FF Beintehaa Ishq [Zaya story with a twist]last chapter -pg106 - Page 28

I don't know what to write to describe this chapter . Really this time i can only clap for you , you just make us realize that Aaliya is not bad , she is just hurt and fighting against herself in order to not fall again , she is afraid of coming back to Zain , but this dream of her just proves one thing she knows how much Zain is broken . She knows that if he is hurt again he will bury his soul somewhere nobody will be able to bring him back , i just really hope that she will bring him back his lost smile !

Will reply to all tommorrow ...dead tired and sleepy today ...again was a big chapter so made two

Dedication: To my sleep...

kay karu ...kaise batao mai ...mujhe tujhse kitna pyaar hai ...

har pal sone ke liye yeh dil tayaar hai ...😆

To my nindya rani ...ab sim ne likh di hai apni kahani ...ta ta ta ta ta ta (dont mind i have lost my mind due to lack of sleep)

Chapter 11

Sabak...

He slept still...it was a Sunday ...maybe the first time in 15 days ...not having to go and bury dead people ...she looked at his face ...all their words ...were circling her now...the fear of the nightmare seeing him digging a grave his talks filled with pain had moved her ...

Was it a message from Allah ...

She did a quick wazu and sat down for her namaaz...finishing it she took the holy uaran ...flipping pages to see if she had her solutions in it ...she read about haram ...who gets labeled as one ...and what all horrid thing the list had ...

She had labeled him as one...since their relationship had dissolved and now having anything to do with him was a sin ...Aaliya closed her eyes...

She knew she shouldn't have told that he was haram for her ...it did insult her love...his love ...their sacred relationship...

she wiped her forhead ...it looked impossible to make him leave her ...maybe he was right ...she would have to love him to break him down ...his words that so rightfully summed up his state ...maybe she can try that ...hatred and ignorance were not helping her at all...

He had to go away ...she couldn't burden herself more ...when she had left Mumbai ...she wanted to be away from him ...and she was, though destiny played a sick game and again made her fall for him ...

As she opened her eyes ...she felt , she had to might go to extreme to push him away ...how was the question ...she slowly walked near the balcony ...

He squinted as the sunlight fell on his face ...she was smiling ...he looked cute ...even when he was angry sad ..or hurt she couldn't stop loving him ...but theirs was a broken relationhsip ...and now he had to leave ...maybe just maybe today she will be able to make him leave her ...

He woke up and scratched his hair ...and looked at her door ..with half open eyes ...that popped open to see her standing ...he waved at her ...she just starred back cold and blank ...he threw a kiss ...and winked again ...she went inside ...he smirked...

Chudail ...bas phholan devi bante bante reh gayi hai yeh ...muttering his curses he got up ready to handle the unknown ...

In his heart he knew he shouldn't have lost his cool...maybe she just wanted to hurt him , and he did get hurt ...badly ...but the word still resonated in his mind..."haram" ...a forbidden sin in his religion ...to be considered that the level of mistake was very high ...he had erred ...but he had tried to rectify his mistakes ...will she never agree to get back...a strange fear and sadness was looming his heart now...

She was waiting for him near the car as he walked towards it ...

Da ...good morning sweetheart ...

She looked irritated ...baitho ...putting away the disastrous nightmare that had shaken her hatred now, she had to act strong or he would never leave ...atleast his smiley face told her he would never do...

Aree bolo toh sahi kaha jaa rahe hai ...aur suno maine savdhani ke liye chachu koh bata diya ...

kal koh gayab ho jau toh who missing complaint dakhil kar denge ...

aur haa saara shakh tum par hoga ...toh joh bhi karo soch samajh kar karna ...police wale bahut dande maarte hai ...he was laughing as he saw her angry eyes ...

Baitho ...ya dikkhi mai bitahou...

Oh jaise tum baithe thi ...jab maine tumhe biwi manne se inkaar kiya tha ...yaad hai who policewale ...

Hmm not a bad idea ...he smiled as he sat ...tabhi se mere peeche padi thi ...dad zinda the ...agar jail jaata toh rishta nahi todne dete ...he looked up in the air ...

Darling ...aapki galti hai ...saari mistake aapki hai ...aur sazaa mujhe kaatni padti hai ...accha ab jyada senti mat hona ...aapki bhanji hai ...tohdi toh kadar karge aapki bete ki ...itne jaldi aapse milne ka program nahi banvayegi...

She saw his weird sense of humor

Bahut hassi chut rahi hai na ...dekhte hai kitne der tak tikti hai ...us sadu se chehre par ...

He smiled ...Accha ...aaj La koh toh nahi bulaya hai na ...who kya hai na ..maine thode saadhe kapde pehne hai ...usse mai blue mai bahut pasand hu ...agar who aa rahi hai toh ..mai change kar ke aata hu ...

Tumhe jara bhi andaza nahi hai na ...ki mai tumhara kya haal kar sakti hu ...

He chuckled ...andaza nahi ehsaas hai ...chalo der ho jayegi ...kitna bolti ho tum ...pak pak pak ...

She cursed him and started the car ...they drove silently for one hour to reach the outskirts of Jaipur ...she parked the car and got down ...

Zain reluctantly got down as he read the board ...it was an orphanage ...and he realized maybe he didnt understand her at all...she was adamant on pushing him away ...and making him see all those aspects that he kept on running away from...

Da ...yaha ...

Rhea ...

Rhea ...yaha ...please dekho kal raat mai ghusse mai tha ...ab bhi sar dukh raha hai ...aur ek baar jhagda mat shuru karna ...

mujhe yaha rehne ke liye toh nahi bolne wali ho na tum ...Rhea mujhse jyada akelepan bardasht nahi hota ...aur mai tumhe chodkar kahi nahi jaa rah ahu...servants quarter tak toh theek hai ...par yaha nahi ..sochna bhi mat ...

She scowled back...Ab se jab tak main ahi kahungi tum ek lafaz nahi bologe ...samjhe

He nodded ...yes Madam ...and zipped his mouth ...

She surprisingly held his hand as he smiled ...her hands were warm and they drove away the coldness and tension of his palms ...she felt complete too ...just like he did ...his shy smile that enlightened his heart ...He walked in with her ...

As the kids surrounded her separating her from him ...he readily let her hand go ...she was happy ...they were happy ...and he was happy...she gave them loads of gifts ...chocolates, toys and dresses ...as she walked further and the kids were lost in opening their gift a small girl came and held Zains hand ...

Uncle ...aap bahut cute ho...aapke gaal kheech sakti hu...

Zain smiled and bent down ..giving her his cheeks that she playfully pulled ...

Uncle aapka naam kaya hai ...

He looked at Aaliya ...who looked away ...not letting him talk ...he smirked ...and just signed her that he cannot talk ..showing towards Aaliya ...and indicating that his mouth was zipped ...

She burst out laughing ...and kissed him ...he blushed ...

As she ran away ...Zain followed Aaliya ...who went to meet the head and then a nurse ...and a warden ...she was in charge of this place...

Rhea bete ...kaise ho ...she hugged her ...

Theek hu heena khalla ...

Aree yeh saath mai kaun hai ...

She looked at Zain who was smiling at her ...

Dad ke yaha kaam karta hai ...unhone saath mai bheja ...gifts laayi thin a ..batne ke liye ...she ignored him

Zain still smiled and looked away ...maybe his identity had changed ...he was no more hers ...just a stranger ...a mute one ...someone who couldn't be introduced neither in front of her colleagues nor friends ...the first pebble was flunged ...and he held on ...

Mujhe laga ...tumne apna ghar basa liya ...

Khalla ...kya aap mere ateet ke bare mei jaanti hai ...boliye

Rhea Rehman sir ne mana kiya hai ne tumhe yeh poochne se ...

Khalla ...aap nahi batogi na ...ek mahina lagatar mai puchti rahi par aap khamosh hi rahi ...mai yaha kaise ghoom hokar aayi ...kya hua tha ...Dad ne bhi kuch nahi bataya mujhe ...she acted angry

Zain realized that she was still Rhea here ...in this part of the world ...

Accha khair ...Arif kaha hai ...

Khalla was tensed ...beta ab nahi raha iss duniya mai ...teen din pehle hi ...she was crying holding her dupaataa

Rheas eyes were filled with tears ...as she walked out crying ...unable to cry in front of Zain ...she couldn't show him her weakness

Zain still sat there ...soundless ...not knowing why was Aaliya crying for Arif and who was he...

He looked at Khalla ...who was wiping her tears ...

Beta yaha saare bacche joh hai ...woh badi bimariyo se ladh rahe hai ...

Arif koh AIDS tha ...uski kya galti thi ...zindagi choti thi ...aur khwaishe badi ...

kaas allah usse thoda aur mahulat dete...

sab koi nahe deta Zindagi ...apne rehmo karam se nahi navazta ...

zindagi mili hai toh usse uski inayat samjho ...

Zain put his head down ...gently gasping the truth that Aaliya wanted to show him ...disrespecting life ...he had everything ...yet he talked about death ...whereas these kids had no time...how fortunate he was to be alive ...he should thank got not curse him ....

Khalla walked towards him to see him sad ...ek baat bolu ...Rhea ...bhi yehi laayi gayi thi ...bahut zakhmi thi ...Rehmaan sir ka bilkul dil nahi tha jab who yaha chod gaye the ...roz aate ...har roz usse dekhte ...

phir ek din aakar bole ...ghar chalo...who tab bhi cheeze samajh nahi sakti thi...usse jhooth kaha ki who kho gayi thi...beti banaya ...aur aaj dekho dono kitne khush hai ...nek bacchi hai

unse pata chala tha ...Bechari ke saath bahut bura hua, bahut gheri chot lagi thi ...zakhmi thi ...

kuch yaad nahi tha ...ek mahina yaha rahi...na kuch bolti na kuch karti ...bas ek kitaab par kuch likha karti ...She smiled ...rakhi hai maine apne paas ...Rehmaan sir koh de dena ...Rhea ki Diary

She walked towards to cupboard to pull out a diary ...that was torn ...and looked shabby ..

Adat hai usse likhne ki ..apna ateet bhi likha tha ...sab kuch sir padh chuke the ...shayad uske purani diary mai likha tha ...

He looked up ..scared as to what else he was going to hear ...holding her diary ...and tucking it in his bag that were empty from gifts ...

Khalla continued ...unaware ..that Zain wanted to hear everything ...

Nafrat karta tha who usse ...talaq de diya ...uske mamu ki kabra par ...office mai ...ek ladki le liye uske shahuar sab kuch hota hai ...us rishte ki ek nazakat hoti hai ...jaane kaise wahiyad aadmi tha ...joh sab ke saamne usski izzat aise uchali ...badzat kahi ka ...

Zains face had turned red now ...he starred down as she kept on hurling abuses at him ...unknowing that he was the same person she was cursing ...

Tum hi bolo...uske aami abu se galti hui ...toh usko kyu chot pahucahayi usne...ek baar mauka hi deta ..par nahi aamir ghar ka bigda hua ladka, chote shehro ke logo ki kya kadar ...bahut sataya usne ...teen mahine tak gid gidati rahi ...mat do ...par usne ek nahi sunnni...

Shayad bahut pyaar bhi tha dono ke beech...aakhir mai who kuch kehna chahta tha usse ..par Rhea kuch sunne koh tayaar nahi thi ...chod diya ...najaane uske ami abu kya mehsoos karte honge ...agar uss raat accident mai mar jaati tab bhi kisse padi thi uski...

Zain gripped his hands that had started shaking ...

vahiyad insaan ...mujhe mile toh aise kaal kothri mai band kardu ...ki kabhi nazar bhi naa aaye ...

Zains eyes closed ...as tears filled his eyes ...

Jab koi insaan roye nahi na ...toh samajh lo ...chot bahut gehri hai ...

Pata hai mere bas chalta ...toh aise insaan koh aisa sabak seekhati ki zindagi bhar yaad rakhta ...

He had never felt as humiliated as he was feeling right now ...when he realized Aaliya had gone through hell alone ...all because of him ...her pain was what Rehmaan had seen and had hated Zain for...his gabbar chachu was so right in trying to keep her away from him ...

Allah kabhi reham nahi bakshe aise insaan koh ...dekhna ..kabhi nahi khush rahega who ...aise farishta ka dil toda hai usne ...who khud kisi na kisi zariye se usse zaroor tadpayenge ...hai lagegi ...humari toh kab ki lag chuki hogi usse ...

She stopped as Rhea walked in ...

Kitne fasle tay karte aaya mai ...yehi sochkar ki shayad ab manzil milegi ...

Pata chala ...manzil to door ...rasta hi nahi tha ...

thi bas ek ahoori si baat ...kuch lamhe ..kuch ankahi mulakaat ...

najaane mere saath hi aisa kyu hota hai...

kambhaqkht jab bhi hasne lagu ...yeh dil tadapkar rota hai...

ab kya kahunga tumse ...nahi jaanta ...

kaise muh dikhaunaga aone khuda koh ...yeh baat bhi nahi samjhta ...

sirf tumse pyaar karta rehna ke sazaa chahta hu...

teri baho mai rehni ki umra qaid ...maagta hu ...

SIM

Pre-cap: What happens on the way back ...will he walk away ...after knowing some harsh facts

Amazing chapter Sim!!!

Zain.

Chapter 10

This diary sum up perfectly Aaliya's state , she knows Zain's weakness let's see what he will do ?so excited for the coming chapters continue soon !

Awesome chapter
Loved it
Omg so much of humiliation for zain
Continue is on aur ha take care



Riya

OMG Aaliya have gone through so much

Lovely chapter. Another heartbreaking one for sure but i think it was important for zain to know all this. Poor guy his guilt is multiplying daily and hopefully his reaction to all this new information about what aliya went through and the things he reads in the diary will make him more determined and not break his resolve. What aliya has been through poor girl u can sympathize with her and her reaction to zain but she really needs to let it out she shouldnt bottle it up and cry alone she needs to talk to someone. The words in the end so beautiful. Cant wait for the next update hopefully a good convo btwn zaya.