"Tumnein Bondita ki zindagi bachane ke liye usse shaadi ki thi. Tum mujhse pyaar karte the Anirudh. Maine itne saal sirf tumhara intezaar Kiya hai aur tumnein mera...." That was just ringing in her head. There was more to the conversation but she had no heart to listen to them. Her heart was already broken into many pieces. She didn't want any more! There was more things Saudamini said and so did Anirudh in that room of hers. She had no will to go in that room anymore. She was on terrace. Her face lit due to the moonlight, and streaks of tears could easily be seen. She was breathing heavily due to crying continuously, hiccuping occasionally, to break her breath. It isn't easy to accept the fact that the life you are living belonged to someone else. She was trying to make peace with this new found truth but maybe, just maybe, it would have been better if she didn't know it at all. After 10 years of marriage and 10 years of knowing her 'Pati Babu' she was feeling she didn't know him at all, and it hurts! "Bondita!" She hear him call her. Had it been any other day she would run to him on one feet if needed. But today, she didn't feel like seeing him. She didn't feel it was her right anymore. She didn't !
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I don't know, I just wanted to write this! 😳
Udne Ki Aasha
