Anyone else cried even more today?

I seriously felt soo emotional I know its just a fiction character but when everyone was remembering Rishi it made me cry soo much. And the scene when Maya was imagining him the way he did nod his head ( like you killed me kohi baat nahin) I cried like a baby 😭

I seriously can’t never ever feel her pain or sympathize for Maya anymore no matter what excuse or justification it will show... I will dislike her forever till the end.