He was walking at sea shore...waves coming one by one... dyeing touching his feet...setting sun making this moment more magical...slowly blowing breeze...playing with his hairs...he wearing white pant folded below his knees...and white shirt...his perfectly build frame is quite visible in that shirt...sleeves were not folded as he do...they were unbuttoned... hiding his palms...his face was calm as always...his eyes were glittering with the thought running in his mind...a cute..Small smile playing on his lips...
After walking long...he stopped.. admiring sun...which was about to drown in sea...he sat and wrote something...something which define his life...the sole coz of his life...his love...for whom his heart beats...he wrote her name...SHARON...smiling seeing his angels name...he slowly moves his fingers on it... "my siren Sharon"
He stood from there and once again start walking in slow pace...suddenly he felt someone's hand in his ...the one who made his life complete...her presence made everything just perfect...her being with him is magical...it was not less than any miracle that they are together.
He sneaks his hand around her waist and held her firmly...Sharon enjoying this moment resting her head on his shoulder...walking along with him...both were quite...but their hearts uttering thousands of words... After walking a long distance they sat on a small rock...where Swayum was in white...looking dashing...on the other hand Sharon's looked stunning in red...she was looking more prettier than before...her angelic face ...big greenish eyes filled with his love...her curly hairs playing on her shoulders...he carefully made her to sit beside him...silence speaking for them...both sitting keeping hand in hand...admiring the most beautiful and perfect view in front of them...
everything with you is just perfect Sharon...said Swayum facing her...ye jahan...ye zindagi...ye pal...sabkuch" ...Sharon gave a sweet smile in response ... Swayum continued...jub mere sath hoti ho'to lagta hai jaise jo waqt tham sa gaya tha phir chalne laga hai'.jaise thehra hua paani phir behne laga ho...ye saanse phir chalne lagi ho...ye dil phir dhadakne laga ho...aur jab saath nahi hoti to'..ye mera dil sirf tumhe mehsus karna hai'.meri ye aankhe sirf tumhe dekhti hai'.mere ye haath tumhara haath thamna chahte hai '.Sharon mere liye sirf tum ho sirf tum!!!
It's said na sometime it's better to give words to your feelings'.today I want to tell you how I feel when it comes to you'.i was living a lifeless life before you came in my life'I had everything'.name, fame, friends, everything'but I was alone'there was no one, whom I can say mine'.life was endless journey for me, which leads nowhere'.i use to be at the same place where I started 'there was a emptiness in my life 'which is unknown to everyone '.the emptiness which took over me'whenever I see love around me'.i was unknown to the word love 'I often ask myself what the hell love is'why people lost in love'..that was me' unknown to what fate planned for me'..and next morning I met you'.umm no actually' I saw you' a girl wearing white chudidar'anklets '...dancing on some Indian classical music'.her legs were as fast as the beat'her hands making graceful, elegant postures'she was looking divine'.the first thing which came in my mind was is that the girl dancing before me is real'or I am dreaming'she was like fresh air'.as pure as dew drops'it took me some time to come out of her trance'and when I came back she was gone'.I searched for you every where'but all in vain'that was my last day in Delhi.
Then I saw you here in this collage'.I was like'as if I got new life'.new vision'I don't know why 'but I knew that you are my destination'..with each passing day I felt an unknown attraction towards you'.my eyes keep on searching for you when you are not around'.my heart use to feel you'..your one smile wipes out all my sadness'.and then from classmates we became CS and ACS of the collage'.got chance to have chatting sessions with you instead of admiring you from distance' I always liked you'you were like inspiration to me'.you force me to do better and better every time'.with passing time I realized that the Sharon in you is so much different from the Sharon which you posses before world'.that Sharon is cute ...innocent as a child'.that Sharon is passionate about her dance'..that Sharon is naughty with her friends ''that Sharon is emotional about her friendship'..where you were like a strict manager'on the other hand you were like a kid who fears to fail'..i often ask myself why this girl behave so different'.and that day I got my answer'.you were in rehearsal sitting in the corner'..legs folded to your chest'.you were crying holding a pic'.it was dark there so I couldn't able to see the pic'.I was about to leave when I heard you words'.
"WHY'WHY YOU LEFT ME ALONE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD MOM'.I NEED YOU'I NEED YOU IN EVERY SINGLE STEP OF MY LIFE'..I NEED YOU IN EVERY DECISION OF MINE'I NEED YOU FOR THE LOVE WHICH I NEVER GOT IN MY LIFE'."
I couldn't resist the pain in which you were going through that moment'so I immediately went away from there'that day I realized why you act so tough and strong in front of everyone'.you kept yourself safe in the shield around you '..The original Sharon is unknown to everyone'.to her best friend also'.that day I felt something else for you'.i don't know what was that'.i was feeling hurt to see you in so much pain'.i was like what to do, to see you smiling again'that day I promised myself'that '.that ..I'll keep you happy no matter what...why...and how but I will!!!
That day I found something else in me'the new Swayum was born that day'who knows what care means'.who has concern for someone'..who desperately wanted to make you happy'.who can be someone's smile '. That someone was you'.and always will.
With each passing day ...I found new Sharon in front of me... The Best Dancer...egoistic Diva...a true friend was known to me...But the childish Sharon was something a pleasure to watch...yes you guessed it right...I saw you that day in the park...playing with kids...fighting with small girls over who will sit on the swing first...running after boys...to defeat them ...making home for that cute puppy...and giving him my name... Mr. Loser!! yeah I know you call me Mr. Loser ...that gave a certain pleasure to me...at least you know me...and somewhere m close to you ...I had a lot fun that day...and the lover boy in me took a step closer to you.
After that the dance fest came...and a new dance trainer introduced to us...Miss Nicole... I must say she was an amazing and interesting person I had ever met...she use to read me as an open book... and yes she is the only one who helped me to understand my own feelings for you... finally...finally ... I had a friend in ST.LOUICE...I use to share my feelings with her... and she use to listen me with all her patience...use to support me...always there whenever I needed her...she is a true friend...yet now she is tolerating me... she convinced you to perform with me...as you thought..umm...actually you pretend... that m not worth to dance with you..We stupendously performed on "Haye Rama.." everybody praised us...all were happy..specially Nicole...after all, it's all her effort to bring us together and made us perform... I was damn happy but to my surprise I saw an unsecured..vulnerable...and more over a jealous Sharon in front of me... that day...the way all girls were drooling over me...and u were getting all hyper...it was unbelievable...for the first time Sharon Raiprakash is jealous...and that too..For a weakling...Mr. Loser!!!You can't even imagine how excited I was...I can see something in you for me...that something was your love...affection and your right over me...which was unknown to you...there was a ray of hope in me...that some day...some fate full day...you will understand what is that SOMETHING in you for ME.
After that you started taking me seriously...the transition from unknowns to known's...from professional CS and ACS... dance partners...to personal friends...and now...more than friends...there were times we couldn't tolerate each other's presence...now we cannot tolerate each other's absence...we both were too confused...cant not figure out..Why...why ...we feel incomplete in each other's absence...why we understand each other...why we feel each other's heartbeat...after talking whole day..Why it feels that something still remain unsaid...we couldn't know when we became oxygen to each other...why our heart always deny our relation as FRIENDS...its coz..we are in LOVE...couldn't figure out when the miracle called love happened in our lives.
I didn't slept that night ...whole night passed in analyzing things between you and me...and till morning..things were crystal clear in front of me...I was sure of what was between you and me...it was LOVE...our pure, devine and unconditional love...the thought itself of being in love making me feel out of the world...it felt that I have got everything in this world...there is no desire left... I was feeling certain essence of completeness...I was jumping...dancing all over the room...singing "I am in love..." can't tell you how exactly I was feeling...the feeling is just indescribable...I just wanted to meet you that very moment...wanted to tell you what I feel for you...to tell you that how much I love you...the my life is only for you...my heart beats only for you...and every beat of it takes you name...the only thing I wish to see is your face...the only thing which matters to me is your happiness.
Tears started forming in her green orbs...his love..his pain..his wait..for her was something divine...beyond words to explain...it can be felt...can't be expressed through words...
She kept her head on his shoulder ...interwined her fingers with his...her tiny palm fitten perfectly with his big one...as if they were destined to be together...
He caressed her hair and kissed her forehead...she looked up...his perfectly defined features glowing in the moonlight...he looked unreal...he seemed divine...
Thanks Sharon..his voice disturbed her thoughts..
Umm...she uttered ...with her eyes full of questions..
For coming into my life...that night you half opened the door to your heart and gave US a chance..to be together...you don't know..what does this relationship mean to me ..
Shhh...she kept her finger on his lips...
I don't know what this relationship means to you...but for me its my life...The day I got to know what is LOVE...i have loved you...I didn't show my feelings..I am bad at expressing...I had my own apprehentions...my reasons...I prefered keeping my real self away from everyone...inside the shield of a pretention...You broke that shied and entered my heart ..without my knowledge ...tum agar mere zindagi me nehi aate toh...toh..she choked..due to crying..
He saw pearl drops flowing from her green orbs...he caressed her cheeks..and kissed her tears...before she could react...he got down on his knees..
Swayam..
Shh...sharon..
Jab se tumhe dekha he...bas yehi sapna he mera ki tum meri zindagi me aao..aur bas meri ho jao...tumhari ye pyari si muskurahat...tumhari har ek nadani...tumhari natkhat alhad shaitaniya...tumhare honthon ki ye nami...aakhon ki ye masti...tumhari har ek ada..jiske piche chupi he tumhari sadgi...
Kya tum meri zindagi ko sajaogi ...apni har ek ada se...
Will you be mine Sharon...he asked the most difficult yet the easiest question of his life...
She was too surprised to react to him...that moment gave her "her life"..her Swayam"
Sharon...if you want you can say no...my knees are hurting...he chuckled
Shut up Swayam..i am just trying to find perfect words...
You came into my life...you touched a stone and made it gold..you taught my iron-heart beating again...you name is carved in my heart...I am yours ...forever ...
He brushed his lips on her soft palm and made her wear the ring ...a diamond ring with SS engraved on it...
He took her in his embrace...his eyes were closed...a content smile was playing on his perfectly carved lips...he could feel his shirt getting wet due to her tears..
He caressed her head...she looked up ..nest moment...she went on her toes and kissed ...his eyes...his cheeks...his face..with all her love...then she put her lips on his...pressed it gently on his soft lips...in few seconds she started kissing him with all her love ,affection ,pain, passion...she kept in her heart for so many years...he was surprised by her action when he felt her soft lips on his...but soon he gave into it...he kissed her back with all his love and passion...she was sweeter than honey ...she moved fingers in his hair and pulled them in excitement...he held her by her waist and pulled her closer to him ...he held her close to him...protectively ...she kept her hands around his neck and surrendered herself to the love of her life...
Their Circle Of Love was finally Complete
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