Clean and transparent water, that's how Rudra is.. Its is so easy to read him that I don't know how Ananya who claims to be such a good friend can not see what turmoil he is going through.. not now but always.. She knows he has always had issues with his father and I understand to an extend why she never tried to learn why or what those issues were.. ''wo tere dad hai tu jaane.. mujhe usme nahi padna'' has been her approach.. But this is marriage we are talking about.. how can she or his own mother not see, that something is going on with him?
Rudra is so transparent, that even Rishi could tell he has been acting weird around Maya.. those longing looks, eye locks, buying gifts for her, getting angry and jealous after the hug.. Rudra wears his heart on his sleeve literally.. Obviously Ananya has chosen to ignore his past, his present state of mind because she is getting what she has been waiting for her entire life.. selfish? yes..
One message from Maya, and he was at her door rehearsing what to say and how to say.. that's how much head over heels in love he is.. and this guy has proposed Anu for marriage lol What caught my attention and the reason I made this post was, what Rudra told Maya once he was inside..I love how he almost never minces words...
He desperately wanted to hear Maya say that the kiss meant something to her, the way it meant to him.. If Rudra is clear, sparkling water..Maya is literally like the muddy water she fell in.. you almost can never see through her..but even she had to look away from Rudra to prevent herself from getting caught.. her mean, no non sense mask was off the moment she saw him.. Obviously she had to say the kiss meant nothing.. it was a mistake.!!! Oh I loved Rudra questioning her- what was wrong? the moment or the man? Maya had no answer.. coz had she been honest she'd have to say- nothing was wrong.. it was magical, the moment and the man..
She had to get back at him and in a way let him know that she knows about RuAn engagement.. Ananya is the right girl for Rudra.. What Rudra said thereafter now makes me wonder if he did it to make Maya jealous so she confesses...remember what he said? he said, I know she is the right girl, that's why I am marrying her.. lekin koi aur hota to.....???? and he looks at her.. what did he wanna say, that if Maya had reciprocated his feelings he would not go ahead with this engagement or had never proposed to her in the first place? even before entering Maya's house, he was like what if Maya feels the same way as I do, what will I tell Ananya?