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*The romance ridden 17 year old inner soul ramble*
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!! KYUN ...KYUN KYUN!! *goonjofies everywhere around me and my face is zoomed in 3 different angles like in Ekta shows* . Why oh Why , are there NOT guys like Swayam in real life? 😡 This guy!! ufff . kya bolun mein!!!! itna accha koi kaise ho sakta hai yaar?!!? Swayam shekhawat , where are you and guys like you!!!! we are waiting here down below on Planet Earth you know ? waiting for that mills and boons saathi!!! The guy who holds on to us not only when we accidentally fall but even when we are being our hoity toity selves. BAAAH. WHERE HAVE ALL THE SWAYAM SHEKHAWATS GONE YAAR? Why does his commitment for her make me cry for him all the freakin time? 😡 Why can't he get some attitude and learn from Sharon's mask for once? Bhaai?!?!?! This guy does not deserve a single girl worth his range of affections cause they are just that oh-so-golden. He is the most beautiful heart i have come across and no wonder he is fiction. Sharon is Sharon . And swaron will be swaron . running in circles , and chasing in tales ., Sharon is as usual in a continuous battle between her super ego image and her id , where as her heart breaks , the girl gives a ridiculing eye glare and sarcastic smirk as the invisible tears roll down and as she makes herself break her own heart for the 10034th time. Swayam , the pillar of strength that this guy is , thank the lord he makes a ripple of bitter laughter instead of tears and tells her that you are back with your continuous defense mechanisms and "hide and seek "feelings for me , aren't you ? But hey , as you make yourself and I both hurt and heart broken again and again , I , Swayam dream boy , am not going to run in circles with you , cause my commitment is for a lifetime . ❤️ And there my hormonal emotions jump and yes , the water supply runs on his words from my ginormous aankhen 😡 . And for the first time the so called ice queen runs away with her tears finally falling after his words [ who would not cry hearing that ? seriously ] , runs with the excuse of Swayam only knowing how to give speeches. I love how Swayams strength of feelings for her make her image crumble , her defenses crumble in the end to the extent that all ms . i-love-to-be-mean can mutter , is a whatever . Isn't this why we love Swaron..the continuous journey of acceptance and rejection with a continuous bond that brocades the never ending compulsion-repulsion? Gaah . Shantunu , why do you do this ? Stop being so amazing . humph.
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