Like, seriously!
I don't know about Rudra but by the end of today's episode , my mind was totally boggled , and i actually wanted to shake up MJ, Maya and Ananya. And that says a lot because I really enjoy Maya's character ; I like MJ's kameena brain and am neutral to Ananya due to her recent loss of brains.
Rudra, bhai tu country chhoddh ke chalaa jaa.
I mean, what does everyone think Rudra is? I mean what happened with him today is like crossing all the limits of psychological and emotional manipulation. If this was real life, a person like Rudra would have just run away or turned the tables on all the pressure. MJ , as expected manipulates Rudra by his Shakuni-like machinations , plays with both his mind and emotions to crack his already under pressure sentiments. Maya , in her re-ignited khoon ki pyaasi mode baffles the life out of Rudra. Rudra HAD come to her door, seeking her heart , but you turned him away, pushing him to Ananya. Had you told him the truth , he would have fought for you. You went to become his 'sahara' knowing fully well that he will latch on to you and seek comfort in you. So, what exactly were you accusing him of? Oh, ya. It was all an act, right?
And now, Maya , just because it suits your purpose , you turn the whole blame game on him? I understand where Maya is coming from but Rudra is most vulnerable to her and he really loves her. What she did with Rudra today is out and out emotional torture that edges on narcissistic abuse , but what can i say except that Maya in her darkness doesn't give a crap about what she is putting Rudra through. Jisse pyaar nahin tha (Rishi), usski zindagi ki koi keemat nahin thi. Jisse pyaar ho sakta hai (Rudra ) , usski koi qadr rahi nahin. ...Both MJ and Maya are sucking the life and senses out of Rudra for now. It's like he has become Helen Of Troy that everyone wants to own.
MJ's love for Rudra is TOXIC and TERRITORIAL.
Maya's whole emotional spectrum for Rudra is like a mind boggling, heart twisting labyrinth.
Rudra is not flawless, he does his share of mistakes ,but he doesn't deserve what is being served to him in MJ's and Maya's battle to win him. Rishi ko toh waise hi tapka diyaa tha, iss ladke ko jeene hi nahin dengge.
I mean look at Rudra's face in today's episode. He seems to have lost track of his own life and senses. I never thought I will feel this bad for a male lead character after 7-8 years.
And Ananya! Behen, you have such big beautiful eyes, MAKE USE OF THEM YA! The man is a mess, dikhta nahin hai kya tumhe?
On a side note, I want to repeat Maya's dialogue in brief that she had told Rudra once at fencing - Gusse mein insaan aksar apnee sochne samajhne ki shakti kho deta hai... aur jo soch nahin sakta, samajh nahin sakta, woh aksar iss duniya ki Maya mein kho jaata hai.... THIS APPLIES TO MAYA LIKE NO OTHER, TODAY. She was so beautiful , standing in Rudra's light... and now, all the gloom has returned to her face after she pulled away from him.
Emotional people often have very volatile insides. Maya should know this better than anyone.
Like MJ said - Rudra ka dil bahot accha hai.
Don't give fuel to Rudra's darkness. We love his light and so do both of you!
And can we please stop this "Rudra MJ ka khoon hai" bullshit. It was fine, once. Don't over emphasize it. It sounds forceful and over dramatic.