Sorry guys for being late in updating😊
and as i am late there is a special teaser for you all after this post 😆😆 you will love it😆😆(evil smile)
Before reading the update Disclaimer-No jhuta chappalas for showing Rey's reaction like this😆😆,i know you will get angry on me but when it comes to rey become more conscious and after thinking alot i am writing it😳 enjoy reading
"I Love Him Alot Universiji ,Please Take Care of him always and keep that smile on his face forever"The last line of the page
After reading this he was too startled to react the diary falls from his hands ,he is freezed at the place he is seating,his senses has stopped working,not ever he thought like this.He just dont know what to react ,he is hurt ,he is upset but one emotion of Reyaansh Singhania that can overtook his all emotions and that is angry yes he is angry he is angry on the girl who hided this from him for two years ,he is angry on every second of that two year which he have spended without her, he is angry on himself,he is angry on the fact that he trusted her words on that day blindly,he is angry on his heart who was not able to win from his mind on that day,he is angry on his mind because it made him believe that everything she said was true,his every inch of the body his every senses is just feeling anger and in that anger he just hits the table hardly and his hand starts bleeding but this blood is just not afecting him,his senses aren,t feeling his hurtnes,he has no pain but he is cursing himself for her every pain that she has suffered from last two years, he wants to cry he wants to let out his all emotions out but his anger just not letting him do so and finally he burst out in his anger
who the hell was she to take the decision
how dare she took a decision related to my life
who the hell was she too decide i need to live happy or not or should move on
how she had all the rights to know about my feelings when i wasnt
when she knew i loved him than how didnt had no right to know about her love
who was she too took my all rights away
how can she alone decide that in what my happiness lies in?
she had the rights to come and see me wish me last bye and i was soo bad that i didnt even had rights to see her last time or to know that she is going ?
i hate you kriya for everything i hate you alot for evey single thing,you had no rights to break my heart ,you had no right to make me hate you ,you were wrong you were just wrong hate you kriya i hate you for hurting yourself like this .
he wants to cry out loud he just want to vanish that two years from his life he want to go back and bring back everything to normal he want every single second of that two years back and thinking all this he keeps his hand on his head and was bending down he just had no guts to read anything no energy to react on any unknown things,he thinks he is jut not ready to know everything and was just going to leave but his eyes felss on the open page of that diary which has written "I just can't live like this , i can't bear all this,i had no courage to fake that smile on my face,i just can't do this ,i miss him ,i miss him ,i just want to see him once"
after reading all this he knew he had no courage to read it but if he wont read it than his evern second will become miserable ,he will not even able to sit calmly for second and thus he opens the page written "Life without smile"
i have leaved him ,it has been months i have not seen my own smile a months that i have lived a happy moment ,i just feel that i have heart ,i am missing every single moment i ahve spended with him, i feel like just go away from everything to be alone because in know no one can take his place in my life,i want to hug him ,see him smiling ,i want to break down in his arms i want him to caress me ,support me to take me in his rams to make me stop from crying , i want him to throw away all my pains from my life"
i dont want mom to be upset bcause of me i cant tell her anything anuthing about my sorrow my pain ,i need to hide my every emotion from her ,i have lst everything everything my love my life my dance but i just dont want to take my mom's happiness i will do everything for her and thus i always fake a smile on my face for her,i knwo she knows that i am hurt but she thinks its all because of dance but the truth its all becuase of the best dance partner i had the one who completes my dance and me,the one whom i cant evr see again cant even meet but i am missing his smile ,his cute antics,rey ka woh mera haath pakadna ,apni lines cross karna,mjhe baatcutter bulana ,mjhe apne questions se nervous karna i miss him universiji i miss him so much i want to knwo how he is ,did he forgived me,is he happy ,is he dancing i want to knwo about his evry single moment ,please universiji i just cant live like this,i cant spend my whole day thinking about him ,i cant spend the nights crying for him,i cant sleep properly i want my peaceful sleep back ,for what ia m being punished like this"why universiji why i cant get the love of my life do ineed to spend my whole life like this ,i am missing his eyes which used to see me with utmost love care and felings i want him to look at me like this once god"pleaseee
pleasee
i just cant live like this ,i am feling like i am dead ,i want my soul back universiji pleasee"
The end hope it was good
and ya for rey's reaction like this you will know much more in next updates beacuse i wanted to build up his emotions perfectly
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