I’ve only EVER had crushes.
- Apparently when I was little, I loved Saif Ali Khan. Do not remember this so either I was reaaaally young or my mind has suppressed this trauma as a defence/adapting mechanism.
- I had a huge crush on Salman during Hum Saath Saath Hain days but broke up with him when I found out he was dating Aish and was in fact never going to fall in love with Sonali Bendre (MY ALL TIME SHIP).
- Instant love at first sight for Hrithik Roshan after Kaho Na Pyar Hai. Used to kiss his posters when doing the dance moves with the door.
- Gobsmacked by Arjun Rampal’s beauty since Pyar Ishq Aur Mohobat. The love remained strong for another 10 years. My computer password was ‘I love Arjun Rampal’ which my 6 year old sister successfully guessed and hacked into. Even the guys at school (Anglo Saxons) knew his name and called him Arjun Bumbal to piss me off.
- Special mention to John Abraham which I’ve always had a crush on no matter what 😆
The only true love that has remained steady and consistent is SRK. I’ll sacrifice all of the above for him 🤣

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