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I have been long away from IF but have not stopped watching D3. I dint think I would ever make a post again, but this week's happenings have forced me to change my mind.
First of all,
I was very excited about the Secret Admirer track because I thought this time, I would see Sharon woo her love, and Swayam would play a hard-to-get guy. Till last week, I was in seventh heaven.
Then... The precap of the announcement room conversation. I thought Sharon would surely accept it this time, and the whole "secret" affair thing would fall into place. Till day-before, I was calm and composed.
Then... After yesterday's precap, I still had some hope that Sharon would later accept her love... Till today evening, I was nervous but still hopeful...
But all these emotions, came crashing down, when she actually said "Na kahi the, na kabhi honge" and went off. I knew, it is the end of the relationship this time.
But I wanted Swayam to let it go this time. I was sad and disappointed till 7.29, but when they showed the precap, frankly, I was glad. I was proud of Swayam Shekhawat. I was proud of his decision to let it go. I was proud of his decision to stand up for himself, and realise the complications in the brief relationship they had, and in Sharon's priorities.
Yes, probably as a SwaRon fan, a breakup is not the right thing for the couple, but in the long run it is. You cannot have a relationship where one doesnt think about the other.
I dont really want to bash the creatives, but I just have one thing to say to them... Thankyou for making me hate a character so bad. Thankyou for telling me that a lead can be the antagonist. Yesterday and Today, I have hated Sharon's character so much that I wish I could tell you. I have hated her more than Shivam, because if the problem is internal, you dont need a villian to spoil it for you. Sharon, you might cry, you might say you are sorry, you might say I Love you, but nothing...nothing at all justifies, what you did. Your POV might show your side of the story, but atleast for me, at this moment, nothing would make me feel better about you.
My heart went out to Swayam. This time, he did not propose! He put down a fact, and being rejected from that person, who loves you, who herself has committed to you, is just something inexplainable. And Rey, what you say in the precap, is something I respect you for.
I still have some hope. Probably not for tomorrow, not for next week, not for this month, but I do have hope. And no, this hope is not from the creatives, its from the love all of us have for SwaRon. Its from the connection we have with SwaRon.
P.S.: I might be polarizing Sharon by this post, but this is what I feel. And as I said, I hate Sharon for this very moment, and that is obviously because of the creatives. Skindly dont read inbetween the lines.
And Shantanu Maheshwari, I dont need to say, how much I love you. Today, you were impeccable. 2.5 years... Long time, yes, but becoming an actor as fabulous you have become, is what shows your hardwork and determination. You make me cry with you. You make me feel for Swayam. If I could ever tell you, what you do best, it would be your quality to touch my heart.
Kumkum Bhagya
Arjun
