changes -undesired an os

''mehaz lkire nhi,

benaam rishtha bna tha...

sadiyo ki reet tod

apna dil jliya hei!''

''iss risthe mein bhi wo bhi hei..fir nirnya sirf mera kyu...bolo bondita!''he asked wiping her endless tears.

when you felt something called unknown feelings,all changes...............

every member had a ecastic smile,''will ever she let her relation down,she has loved him''

she said,''mein sehmat hun pati babu ki nirnya se..ma ke baad apka sabd bhgwaan ka sabd,ye kha tha na..firve saq hei..agr hmare risthe mein bhi kuprtha ati hei toh hmesha kiliye mitadijye use..''

the council of elderly members had a truimpant smile,''fir kanoni taur pr aur smajik taur pr vivah vichedan krna hoga,kagzo pei dskht krna hoga aur ulthe phere bhi..''

a little worst harrasment to the daring duo.

for 1st time,the baar had to step behind her,every vow made them realize their love,the care that have been mending for years.

''ye mere pati aur mein inki ptni bondita..hmesha piche hi ghumti rhongi apke..hahah..''

''ptni hei meri koi haath lga ki dekhie...''

''vakil aajyega kuch ghnto mein fir kaanoni taur se bhi...ate hen..''

''are pr tb tk ye yahn rhegi kya..are nabalik hei,khie anirudh babu kuch kr..''

''hn ,nirlajta ki hadd hei,grima langhi hei isne,smaj sthan dega,privar apniega,bapp bhai pati koi toh nhi iska''

''aise udand stree jo pati ke saath ek saal mein hi..''

''basss,agr ek sabd aur kisine kha...toh mughse bura koi nhi hoga.....ye yehi rhegi''he roared back while she was weeping silently.

''are rhe kese bina sambndh ke rhe kese haveli kotha bhi hotha hei kya,maff kijyega par..bondita toh kumari hei,kisori bhi..thik hei kisi bhi stree ka pray purus ke saath najyas sm..''

thud!..he sleeps on floor

''how dare you povoke my bahu,dare u question rc's''

''bondita ke saath guru sishya ka lagav hei ,jisse app smjh skte hen kya nhi,ajj prisudh ristha hei hmara,smaj ki niymo ke virudh! aoo bondita''

''bondita ke saath guru sishya ka lagav hei ,jisse app smjh skte hen kya nhi,ajj prisudh ristha hei hmara,smaj ki niymo ke virudh! aoo bondita''

''haath na thmna ajj prye purus ka,lajj na ho toh sikhle,ese besarmei na krna..''

''jab isi smaj ne phek diya tha agni mein ,unhone thma tha mera haath,ajj smaj ka drr mughe mere bristera babu se bhi dur krdega nhi!,ek aurat hun toh hr prtha manu,nhi,bachpan ke hr bar jisne gyan diya,smaan bhi ,bharosha bhi unse bdhkr koi hei k...

''jab isi smaj ne phek diya tha agni mein ,unhone thma tha mera haath,ajj smaj ka drr mughe mere bristera babu se bhi dur krdega nhi!,ek aurat hun toh hr prtha manu,nhi,bachpan ke hr bar jisne gyan diya,smaan bhi ,bharosha bhi unse bdhkr koi hei kya mere lie..nhi na..''she kept her hands in his and they walk out of the room valiantly.

was he just an odinary babu?anirudh babu..his only mentor

anirudh was in terrace ,gazing at clear sky.''beta khush hei tu?''asked kaka in deep sigh

''khusiyan,pta nhi ,har aurat ka bhla cha tha,uska bhi,par....smjh nhi pa rha hun..sab..''

sampoorna smirks,''bondita janti hei na shuggan ki hr nishani mitani hogi,la mein..''

''haath na lgna mughe...''she storms out of room scaring her

mr.verma gave them th papers.every single word crunched an unknown desire of bonding,a care in every blink tattered.their eyes met deprived of words.their heart met deprived of relations!.

anirudh roy choudhry bondita roy choudhry

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''kyu kiya aisa bondita bolo?''he finally asked,after all left them

her anklets were in pain,he could say.she holded her strong palms,tight,letting go all her worries''mere shikshak babu ne kha tha,adrsh bhot bnte hen,pr anukran[following] bhot kamsmaj ki ek reeti se prem bnta hei kya?kya lkeere yaden mita deti hen?agar pati nhi toh adhikar nhi apka?''

''bondita ''he was panting hard,his eyes were in so much pain,tears struggled to flow,he was caring her locks,all of a sudden he touched his foreline,still in red sindoor.

he kissed her forehead.''ajj interview hoga,tyaar rhena..tum hmesha mere pass rhogi smjhi..''

''bas ma ko ye na khena..smaj ne dukh kam nhi diye use..''

while leaving her golden pallu swiped his face,he could smell both her beauty and pain.

''you're calimed for dalhousie school,congo''he went to guest room.

she removed all her jwels,took the shakapolas offf her little wrists and gave to dugga ma.

''koyeli jao sone ke hlki chudiyan le aoo...''

''nhi kaka sone ki nhi kach ki lado..''

a silver dot between her brows,a olive saree with blonde boders in bengali trend.the last supper from malkin's hand..till she meets again.

it was night.''sara sman rkh liya?kitabe,aur ye..''

''ji ..''

''ya bhi rkh lo,jab pat chla tha jaogi tb bnwya tha...''

it was one pendant,,one heart where bodnita stood with him during festive and other of ma.

three persons sat on the train,the man,he and bondita.she was timid and daring to accept her new life.the school was on the mountain side.the morning sun,viels in husky skies,the trees were nodding gently

''ssssshhhhhhhhhh...........''was voice of lucid winds blowing

there was a mum of pain,of lonely start and wanted love.yet quiet.his eyes shines in misery and pride at her bright life and void foreline.

''teri kismaat ajj teri hatho se likhi gyi,meri bas koshih heismaj ki har reetiyon tod,ek nya chrkha chlega,azadi aur badlav ki dhun,dalhousie sirf lkshya hei tumhra,chitthi likhna hoske toh,yaadd na krna kisko..khoob pdhna...''

'vada krti hun,jo span saath dekhatha use pura krungi,pr app kbhi royenge nhimeri kismat hmesha apse judi rhegi hmesha..'

sobbing emotionallyhe cried,''alvida bondita,bdlav ki aur,jaao smay hogya hei jaao bhi please..''he said laughig in own tears.

embracing her,last time,before she chases her dreams,before she churns into the young barrister.the staff said,''the time has fallen you must depart.''

she left with a curious smile,as always.he cried banging the little rocks.

'his hands bled,same her eyes did,

his heart aches,twin her unsaid emotions mend'

memories in a little known not relation they had.love,undesired,yet known they had mend.chnges changing the society.all awited till she again steps into his life,but forever!.

''kaliyan hwa,

mein dolti rhi

titliyan bgiyan chodti rhi...

bas ek zamin rha judiye ka!

asma rha mere

benaam armano ka !''