The day we all have been waiting for has arrived at last, and what a beautiful day it is. Call me old fashioned but I simply loved our NivRen's confession, it was as simple and as innocent as our Nivi and what else can Viren ask for. Brilliant performance by Neha & Kinshukđ
So here are my thoughts on tonight's Beautiful episode.
NivRen and their tadap: Nivi running here and there with Yash looking for her Viren and Viren on the other hand bought a ticket to go away and he does not even know where he wants to go. Why does he care where he lives as he is a living dead, without his life as he left it with her in Sharma house. Actually I remembered Abidah scene here where dadi thinks that Viren will be back in physical but he will leave his soul with her at Sharma's. That is what happened; the way Viren was walking and sat on that bench said everything he was a zinda laash. And his Nivi was searching for him everywhere, she searched in Delhi bus thinking he might be going there because he came from there and remember the first night he was missing he told her he went to Delhi. When that conductor said your bus is leaving, look at Viren he did not want to leave Shimla because his life is here but he had to go because he told her that he leave, if he cannot live with her what does it matter where he lives? And he climbs the bus and crying all the way (looking at Viren like this I had tears rolling down my eyes) and outside our Nivi is searching for him and she has only one name on her lips "Viren". And then,
NivRen spot each other: how can they not? They were blessed by their elders for their happiness. Nivi's father blessed her and asked her to go find her happiness; her dadi blessed her saying run to find your happiness. Viren's grandfather blessed him to be happy not for a day but for life, he has blessings of his dadi and his Yashodamayya and his brothers best wishes so how can they all go in vain. They need to find their happiness and their happiness lies with each other, so how can they not find each other. So Nivi sees her Viren and she was so happy that she found him and calls him with all her might, with all her strength she calls him and how can he not listen to that call, it's the only call he always want to listen. And so he turns and sees his Nivi running towards the driving bus calling his name. The moment he listens Nivi call his name and the moment he sees her look at Viren, his life is back to life. And so he asks to stop the bus and jumps out from there. (Girls, I have to say CT's did a wonderful job here. They did not make filmy thank God, heroine running behind the bus and hero still cannot listen to her. That would have been a torture and not only that we all know how our NivRen world works right?)
NivRen Confession: This was the most awaited part of the show; I really enjoyed it and loved it to the core. I don't know if you all enjoyed it or not but as for me it was the best. This confession scene was as simple as taking breath. NivRen look at eachother, Nivi had tears of joy rolling down her cheeks with a smile on her face, she found her Viren it was not late, she did not lose him, she found her happiness. And Viren was soo lost in Nivi, his Nivi came for him this was the day he was waiting for from the day he realized his happiness lies with Nivi, the day he promised his dadaji that he will bring back his DIL home. When he sees Nivi smiling at him, he too smiles at her and then they both are standing infront of each other and forgot the world around them, its only two of them at that moment. She asks him with an authority "where was he going" and he so sweetly say "I don't know" and then she says "you are leaving me" and he says "I could not get you" and she says "can't you stay" and he says "you didn't stop me"
and at last she says those words it's not an ILU or confess of love because they don't need those assurances of love, they already know that they love each other they went thru so much with each other for each other, they understand each other and their importance in their lives. Nivi realized her love for Viren the day Viren left to Delhi and told her "tumhara dil mere liye dhadka tha bhi hai aur tadap tha bhi hai" she would not have understood his pain or his suffering and would not have supported him in his tough times without love and Viren he always had love for Nivi from the beginning but it was overruled by his hatred for his family and the day he wanted to talk to Nivi and she told him "leave her alone there is nothing to talk everything was a lie between them and their friendship was real but it too died a while ago" that day with the help of his brother he realized that his Happiness is Nivi, he was the happiest person in this world when he was with his Nivi and the day he got his life's lessons from his dadaji, Naintara dadi he realized that Love means always and always giving not taking. So girls our NivRen did not needed assurances of love they needed something altogether different to know of eachother, and that is what they confessed to each other, she said "I can't live without you" and he said "me neither" (this said it all, that you are EVERYTHING to Me) what a way to express yourself to your beloved. And then they Hug, they are lost in each other's arms; neither of them are worried about the world around them, they did not care about the people around them its only them two with each other and lost to the world, tears of joy rolling down their eyes with a sweet smile on their face and in the arms of their beloved. It was simply beautiful to watch them like this; they waited for this moment for so long and along with them we waited for this moment. Thank you CT's for giving such an innocent, simple and beautiful confession scene.
NivRen-Yash : And here comes our another sweet boy Yash with so much worry that he could not find his Jiju, his sister's happiness but as soon as he spots them his face glows with happiness and comes running to them and calls Jiju (oh he forgot his Di, Jiju ka panka bangaya) and the two love birds come out of their trance and realize that they are in a public place, and look at our Nivi sharmagayi and Viren he is our Badmaash so he was glowing but happy to see his BIL Yash, that was a sweet hug between them. And then Yash wants to give dadi this goodnews and asks for cellphone. Dadi is so happy getting the news and wants to inform Keshav, poor guy he is eager to hear the news it seems. That was one sweet scene.
Sood family: What can we expect from CC, she wants someone to blame for everything and she got her easy target with Nivi. Vandana our sweet lady is still patient with the Evil Witch tells her to be patient, and dadi poor thing is worried that he is not answering the phone. But I loved dadaji and Sid's answer. Dadaji says we all know how difficult is to change Viren's mind & decision (yes, dadaji he is your grandson after all and just like your's can be changed by our sweet Nivi only she can change his too) and then Sid bhaiyya who understood Viren says that "Viren first time in his life wanted to do something for others happiness but he failed and it affected him big time, let's give him some time and he will call us back"
NivRen âSood family: and wallah Viren calls his dadaji, everyone is happy seeing him back and rush to the front door. Viren achieved success in his task and he bends down and takes dadaji's blessing and hugs him. (I love the way Viren hugs everyone, with full embrace as if he does not want to let them go from him ever) and then dadi's turn and then he hugs his mom because she was standing there, however she is she is his mom right? But look at his expression when he is hugging her, he knows she will be not happy after seeing Nivi and he was very much right about it. The life drained from CC's face as soon as she spots Nivi. But rest of the family had a full blown smile on their faces; specially Viren's Yashodamayya their small eye talk was the cherry on top. Vandana always loved Nivi as her daughter, she wanted her to be her DIL and give her all the love but it could not happen but still she was happy that her other son fulfilled her wish and brought Nivi to Sood house and not only that he fought with all odds to bring her back this time. Oh how much I love Viren-Tayiji their bonding is so sweet, the way he looks at her and she says thankyou and they both smile.
Then Viren forwards his hand for Nivi to take and she without hesitating takes his hand, as if to say we are together in this journey of ours a new fresh start. (Girls, I was laughing so much you know, hand holding business is back for good) and they take blessing of dadaji and dadi. Oh dadaji had tears of joy even his voice had that shake, he was proud of his grandson, he won this battle and learnt a life's lesson and he won't be worried about him forever because he got a wife who will guide him on right path and will take care of him.
Dadi was so happy and says to wait; she wants them to enter with all rituals. This scene was beautiful; the same dadi who on the day of their wedding said "es ghar ki bahu aachuki hai" and she did not even bothered to look at NivRen for a second, is so happy today and wants to perform all rituals for them. And when Tayiji comes with aarti and puts tikka on their forheads look at Viren completely lost in his Nivi with a sweet smile on his face. And then when its time to enter the house, he became his usual self and prompts her to enter. The way they talk with their eyes and starts taking blessing is so sweet; we missed this communication so much yaar, our NivRen is back with a BANG. And as usual CC spoils the mood of everyone but our sweet Nivi is sweet isn't it, she brushes it off with a smile and goes and hugs her Di. And Viren goes and hugs his brother, oh my Sood brothers (come on CT's I am waiting for my sood brothers scenes please start it from tomorrow) didn't I tell you the way Viren hugs them is so cute complete embrace, he does not want to leave them. And seeing them Yashodamayya is so happy, her two sons are happy now, they are together I think she must be praying to God no evil eye should fall on them. And Bhabhi teases devar and everyone laugh. Dadi wants to thank God for the happiness He has given them and conduct a keertan that was so sweet. I remembered at mahapooja time Viren was so disheartened when dadi said that mahapooja was for Sid-Divya and she did not take NivRen name but today she is doing this pooja for the happiness they got from return of her grandson and his bride.
NivRen: oh how I wanted Viren to welcome her back into their room, just as before as he said welcome to his world on the wedding night, that would have been perfect.
She was looking around and comes into the room and asks her what she was thinking and she tells him how much she missed the place. And his expression changes actually it was like that from the moment he entered the room but he smiled for Nivi's sake. He was really disturbed by his mom's actions. Then Nivi as usual gives him good lessons a guidance and I loved the way Viren was looking at her with so much devotion (yes, I said devotion because he was worshipping her with his eyes, he was so happy that he got such a sweet wife who sees good in everyone and wants everyone to be happy, never holds grudges against anyone not even her enemies) and then she tells him that his mom doesn't like her but she will try very hard to make place in CC's heart just the way he tried to make place in the hearts of her family. The moment was getting serious so he wants to change the mood and gets back to being himself "Badmaash" I loved it the way he puts his hands on her and with mischief in his eyes looks at her and says and what about me, when are you going to forgive me, oh our sweet Nivi is melting like anything with shyness and she says what did you do now? And with more mischief in his eyes says "for the all the trouble I put you thru" and she says you "you already got the punishment for that but don't make anything new" and Viren while caressing her chin says "ab jo galti karunga uskay liye mafi nahi mangunga"đł (oh girls my heart started beating so fast while watching this, abhi yeh haal hai toh agay agay kya hoga mera)
So Mr.Viren Sood is going to be in action from tomorrow, I don't know what he is going to do but whatever it is its worth watching and let's see how our sweet Nivi will melt her hard hearted sasumaa and make place in her heart, it's a tough challenge for her. Atleast Keshav looks for his daughter's happiness and forgave Viren fast and understood him but CC is a different story altogether.
Oh I can't wait for tomorrow's episode; I am so excited about it. Sorry girls for this long post, please do comment thank you.