Maanti hu khuda tumhi ko, tu hi tho rehbar mera

Husband is God. Pati parameshwar hai. Every religion tells this line one way or the other. Every girl from childhood is brainwashed on this line. The handsome prince who comes to take her in a horse. Every girl is made to fantasie about her marriage, her kids. Well nothing else should matter to her. Because her world should be around her husband.

It doesnt talk how a girl should identify her parameshwar. No religion teaches her how to identify a man worthy of worship. Hence a Ravan too gets a Mandodari who fasts and prays for his well being. Yes there will be difference between Ravan and Ram. But it is said there is practically no difference between Mandodari and Sita. Infact Mahadev also had found it difficult to beat Jalandhar because of Vrinda's chastity which Vishnu had to take using his Maya.

What has Yash made Zoya into. A living corpse. What she heard today was the last straw. Already that diary proves her to be an incompetent wife, now she has been hit below the belt. After five years of marriage she was not pregnant or she couldnt be a mother to a child and her husband was going to father a baby with another woman.

The problem is now Zoya wants to prove herself to be good to Yash's memory. In a way she wants to prove him wrong by removing the accusation from him. She wants to shouts to him if he had shared his pain with her she would have listened. She wants to redeem herself. Problem is she is going down and down emotionally. With none to share her pain, none to share her conflict she is literally in a mess.

Her thoughts on Aditya reflects that. She is trying to understand him. She thinks he is right too. Then she is confused why everything is black and white. Why there is nothing between that. Thing is there is something between that black and white. But she has not learnt to manage it. The doctor tells if you are zero it means something new is going to begin. But the thing is Zoya has not reached zero. Her battery was low. Not zero. Dr Innayat put the charge in that low battery.

It showed some negative energy was there as she was already conflicted, thinking about Aditya, his words and she might have come around. But Dr Innayat put charge in that low battery. That's adding negative energy. If the charge was zero then whatever added would be new,positive. But here with some negative energy Dr has added some more negative energy.

Zoya's fall showed her condition. Where that battle is taking her.Because she is getting burnt and to be frank whatever she is getting can really take her to suicide. That's the mess her husband, her so called God Yash had landed her into. But still she wants to defend him, his name. Because she believes in redeeming him, she redeems herself. She gives closure to herself and his mom. She is the power of Yash.

Now look at the other side. Hopefully I can give a better analysis after tomorrow episode. If Zoya is worshipping her so called Pati, Pooja the married woman has cheated a man who may not be God to worship, but definetely a man worthy of respect. So pati parameshwar not applicable for her. She got the funeral as Adi's wife when she was carrying another man's child in her womb. Believe me today I am happy Adi didnt give mukhagni to her pyre. She didnt deserve mukhagni from him. She didnt deserve that respect from him. Yes he can forgive her later to move on with his life, but the last respect a husband gives to his wife she simply didnt deserve it.

I dont think Mahi gave Zoya Yash's ashes. That's also good. Those ashes doesnt deserve to be put in ganges by Zoya. No he too doesnt deserve that last respect a wife gives to her husband.

Zoya is fighting this battle as a corpse. This girl is losing her will to live itself with her motive being removing the accusation from Yash. Just like her mannat. I will do this, even it means death to me. It is happening exactly like that. In her need to remove that acccusation from Yash, her so called God she is dying everyday and that negative energy is filling her. She has to be stopped. Her battle's direction has to be changed. She has to live. Question is how will the need to live will come in her.

That scene where she falls was a beauty and Jenny nailed it. Her God has left her in the street, alone, in a pool of mud and dirt, while he remains good and a victim.

Again a fantastic post Shurti ! Was waiting for it today :)

The whole Husband is god description is really well written. Although it's hard to understand few mythological characters since I don't know their back story.

Zoya has been brought up in a fairytale world where she was taught to worship her husband and raise her children like princesses as her Abu had for her all throughout. Unfortunately yash could have shown her the mirror by making her face hardships of life but again he chose the easy way out that is find love in another woman.

The whole battery charger metaphor was really well analyzed I wouldn't have thought about it actually. But you are right it does make sense that she is charged with negative energy around her.

Her inner turmoil of Aditya's thoughts were really well played by Jennifer. I could actually feel the confusion bore into me. I myself was left confused as to who is right and wrong. But what I found interesting was that Zoya atleast is thinking over it but Aditya has not once thought through Zoya;s percpective.

The last scene was heart breaking and it truely was significant that she was trashed in a pile of dirt water. That scream was much due from the beginning :)

All I am worried about now is if it turns out to be Aditya's child, hopefully Zoya doesn;t go back to her illusion that yash was afterall her khuda ..

Might have something more to say tommorow. After rewatch.

I agree she is fighting for yash's respect but what pain she is bearing to do it she is completely broken after knowing Yash was father of Pooja's child

In FB when she said Yash about child he was not interested in having child at that time she understood but she was hopeful to have kids and complete their family

It was a great shock to her and Jenny nailed it!!

jenny killed it today👏

@zenab with each layer of Yash's relation with Pooja opening up, she is getting broken and tries to stand up.

@Nerdgal sure, do put your views

I m not very sure whether Zoya considered Yash as Pati Premashwar or not..

I felt her love for Yash was unconditional and soo much that she lost her self in the process .. its like when u fill a full glass of water then add more water , obviously the water will fall down ..

Her love for Yash is something like that .. i feel her love , her trust , her loyalty was so much / too that extreme that when it broke she slowly fell apart .. today obviously being the last stroke ..

Yash has managed to destroy her to an extent that glass not only has over flown with pain but now even broken ..Yash has managed to make her a mess ... the time she consoles her self that Yash cant go beyond this to hurt , her trust breaks further ..

I feel today the final breakdown of Zoya for Yash ..

But even after today, she wants to go ahead with the re-opening the case .. i feel she making herself understand that ok , Yash hurt beyond a point which cant be repaired but i have to perform my duty .. but yes obviously Zoya need not to do anything for that useless Yash who cant even discuss casual talk with her .. how self centered can he get ???

Yes, her performance was mind blowing - i could feel for her .. felt bad , very bad ..

Coming to black and white part .. yes i agree that she needs to understand that there can be a middle way and she needs to learn manage that .. for that she needs to make peace with herself .. she is in so much of pain that now thats taking over her .. Zoya is an extreme in a way - love or pain .. she feels she needs to do this coz its correct thing to do .. Battery part that u analysed - so amazing

But the last 5 mins of the episode belongs to her .. she was top notch ..

Regarding Pooja and Aditya - agree .. but i can comment more about them tomo .. i want to c his break down if the makers show .. coz in precap i felt he was more angry .. lets c

Today zoya breakdown was best part of epi and Jenny nail it.

I didn't get last part like she fallen on street all alone in mud while he remains good and victims

And overall analysis is beautiful❤️

@geet yes the episode belonged to Jenny and her Zoya's war cry. yes it is about Yash's respect but it is also about her self worth as a woman.