Jagya and Gauri reminds my husband's infidelity

thanks pals,

So where i was ????? yaaa he was just like my Bhagwaan. I grew up with him all my life . we both developed a great personality in each other good company. we were like meshed potatoes like. In last 20 years we never had any conflicts, no arguments.I even don't remember if I had any tears in my eyes just because of him. he was extra caring. Some time I used to feel myself like PARI.

And so I was doing for him. we were good friend, good pati patni, and in this relationship I always felt a craving for fresh romance and sex (for that we both had same chemistry) and we both were so good into even after 18 years.

shaad key 20 saal jese hawa lag kar ud gaye theey. In those many years we had one daughter and one son( both are very cute and sensible kids). Ppl in community always praised my family. (they still because no one knows about this issue, not even my own daughter)

ys my engish is not that good/

I am here again... with rest of my story.

Some one wrote about " that strange that no fight no argument etc. ??????"

yes its true. I used to think like that too. how come me and him never fight or any disagreement etc.? but believe me or not it was like that. And specially when you really love someone from bottom of your heart.

And this my opinion, because : jab tak aap kisi ko dil jaan say chahate ho aapko uski kio bhi baat buri nai lagte hai aur aap ko lagta hai ki aap key samne walla bhi aapko utna hi chahata hai." But essa hota nai hai practical life me that I have learn now.

we were made for each other. with his company i got lots of good habits and he does. He always used to brought expensive gifts. well I have no words to share my overwhelming feeling about his passion and attachment for me.

Three years back I found a good job opportunity for him out of city and I forced him to go and take it just sake of good career path. Although I was making good money and so he was. But still I thought this decision will good for his coming career plan. We have decided that i will take care kids with my business and call my mom from India to help me at home in his absents.

He was gone to North Carolina to join his new job in 2009. and that it...he have changed completely in 15 days. I was thinking might be just because of home sickness or new job pressure or new city new ppl or missing ME. I started to feel disconnect with me on and off over the phone even.

Well guys I am going again into that dirty memory black hole. so I will write tomorrow rest of.

Thanks

Seema