Story Time !

I'd been through my Zoya phase first , just vehement denial that he could have done anything like that to me . 'He loves me so much , how can he?' phase . It's usually the worst because you want nothing to break your world of love and happiness . Nothing to tarnish the sanctity of your relationship and the way you look at him . This gives you sleepless nights tbh.

Then you accept it and although it's not a mature thing to do you start hating everything about love , relationships and trust . Just like Adi . The dialogue I loved the most is when Adi tells Bella that "Kami Tum Main Nahi Unmein Hai Jo Muh Maarte Hain" That is so essential , so true .

Things happen , it takes a while to absorb it all , but when you do there's nothing more liberating . I have nothing against my ex anymore . He is a very nice , caring guy . And somewhere , I've realized you can't unlove someone , but you can move on .

There's nothing right about cheating , falling out of love or getting attracted to someone else is well , ... It happens . But when it does you should tell you partner about it . At least that honesty would earn you respect . As much as I still love him , I'll never be able to respect him the same way . So there's no respect for Yash and Pooja whatever their reasons would've been . Maybe they were great people but just bad partners .

So yeah that's that !

Sometimes things cannot be defined in terms of parameters set for right and wrong . I can forgive him , but I cannot forgive the fact that I'm scared to death to date someone again , because once bitten , twice shy . It erodes your belief in them no matter how hard you try and for how long . I genuinely hope the CV's don't glorify them cheating . Because it really isn't . And it's even harder to live with it no matter how many apologies or cover ups are given .