RAYA FF -Sirf Meri Ho *THREAD-9* PART-90ON page -94 - Page 66

Hearing his voice when she opened her eyes ,he was just inches away from her face
staring at her with his moisten eyes , He evry well know what all she must be thinking he
felt that she is crying that's why he was there right beside her . she immediately hugged
him saying "Please Ram Its hurting so much , So much " I don't know why ? I don't know
how to erase the chapter " I don't know what im feeling right now ? I just can't take this
pain Ram ??
I just can't ? she fisted his kurtha in her hands , her head on his chest crying copiously .
Im sorry baby ,Im so sorry saying this he made her gulp down her sleeping pill after 10
mins she slept on his chest before that her weeping was unbareble . kissing her forehead
he thought of thinking something to change Priya's mood . But nothing seemed to come
up after some time , he too drifted off to uncomfy sleep becoz of tired ness and
medication effect .
The softness of their feet , touching their noses .. Ohh priyaaa look at her God she is damn
cute ,isn't she Ram squeled with joy .Ohhh common baby doll , grasping a baby in his
large hands , will go for bath , Priyaaa why don't we take them bath together winking at her
.. Haww priya said you are becoming shameless day by day Rammm .
Priyaaa what about the anklets for them ... Hmm nooo banglesss .. no nooo toysss of same
colour . and what about the same dresses ...
By the way what are you waiting for ,This is such a sweet gift you know priya .kissing her
stomach
Priyaa.. priyaaa .. priya ... she woke up with a jolt only to crest fallen that this is all a dream
A bad dream of hers.

Ram was too scared to look at priya lik this . she was badly sweating tears were just flowing from her eyes lik anything.
He hugged her tightly consolled her whispering in her ear "everything will be okay " .just the days pass on priya became more vulnerable ,petite ,she was slowly dipping into depression .
Ram however trying to make her normal it's a very difficult task for him to mamahe her . as the company lost few deals already he was juggling between his personal and professional life .
That day priya sat on their terrus as she lost in her thoughts she hasnt recognised the time and place where she was . hee cell bombered with number of calls but as it was in silent mode she couldn't take it .
Ram came back home franctically searching 4 her but she was no where 2 b seen . he and the other family members r calling from so much time but there is no trace of her .
Ram searched every where reached 11 o clock to their home by the time priya slowly walked down fr the terrus .
Ram was shellshocked to knw that she was in home itself from the morning .
Priyaaa he shouted at his top of his lungs . she startled and gazed at them she understud the situation is nt good she panicked thinking what happen and to whom .
she asked the dame "what happen ram ,is everyone is okay "
where the hell are you ,where is your mobile and whats the time now ???
she looked at her screen it was around 100 s of missed calls from her loved ones .
She gasped and scared 2 answer him as she already facing the flares from him .she was eqaully stunned how she sat lik that . but she couldn't dare 2 look at him . she slowly murmured sorry and left the place to their bedroom as if nothing happened .
She lazily sparwled on their bed .After sometime he entered their room . Her thoughts disturbed by his presence.She clutched her dupatta firmly .As she knw his rage and she so can imagine how he might have felt .
1..2..3 mins passed she heard shower sound . she opened her eyes surprisingly . in the mean time rishab entered and she felt very bad 2 see him lik this . he sat with her and told don't play with us bhabhi .it's too much to bear .im already suffering so much if i lose u also than i can't live peacefully .
She ruffled his hair tears are brimming in her eyes also .
He kept his head in her lap bhabhi i know you lost your kids .but you always tell na im lik ur own kid than when i needed u ,he gulped his own words as his sobs were out .
she hugged him ,please Rishi im sorry but that thought of the .sobs..the ..sobs..abortion.. and sobs..it's nt going from my mind .
yes beta your like my kid and you will be always my first kid . they felt someone entered the room seeing Ram she broke the hug and wiped his tears and asked him whether he had his food or not .
he nodded his head negative .
come than we will have .
she about to get up but Ram stopped her .
i ordered our dinner here priya . Rishi ma is waiting 4 u .we will eat together tomorrow breakfast .
saying ok he left with a small smile on his face . bansikaka entered with their food tray .
she left to wash her hands .he served by that time . she was lil shocked as there was only one plate .
He signaled her 2 sit infront of him . and she did obeyed his orders like a good girl .
he fed her she ate . He was staring at her .she knw he has so many unanswered questions for him and she do knw that those will be unanswered for her too .
she ate fully today after longtime . Ram too finished his dinner . He gave his fav novel 2 her while she reading he was working on his laptop .
She was wondering why he isn't yelling at her nor asking anything .
After an hour he closed his lappy he turned to herside hugged her more .
She was shellshocked with this move as his touch was with lust .
she protested . But he was giving kisses on her neck ,cheeks on her front part .
please priya cooperate wit me . How many days its been .please just once .
Rammm .. she pushed him lil bit hard.
he stopped forawhile .
setting her saree what happen to you Ram.i can't do this now .
Ram":Why babyy u can't do .im dying to b with u .
priya :if u r thinking you can divert my mood with this thing .than your very wrong mr.kapoor .
Ram; I'm not doing this 2 divert u r mind .im hungry 4 u babes .
Priya ;Than its been 5 mins u r with me where is your erection ?
Ram; was stilled 4 a min to answer her question .
priya set herself comfortably herside and slept .
Ram was shocked 2 know how the hell she got to knw what he was trying to do .
He too slept with her .
next day morning he left 2 his office as the meeting was in newly bought farmhouse . he was also going 4 the first time . he thought it might b late but the driver knows the route so he travelled easily . after an hour driver opened his window a bit and throwing bananas outside .
Ram looked what he is doing and when he saw the road was going thrw a forest and so many monkey's staying on those trees . and they are runing behind the vehicles and if someone thrw something to catch them .
it was so beautiful to see . since his driver is thrwing bananas somany monkeys following this car. Ram enjoyed that and he too started throwing biscuits ,lays ,cup cakes ,whatever he is having . He felt refresh . hid mind flashed an idea .
In home Priya took bath and she slowly came to Rishabs room .
as he was working something on his lappy .she sat beside him .He was delighted to see her .
Wow bhabhi .Good morning .
she wished good morning with her warm smile .She recognised he become thin and worried lines under his eyes .
She remembered yesterday's talk and she asked him .Rishab what happen to you is there anything bothering you . you can tell me Rishi .
before he answers he got a call from kapoor's office financial manager .
Rishab :Good morning
she can hear only one side convo .
Rishab ;Nope i needed the money rt now Mr.Ashwath i have to book my flight tickets and to complete this project i need the money .
...
how come i get sogn from bhai rt now .
Priya asked what happen . Rishab briefed the situation he needs money to complete his project and he is going to Uk to work there with a company for 3 months . So he needs money as he booked the tickets with his friends but manager is asking its a big amount so he needs bhai sign .
Priya took the call talked with manager . will my sign is okay for this proceedings .
Mr.Ashwath :sure mam , it's just confirmation .If you sign on your combined bank cheque i can easily transfer the amount .
priya : sure Mr.Ashwath .
Thank you bhabhi thank you so much bhabhi . before she ask furthur neel came koncking the door .
after long time priya has seen her and she sweetly surprised .
priya took her to their room.ordered some snacks and listening to her nonchantong ninteen dozen things .when neel felt priya was a bit mood to talk. she asked priyu what you gave the msg yrdy .
Priya went silent for a min . as in anger she gave msg to neel as she don't want to live anymore . she feels suffocated .
Neel took priya hands in her .
look priya how Much Ram loves you and how he cares for you .i know you are dealing with the most difficult issue . i know you are unable 2 come out of that grief .i do know you wanted to be alone and aloof . And i do know you wanted to take this burden off from your heart .
let it be out priyu .
priya while tears brimmin in her eyes . how neel how .. I love him lik anything .but he doesn't even care ne to show my babies and he doesn't even tell me what happened with me when i was unconscious
yes yes i know he ..sobs.he did for my best but somehow im unable to exceot this is all happened .sobs moreover this is all happend in my absence of mind but my loving hubby presence is there .
Why neel why its happened to me . Why its happening to me . what i did . as far as i know i didn't harm to anyone .
Neel also had tears she hugged priya asked her to cry her heart out.
Priya spilts onto pool of tears immediately . she made priya lie down in her lap . Priya is telling something and crying continuously as if her sarrow ,misery,hurt,betrayal everything is coming out of in the form of her tears .
Neel given moral support to cry her heartout . She is keep on trying to tell something but in her sobs neel didn't understand anything .
It's been few hours priya tears dried up . just her sobs and hicccups were continued .
by evening Ram came home seeing neel he smiled seeing the site he was horrified .
neel signalled him to be calm and talk with her .
Ram moved towards her he gebtly touched her forehead . making her look at him .
she thrown herself into his arms hitting on his chest why why you haven't showed me why you haven't tell me anything before why why .
sshhh don't cry baby ..
Neel :let her cry Ram ,let her sarrow comes out .
Ram stopped saying don't cry . He pressed her head more in to his chest .
priya yes im admitting i did a mistake that hiding this but in tat condition only that option left for me . you know i loved you like anything and do you know how it hurts when a person comes to know . becoming a father of two tiny fetus at the sametime becoming a unworthy father who wasn't able to protect his own unborns being this rich i couldnt able 2 do that priya . do you know how i felt . it feels ripping my heart and cutting in to pieces .
i thought that should not come to you . that's why i hid the matter .Neel gently left them alone .
they both cried their heart outs . they don't know how they slept or when they slept .
The sleep which engulfed them with removing sorrow out of their lives . light heartened hearts swinging in a same osean of undrenched hurt and guilty ,finally slept in each other arms.
They got up when the sunrays touching their skin . Priya muffled under her breath moved near his chest covering her face from the rays .Ram felt the old priya back he gently kissed on her hair closed the curtains .
He ruffling her hair she slowly opened her eyes . She gazed at him by the time he too staring at her .Silence won the time .without uttering anything both understood their feelings for each other. she snuggled more closer to him .he kept her more nearer to her heart .
They have taken their own time to comeback downstairs . they had their brunch . Ram dropped priya in their papas house and left for office .
she too went for her papas home . she played with prem for sometime . She did walked with her father in the same park which they used 2 walk since her childhood .
she felt a bit better when the day is going to an end.Around 8 shipra called priya for dinner .Priya freshly bathed wore a multi colour saree which was her fav when she was single .
She was actually waiting for Ram to come and take her home.Everybody seated for dinner except shipra.
when oriya enquired she said she will look after prem than i will have .
priya told she will be with prem you carry on thinking Ram might come anytime .
They agreed for it talking ninteen dozen things they are having.priya was impatient so she dialled his number the phone is ringing but he is not picking the call.
She was desperate "Why he is not attending the calls ,when he can't even attend his wife of call why he is maintaining the costliest mobile " she felt a comstant gaze on her . when she looked up two chacolate brown eyes staring at her with his trade mark style.
She bit her lowerlip as she very well know he heard her blabbering.
When did you come Mr.Kapoor ,When you called first i was parking my car .second time at your lift 3rd time infront of your door 4th time infront of you ,5th time you noticed me .
She blushed like a new bride.He felt goosebumps seeing her fresh smile after these nany days . he felt like desert without seeing her smile .