I dunno what am i going to write in post but yeah still started writing like stupid Swaron lover who had got crazy after today's episode.
Literally some people found yesterday's episode little disappointing as it was always no Sharon's point of view but i never thought that when we will get to see her point of view our hearts will be so much content, i dunno about others my mine is. Her every action defines that her "like" and way back converted into "love" may be she know, or may be not but the main reason is that her eyes says it all. How many times she wanted to cry and felt so bad to hurt him, but she could not but her eyes and heart was flooding with pain and love she has stored for him within her. The way her eye pierced on him when ever she insults him now or say something which she always knew she never means is what is "true love". The love which you don't express but only your eyes show it, the person you care for, you love can see it.
Believe me guys i was so happy to read the post "A sneak peek into future" made by Shishir yesterday. I just wanted to dance and dance till my legs started paining.
Sharon nailed as always, she being careful that Swayam won't caught her peeking at him through her quilt. She could not stop smiling seeing her small baby boyfriend peacefully sleeping feeling her presence being close to him. How she sat on bed and admired him for long time. He was one of the most cutest thing she would have ever seen, rubbing his face taking his hands out of his pocket and then inserting them again in there. How when she was admiring him, his face crept a teeny-weeny smile not that he knew that his lady love is admiring him but the peace made him do so.
I always felt that Sharon is very much strong no matter what but may be after long time i felt when it comes to Swayam, she is weak, weak because her heart made her weak in front of him. She controlled her every emotion after she came here but seeing him so close and next to her she lost it. She could feel how incomplete she is, he is next to her, he wants her, he loves her, he is waiting for her but this fate. He is just a touch away from her but she can't touch, she can't tell how much she is hurt to hurt him and how much she really wants him. She said 'Tum jaise person ko koi insane hi door karna chaega. Main chah ke bhi tumse love nahi kar sakti. I am sorry. I am sorry Swayam.' her words expressed everything. Her words were deep enough to be written in golden letters, these words were showcasing immense love for him. She cried for him after their trial relationship confession, it was first time she cried for HIM. Her tears were so pure, telling how much important he is for her.
The bit of scene in which she blew him a flying kiss took my heart away, it was same like any other random flying kiss and girl would blow to a guy but yet it was something out of the world, something magical, or may be something which can only be feel.
She slept after all admiring her man long enough to settled down his image in her heart, image of peaceful and content Swayam - his lover boy.
As others i also wonder what will happen when Swayam will knows about her asthma problem when he now only is so worried about her. He admired her next morning the same way but totally unaware of the fact that he had been admired the way last night by her. How he smiled seeing his sleeping beauty. He wanted to touch her but the mere thought that she doesn't want him, stop him doing so.
Swayam was so much wanted to stay for little more to check just if she is alright now or not. He was worried for her. He left after all leaving a letter full of love for her.
Sharon read the letter and how she was, only her face could tell that. She folllowed the arrows and saw the most special breakfast set up for her. Everything was perfect, that heart shaped egg. She saw that more than anything. There was another letter, and the best part was the last line 'Always yours, Swayam'.
God, i could see that how helpless she felt when she read the letter all she did was hugged the letter tight to her heart. How beautiful that scene was.
Sharon came to the gang coughing and Swayam;s expression was countless, the care was so evident on his face that i went all the 'how beautiful'.
Awe, Swayam was worried that when Simi and Rini were asking Sharon that what has happened to her; he was the first one to know and asked her what happened. Swayam nowadays know how to show his rights on her, the way he said 'Attitude dene se voice nahi ajayegi' was so good on on lover boys part.
The best part was eveyrone started giving their super lame expert advices that what she should do to get her voice back, and in middle Swayam jumped shouting at the to stop and i was like grinning like idiot when Swayam asked her to go home. There are Sharon 'the dive' came and pointed her finger at him but he never left him lover boy effect and smiled lightly.
Not to mention the precap was super amazing, i have a strange feeling that her asthma problem is soon to be reveal in show and to Swayam.
How he rsaid with full rights that if she doesn't go to doctor, then he has to be forceful with her in this too. How wonderful that scene would be in show when it will air. Waiting eagerly.
'Inqilaab Zindabad', lol i was looking at Swayam. He looked so cute in that politician style dressing. We deserve a little look-look-hawa-hawa when Swaron will see each other in this clothing. [Dreamy]
Yayyy, I am super happy finally i saw Sharon in saree which means there is another party thing coming up.
There sneak of dance was thrilling. I so wanted to ask them air that dance today it self! 😳
Sharon coughing and Swayam saw that. His face and the way Sharon was trying to hold her coughing but she could not and now he is a big doubt that there is something hidden from him. Waiting for this scene impatiently.
I somewhere want Sharon's asthma problem to be reveal to the gang on the hand but to Swayam, there should be private scene of Swaron in which it get revealed. That would be so emotional and good to see that.
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