Swaron OS current track part 3 pg 4 - Page 3

Swayam: gaadi ka chabhi de...

Rey: Swayam mein bhi saath cahlta hu yaar... Tu aise...

Swayam: mujhe bas chabhi de Rey..

Swayam stormed out of the college.. He called Sharon lot of times but she didn't pick...

He got angry...

He went to her house.. he checked everywhere else .

He called her innumerous number of times...but she didn't pick the call..

He kept roaming.. he left her innumerous number of messages and to call him back...

Swayam got really angry...

He dropped her a message finally

Swayam: Sharon... listen agar tum batao ya bato I m gonna find u somehow... Chahe kuch bhi ho jaye... im not gonna go back...tho tum decide karo... And you know me...

He stopped the car and rested his head ..pulling his hair in frustration...

He got a call from her...

He stromed off the place...

By the time he reached it was evening.. he reached near a small independent house...along beach side...

It was opened...He went inside... he called for her but on getting no response he went inside to find her on beach side..

Wearing a white dress..which suited her always...she was standing on the shore.. looking at the storming sea.. wind was blowing...her hair.and dress kept flying with the wind...

As he took steps towards her she turned around... She looked like an angel in white...

Kabhi jo baadal barse
Main dekhoon tujhe aankhein bharke..
Tu lage mujhe pehli baarish ki duaa..

Sometime, when the clouds rain,
I see you with my eyes full (of water, like clouds),
You look like a wish for the first rain of season..

Sharon: Kya hua...

Swayam: Ya exactly kya hua...

Sharon: kya...

Swayam: Whats happening Sharon...tum mujhe avoid kyun kar raho ho...

Sharon: aisa kuch nahi hai...

Swayam: aisa hi hai Sharon... do u think im blind... I do see.. and I know kit um mujhe jaan pucke avoid kar rahi ho...

Sharon:Kuch nahi hai Swayam...and its not the first time im avoiding u... itna hyper kyun ho rahe ho..

Swayam: I know Sharon its not the first time...but this time its not my Sharon who is avoiding me...

Sharon turned around to see with almost blank expression in her eyes...

My Sharon...it felt so good to hear..

She quickly turned around to wipe the tear flowing..

Sharon: kyun aaye ho Swayam yaha... mujhe akela rehna tha...

Swayam: kyun...

Sharon: Har cheez ke liye wajah nahi hota hai Swayam...

Swayam: Why didn't u answer Ruhi back Sharon...

Sharon: Ruhi... tum...

Swayam: answer me...

Strong wind blew... Making them shiver... Swayam kept staring at Sharon...

After a long silence

Sharon:Kya answer karu... That ur so right Ruhi...

She answered back as she wiped one more tear...

Swayam: What rubbish...

Sharon: no Swayam... she is right... tumhare yeh halat meri wajah se hai... .tumhara har insult ..every dam thing is because of me... u were gonna ...u were gonna die..

Swayam: Sharon...for God's sake please yeh band karo...oh god how I never thought about.. Sharon.. listen... yeh sab tumhari wajah se nahi hua... it was an accident...

Sharon: U should have never done it Swayam...

Swayam: What ...

Sharon: Agar tumhe kuch ho jaata tho... I dunno... I really dunno ki mein... kya karti...

Swayam: Sharon...nothing happened...

Sharon: It could have Swayam...and do you know how it feels to see this scar of yours... Ir reminds me how you were in pool of blood...how...u were in pain.. all because of me...

Tere pehloo mein reh loon..
Main khud ko paagal keh loon..
Tu gham de ya khushiyaan sah loon saathiyaa..

I wish to live in your shadow,
I wish to be called mad (for you),
Whether you give me sadness or joy, I'll bear, O beloved..

Swayam: kehna kya chati ho Sharon...

Sharon: Yehi... that I want to move far away from you... isse pehle kuch aur ho jaaye...

Swayam: Sharon... are you even in senses..

Sharon: Ya Swayam finally...I have got them... I wish ...I really wish... ki.. there was nothing...

Swayam: You regret everything Sharon...

Sharon I regret my presence your life Swayam...

Swayam came and shook her

Swayam: Tum teek nahi ho Sharon...kuch bhi bol rahi ho Sharon... What happened talk to me..pls..

Sharon: IM FINE... JUST LEAVE ME>.. she moved away...

Swayam looked the otherside to find her phone...he took it to see..

He saw a small girl with her mom...he could see it was her mother... she had her mom's features he looked at her

Swayam: Sharon ke mom...

Sharon came back and took the phone..

Swayam: Tumhare mom...

Sharon: Nahi rahe...

Sharon was about to go inside...he held her hand...

Swayam: I need my answers...

Sharon: U got them...

Swayam: Ek proper reason do Sharon...

Sharon got really angry ...emotional...what not...she turned back...

Sharon: SO U WANT A REASON RIGHT... I"LL GIVE U HUNDRED>...

Sharon: I will lose everything I love eventually Swayam...everything...everyone I love will go away from me one day... just like my mom did...even u will go...maine uski trailer dekhli hai already... ab jab mujhe pata hai hi aise ho ne waala hai mein tumhare saath rehke kya karu...

Im a weird person...mujhe kud nahi pata mein kab kya kaise behave karungi... I will hurt you again and again like idid always... I was and will be lonely always..this suits me better love doesn't suit me.. mein kisi ko kush rakh nahi sakti...

She creamed her heart out... She fell down on her knees...

Swayam never knew this side of Sharon...he went and hugged her she rided her heart out..tears came out of his eyes...He hugged her tightly///

Manzilein, hain meri to sab yahaan..
Mita de sabhi aaja faasle..
Main chahoon mujhe mujhse baant le..
Zara sa mujh mein tu jhaank le..
Main hoon kya..

There is nobody other than you who is mine,
All my destinations are here (in you alone)
Come, end all distances,
I wish you to share me with myself,
Peek into me a little bit..
What I am..

Sharon came back to her senses and she moved away from him..she maintained a straight face...

Sharon: Im ok Swayam... This pain and lonliness is never new to me...but ur love was ...that's why I couldn't digest it... I don't even know what I feel for u is love or not what ever it is I cant take it if something happens to u... It wold have pained me much less if that blody thing had hit me...

Swayam: It would have killed me ... I could have never forgiven myself If I had left that thing hit u...

Sharon: Jo bhi hai Swayam... Hum dono...we are not meant to... be... is liye I want to move away fro m here... I want you to move on..sache dil se... I want u to be happy I want u to be safe.. i.. u were always perfect for me Swayam...but I was never... its time u should fined ur perfect one...

Swayam: I want you...Sharon...

Sharon: Swayam understand...im like a drug...im a curse... I really dunno what made u like me... it might feel good but its not good at the end...u should ... go now...

She stood up...and started walking...

He stood there staring at her leave..

It started drizzling...as he stood there he didn't know how he could make her believe ...

She turned back... to see him drenching in rain...

She could see blood fleshly flowing from his wound...

Sharon: Andar chalo Swayam...

Swayam: Nahi...

Sharon: Don't be stubborn Swayam samjo...

Swayam: Mujhe akela choddo Sharon...

Sharon: y do you want to punish me Swayam...

Swayam:Tum jo kar rahi ho who kya hai Sharon...

Swayam: listen tumhe yeh jo lagta hai ki tumse door ho ke I will be happy and I will be safe... it is never gonna happen the pain u will give me by goging away from me is more that anything u can ever imagine... I really dunno y... I cant live without you...and yeh jagajh pe bas ek hi ladki hai...aur wahi rahegi... chahe jo kuch bhi ho...

Pehle kabhi, na tune mujhe gham diya..
Phir mujhe, kyun tanhaa kar diya..
Guzaare the jo lamhe pyaar ke
Hamesha tujhe apna maan ke..
To phir tune badli kyoon adaa,
Ye kyoon kiya..

Earlier, you never gave me any sorrow,
Then why have you made me all lonely..
The moments of love that we passed,
thinking of you as mine,
why have you changed your way,
why did you do this?

They kept staring at each other...

Sharon: Please Swayam...

She took his hand and led him inside... She couldn't switch on the lights... She ran inside to fetch first aid box,,and some thing to dry...

He made fire in the fireplace by then...

She came and started drying his hair...he kept staring at her... She tired removing the bandage...she carefully removed it and dressed up his wound...and tied a fresh bandage...

All the while he could see tears flowing through her eyes... She was about to go..she held her and pinned to the wall...

Sharon lowered her gaze... Whle Swayam just kept staring at her...

Sharon: let me go Swayam...

Swayam: y do you do this Sharon... I love you...and..i know you love me... Y do you complicate it jo kal hoga who kisi ko nahi pata... y don't we live the moment Sharon...

Sharon: I don't turst myself Swayam...i will hurt you again...and I don't want to...

Swayam: I wont let u...hurt me...I wont let us break...

Sharon: u will but I might...

Swayam: U wont...

Sharon:How..how do u know...

Swayam: I just know...

Sharon kept staring at him angry with him...as he always does that break all her resolutions...

Sharon: I ..dont..know...I... cant forget this...

Swayam: Trust me... We will be fine... I will make you..forget...

Swayam kissed her tears away... She closed her eyes taking in the moment...letting her go along with her emotions...she held on to him as he placed his lips on her...

They were never this close... She ran her fingers through his hair...What started as a peck...beacme more and more passionate...

They pulled away from eachother when felt lack of oxygen... Sharon didn't like feel of being away from him for long she pulled him back to a kiss holding on to him...

He slowly made her lay on the couch... Kissing her like no tomorrow...

They pulled after what it felt like eternity... Panting for air they kept staring at each other...

Passion...desire for each other...longing for each other... is what they felt after months of separation...both of them let their emotions flow...

He buried himself in her curls. kissing her nape... Sending chills down her spine... She could hear nothing feel nothing...except for him...his heartbeat...

She clutched his shirt... moaning his name...

Sharon: I love you Swayam...i love you so much...so much...

Swayam: I love you Sharon he whispered to her..taking her lips once again...

He looked into her eyes... moving away a bit... seeking permission...

She lowered her gaze moving down from the couch settling near the fire place...

Surrounded just by the sound of burning fire... they could hear each others heart beats which was racing every minute...

He came and entwined his fingers with her.. she looked in to his eyes... she moved fo ward and kissed him making hi lay on his back...she kissed hi showing all her love while he played with knots of her dress... He loosened them one by one as her heart beat rose...she turned the other way around.. he pulled her sleeve kissing her shoulder... She turned aroud pulling him on top of her...helping to remove his shirt... ..

They made love to each other...making each other... forget everyone...and every bloddy thing... around them...