So I had a dream last night and thought to share it with you all.
It will come as no surprise that it was about Bandini 😆.
I honestly cannot remember how it started, but at some point I found myself as Santu inside M-mansion. It was a little similar to Friday's epi, in that everyone was going about their business and I (Santu) was skulking about. The mansion was smaller and the layout somewhat different.
Cut to the next scene where in my attempts to locate DM, I came across the same room as in the epi and like the epi, the room is also locked. cut to the next scene where I appear to be trying to gain access to the room and am being barred from doing so by Chemical Khemi.
I look towards the door once again and see that bizzarely it seems to have a post-flap on the front! I bend down and take a look inside the room and I see DM lying on the bed. He is awake and looking up at the ceiling. Even more bizzarely, there is a young child with a curly mop of dark hair lying at his feet. Or to be more precise they are laying down head to toe next to each other. The child is a boy. DM strokes the childs hair and smiles. And for one instant I (Santu) am unable to tell which is the child. Although DM does nothing more than that I seem to get a feeling that he has become sort of child-like. I as Santu experience the most incredible feeling of compassion and overwhelming sense of love.
The next moment I am still outside the room, only it has changed to another part of the house. The whole family is with me and I am insisting on being allowed to see my husband while the family block my path. Suddenly, DM comes out of the room. He walks a few paces towards us. There is a small smile on his face. There is once again something child-like about him. He is looking at us, but not really focusing on us. He stands next to me, and I instinctively hug him. He returns the hug in the same manner as a child would. He is then led away, and I don't remember entirely but I think it was by Khemi.
Suddenly, a doctor is there and I'm asking him questions about DM. I ask him what exactly is wrong with him. He lists three different conditions, but I am unable to comprehend the names and ask him again. Again he says three names and again I don't understand him. I tell him that he has absolutely no idea what he is saying. He is making up utter rubbish and giving me made-up names that don't even exist. I get mad at him.
The door to the room is open and I see DM lying on the bed. I want to go to him. I walk into the room but Khemi stops me and says I cannot and I should go from there.
She stands in my way. I push her aside and looking straight at her tell her that regardless of whether they like it or not, he is still my husband and I will see him and she cannot stop me! Khemi doesn't attempt to stop me again, and Hiten and Maulik who are there also, stand back.
I walk over to DM, but suddenly I am no longer Santu, but Birwawanting to see my father!! In that moment it seems that they are all aware that I am the real killer and am now the blacksheep of the family alongside Santu. He is lying on his side with his back to us. I stroke his hair, and leaning over I place a kiss on his head and whisper "I'm sorry Papa". Then placing another on his ear I repeat "I'm sorry". I am crying silently and slowly walk out of the room. I am thinking "Uh oh, surely they won't let us stay in the house after this?!"
Next I see myself going downstairs. I can see Santu sitting on the floor surrounded by other women. They have a lot of vessels and utensils around them and I cannot tell whether they are cooking or eating!! There are other people walking about as if preparations are under way for something. I go to Santu and tell her that "Santu we will be kicked out of the house soon" She seems to be neither surprised nor worried by my comment.
And that's where it finishes!!
I have no idea where it came from, why I had it or what it means. But there you go. It's here for you perusal and your insight!!
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