Beyhadh is at thrilling best.. every episode shifts to a different tangent and everything from music to twists makes u go a little crazy on the inside..
Firstly Rudra was so close to Maya but yet he did not find her.. his hands were on the bonnet yet he did not see her and he went to her house.. it was like the fact that Rudra is engulfed only in his pain at the moment and he is oblivious to where the real Maya is hidden.. he is not looking for her in the right place.. it's not his mistake.. Maya is also hiding herself from him..
So Rudra kept calling out to her and finally he felt that she was playing with him.. I dont blame him because she was indeed.. he isn't clear about her feelings and not she is about him. It was all just a intimate moment they shared out of nothing that's affecting Rudra.. he doesnt know wether it's even love for Maya.. for him the intimacy has kindled something that he has kept under control for a long time..
Finally he went where he finds solace.. his friend.. like they say dosti sukoon hai.. that's sukoon for Rudra.. Ananya understands him and has always been a huge support.. sometimes rather than falling in love u just accept someone else's love for u because Ananya knows his short coming and wont demand anything else.. I dont know I found the Ruan moment very heart felt.. Rudra is a good man.. he respects his best friend and feels that sukoon is everything.. but his junoon is going to be Maya.. its again brain vs heart for Rudra.
Coming to Maya.. she is a fighter.. she fought and hit ankit.. but then when he pushed her into the ditch.. her past demons came back to haunt her.. Maya may have turned strong but her past demons make her really weak.. she could easily come out of the ditch but she struggled and cried for help.. but the eunuch she helped once came back to help her.. no good deed in life goes a waste. It was her karma here.. it was such a powerful scene.. Maya has God with her who saved her out and today she did not get in eyes of MJ.. Much before fighting MJ she has her own inner scare to fight..
Lastly Ananya.. many hated Ananya.. but what I saw in her was a different sensibility.. she did not jump at the proposal.. she knows Rudra doesnt love her and he still stuck to that.. she knows that it will a loveless marriage only.. but somewhere she wants to mend his heart by giving what love she can.. Ananya is also a selfless person to be honest.. she has waited very long for Rudra.. she is having her own pain.. she will be hurt also.. but only she can help Rudra understand his feelings for Maya.. again here for Maya it's a new challenge to get Rudra.. he always does something Maya least expects..
Today there were 2 broken souls.. both cried for help.. both will again close themselves.. but until when?
Precap... so finally Rishi story goes ahead to MJ..I like that MJ is questioning him directly.. the game between MJ maya thickens now..