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I used to think the day my mom left me and babuji was the worst day of my life. But I lived through it.
I used to think the day my babuji died was the worst day of my life. But I accepted his other family and spent my energy taking care of their needs.
I built a wall around my heart and a business empire to occupy my mind, and I survived.
I thought the day Priya left me after the Natasha fiasco, was the worst day of my life. I shut myself off from the world, but she came back and I survived.
But today, when Priya took the blame for Sid's crime and got arrested, when she was sitting in the police van, so vulnerable, trying hard to appear brave, I see that nothing else can come close to being as bad as this.
Today, I insulted my wife , my life, in front of everyone. Told her to leave the house. and then she came back only to save me from incarceration.
Today I insulted my own mother in front of everyone , and stood up for my step-mom only to have her prove once again that I was only a sautela, and her loyalty would always be only with her own children.
aisa kyon hota hai, ki jo insaan business ke maamle me kabhi galati nahin karta, woh personal life me, relations ke maamle me hamesha galat ho jaata hai?
Aisa kyon hai, ki office ke meetings me bade bade clients ke aage jis insaan ki bolti kabhi band nahin hoti, uske munh se awaaz hi nahin nikalti jab uski biwi chilla chilla ke usse "I love you' kehti hai.
Aisa kyon hai ki ek choti si presentation se main ek saari company ki halaat ko samajh jaata hun, par 20 saal se din raat unke saath rehke mere parivaar waalon ki asliyat ko main samajh nahin paaya.
Aisa kyon hai ki Sid ke baar baar galti karne par maine use maaf kar diya, par meri sagi maa ki ek galati mujhse maaf nahin ki jaati...
Aisa kyon hota hai ki main itna kuch kehna chahta hun, par mere munh se kuch nikalta hi nahin?
Aisa kyon hua ki jail me main Priya ke haath thaamna chahta tha, usse maafi maangna chahta tha,uske sar par haath rakh kar usse kehna chahta tha ki Daro mat. Main hoon tumhaare saath. par kuch kiya nahin. bas door khada raha.
Kya main itna bura hun? kya mera dil pathar ka bana hai?
Lekin agar sach me main bura hota, tho Priya jaisi insaan ko mujhse pyaar kyon hota?
Vikram jaisa Dost itne saalon se mere saath kyon rehta?
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