..." He controlled his emotions and shifted back...
Swayam simply looked at her... both getting drenched into the rains...or getting wet by the dominating emotions...
Sharon saw him leaving her hand...brushing the fingers against each others... for last time until they meet again...
May be the time was for a seperation, a reality check... If their love is strong... they'll come together but for now their ways are different...but still they know they are connected through the hearts...the ones beating for each other.
***Here's the END. Will not give any 2nd part. Do not request. Sorry.
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