Proud of Sushant.

Sushant has always been so honest, you can see in his interviews. He never hesitated to show his vulnerable side. The more and more honest and vulnerable he got, the lesser and lesser people listened. Because, people do not want to deal with their own reality. Sad, but that's life. I speak from experience. No one truly understands you, they either think they do or bother not to. On top of that, he was not the most eloquent speaker that he could fake flattery, intelligence, confidence or compassion. Not to mention language, in general is so vague... He was a seeker. Ignorant people can go about their lives, live longer and still die ignorant and everybody will think they lived well, may be that's why they say "ignorance is bliss". But I am proud of the fact that, Sushant sought life's meaning and questioned existence. I am proud of him for being so aware of himself, especially his insecurities and his vulnerable side. Yes, speaking of dead is considered dreadful. But no one knows the reality beyond it. Everyone has to die one day. I would rather die seeking the truth, or at-least trying to, than die ignorant.

As Anne Frank stated, "Dead people receive more flowers than the living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude."

Let's just start seeing beauty in the present, be grateful for people who are around you, and stand by you.