Part 58:-
Kiran:- Roshan..aap baar baar ye kah rahe ho that he does not know anything about didu.. aapko patha hai.. ek baar Roshini mam ka mood bahut off tha school mein kyun ki Arjun sir ne unko birthday wish nahi kiya.. and jab unhe unka galthi patha
chala.. you know what Arjun sir did.. he bought all white roses and decorated the whole staff room with sorry card and bought a cake as a surprise.. jab woh mam ka birthday bhoolsakthe hai..jinhe woh behad pyar karthe hai... tho woh didu ke baare mein kaise jaanege.. aur woh bhi unke saath itna bada hadsa hone ke baad.. how can we expect him to be normal..
Now, Roshan also does not have any words.. unknown to them someone else was also hearing to all this..
Yes the person is none other than riya..she had hear roshan n kiran 's talk..
She here their conversation..
Kiran(to roshan):-chaliye ek baar riyu di ko dekh lete he..
Riya immigiately goes to her room..lye on bed n act as she is sleeping..
Kiran n roshan come to riya's room n saw her sleeping..
Roshan-riyu..ab tak so rahi he..?tumne usse kahi heavy dose toh nahi diya..?
Kiran:-excuse me..mein bhi doctori padh rahi hu..meine di ko normal dose diya he OK..?
Roshan:-toh ye baat shanti se nahi bol sakhti..gussa karne ki kya zarurat he..
Kiran glare him..
Kiran:-jaise aap thodi der pehale itne gusse se baat kar rahe the..mein bhi wahi kar rahi hu..
Roshan:-mere gusse ki wajah thi..tum uss arjun ki chamchi banake usaki side le rahi thi..
Kiran(sigh):-roshan..plz..aap iss pure situation ko ek dost aur ek bhai ki nazar se dekh rahe he..aap ek doctor..ek insaan banke sochiye ke arjun sir bhi bahot bade taroma se guzare he..
Roshan don't know what to say..seeing him like this kiran sigh..
Kiran:-aap jayiye..didu aapko yaha dekhegi toh bahot sare sawal karegi..
Roshan nodded..both roshan n kiran look to riya once more..n found her sleeping peacefully..
Both come out of her room..
(Now riya can't hear them)
Roshan:-ok..mein chalata hu..tum raat ko yahi ruko..
Kiran nodded..
Kiran:-waise meine toh baat karne ke liye sirf aapko bulaya tha..fir arjun sir yaha kaise aaye..?
Roshan:-umm...woh..woh..actually..arjun riya se koi case he jisake liye dono kal pune ja rahe he,woh use ussi silsile me kuch baat karne ghar aaya tha..jab tumne muze yaha aane ke liye phone kiya toh muze pareshan dekh ke usane bhi mere sath chalane ki zid ki..aur ye sab hua..
Kiran:-hmm..
Roshan(in mind):-na Jane aur kitne zoot boluga kiran se..jiss din pakda jauga dhulayi pakki..
Kiran:-kya soch rahe he aap..?
Roshan:-kuch nahi..OK..bye..
Saying this he left..here kiran goes to kitchen to make dinner..
Here Sam n arjun who is also hearing the conversation sigh in relief thinking ke kiran ko shaq nahi hua..
In Riya's room:-
Riya(in mind):-roshan yaha kya kar raha tha..?zarur muze uss tarah panick hote dekh kiran dar gayi hogi aur usane roshan ko yaha bulwa liya hoga..lekin woh dono arjun sir ko leke kitna zagad rahe the..zarur roshan ne kiran ko mere aur arjun ki shadi me bare me bataya hoga..roshan arjun pe gussa tha mere panick attack ke wajah se..aur issiliye kiran arjun ki side leke usse zagad rahi thi..
She sigh..
Here kiran makes dal chaval..n back to Riya's room..
She saw riya sitting on bed n lost ..
Kiran:-didu..aap kab uthi..?
Riya:-bas abhi..
Kiran:-ab aapko thik lag raha he..?
Riya:-ha..mein thik hu..lekin tumhe ye sab chote kaise lagi..?hath pe bhi kharoch aur sar pe bandage..??sab kya he ye..??
Kiran:-umm..woh didu .woh..aap so rahi thi na toh meine socha me mein kuch acchi sabji lekar aati hu..par u know.. Jin gundo ko meine aate waqt bevkoof banaya tha woh hamare piche hi aaye the yaha..aur jab unhone muze akele dekha toh firse muze chedane lage..mein bas unse hi bhag rahi thi ke gir gayi..aur chot lag gayi..fir bina sabji liye hi wapas aa gayi..
Riya(suspicious):-fir ye bandage kisane kiya..??
Kiran:-meine hi kiya didu..aap bhul rahi he..mein bhi doctor ki padai kar rahi hu..
Riya:-ha pata he muze..lekin..
Kiran:-woh sab chodo didu..meine fir dal chaval hi bana diye .aap khaoge na..??
Riya:-ha baba..lekin tuze banane ki zarurat kya thi..?itni chot lagi he..aaram kar leti..?ham bahar se kuch order kar lete..
Kiran:-fikar mat karo didu..mein thik hu.chalo..ab khana kha lete he..
Riya(in mind):-pata nahi kyo lag raha he kiran apne choto ke bare me zoot bol rahi he..roshan bhi itne gusse me lag raha tha..kahi aisa toh nahi gusse me roshan ne hi kiran ko hurt kiya ho..?hey bhagwan..ye roshan bhi na...
All this conversation hear by roshan, arjun n Sam(aayesha couldn't hear all this..)..they sigh in relief..
Sam n aayesha reach to home..aayesha bahot pareshan he..
Sam:-aayu..tum so jao..take rest..
Aayesha just nodded n lye on bed..
Sam too lye besides her..but both don't sleep they lost in their own thoughts..
Here arjun is driving aimlessly lost in thinking about riya..
Roshan reached to Sam's home..open door with his keys..n directly headed to his room..n sit on bed lost in his thoughts .
Here riya n kiran complete dinner..
Kiran:-didu..an aap rest kijiye..
Riya:-chot tumhe lagi he..tum bhi rest karo..
Both kiran n riya sleep on bed in Riya's room..
Here at Sam's home..
Aayesha look to Sam(who is closed his eyes)..she sigh..
Aayesha(in mind):-mein janti hu sameer aap soye nahi he..riyu ki fikar aapko kaise sone de sakhti he..hey bhagwan..ye sab tune meri gudiya ke naseeb me hi kyo likha..woh iss tarah khud ko hurt kar rahi he..?khud ko burnt kar rahi he..bas ab aur takleef me nahi dekh sakhti mein usse..woh yaha se dur thi,arjun sir se dur thi wahi accha tha..woh wapas aayi he tab se usaka khud ko kisina kisi tarike se hurt karna badh gaya he..plz bhagwan ab aur meri gudiya ki pariksha mat lo..
She somehow control her sob..
Sam(in mind):-mein janta hu aayu..tumne apne aasuoko badi mushkil se roka he..sach kahu toh riya iss tarah khud ko dard de rahi he ye sunke mein bhi tumhari aur roshan ki tarah arjun pe gussa ho gaya tha..par jab kiran ki baate suni..tab muze ehsaas hua ke kahi na kahi mein galat hu..mein kabhi ek accha dost nahi ban paya..meine arjun pe yakin nahi kiya aur usse hi roshni ki maut ka zimmedar thehraya..aur riya ke mamle me bhi meine kabhi arjun ki side janane ki koshish nahi ki..ek dost hone ke Nate kam se kam muze ye samzne ki koshish toh karni chahiye thi ke woh kin halato se guzar raha he..sorry arjun..mein kabhi tera accha dost ban hi nahi paya..
On the other hand in roshan's room,roshan sitting on bed..n lost in thinking..
Roshan(to himself):-riyu khud ko iss kadar hurt kar rahi he..accha hua ye baat samne aa gayi..kiran ko inn sabke liye chunane ka mera decision bilcul sahi tha..(he took a photo from drawer,its of kiran)meine tumhe arjun ko leke zagda kiya..par tum sahi thi..mein sirf riyu ka best friend n bhai banake hi sab soch raha hu..muze ek doctor banake sochna chahiye..aur mere andar ka doctor ye baat acchese samzta he ke riya arjun ke sath se hi normal ho sakhti he..
He caresses kiran's photo..
Roshan(to himself):-lekin tum na..itni bakbak karti ho..aur jaan buzke muze irritate aur gussa dilati ho..hosh me aate hi aise bakbak suru kar di..me mein tumhe sorry bhi nahi bol paya..mere gusse ke wajah se hi usse chot lagi..aur meine usse sorry bhi nahi bola..
He sigh sadly..
Here at riya's place:-
Kiran is sleeping besides riya..she look to riya n found her sleeping..
Kiran(in mind):-good..didu toh acchese so rahi he..warna unka woh panick hona..aur bad me body me woh scars dekh kar toh mein bahot tension me aa gayi thi..I m sorry didu..meine ye baat roshan ko batayi..aapko mera unhe ye batana shayad accha na lage.. Par mein kya karu..uss waqt muze wahi sahi laga tha..par roshan toh ekdam voilent ho gaye the..arjun sir pe attack karne ja rahe the..agar mein bich me na aati toh na Jane kya karate..par didu..kuch bhi kaho..aapko best friend(means roshan) bade hi khadoos he..unke wajah se muze chot lagi..par sorry bolne ke jagah kaise zagad rahe the..(she pout)..par didu I promise..chahe roshan se kitna bhi zagadna pade.. Mein aapko aur arjun sir ko milake rahugi..muze thoda aur wait karna hoga jab didu khud muzse arjun sir aur apne bare me share karegi..
She close her eyes n soon fall in sleep..
Here though riya has closed her eyes..but sleep is far away from her eyes..
Riya(in mind):-kiran ne kahi na kahi arjun sir ke bare me sach hi toh kaha..arjun sir ne kabhi bhi muze intentionally hurt nahi kiya...sach hi toh kaha na usane..arjun sir kitne tute hue insaan he..unke liye dubara pyar karna..dubara apne zindagi ki suruwat karna hi kitni badi baat thi..arjun sir muzme roshni ji ko dekh rahe the..par meine kabhi unhe uss baat ke liye roka nahi..meine kabhi unhe ye nahi kaha ke woh muze roshni ji se compare na Kare..aur nahi meine unse apni zindagi ke bare me khud hoke share kiya..agar woh mere bare me kuch nahi jante toh meine bhi toh unhe apne bare me khud hoke kabhi batane ki koshish nahi..unhone toh muze apni zindagi me shamil kiya..muze apne tute hue dil me jagah di..abhi bhi woh kitne dard me he..mein kya karu arjun sir..mein bhi aapka sath chahti hu..mein aapse dur nahi rehna chahti..par kya karu..jab bhi mein sab bhul ke aapke pass aane ki sochti hu..muze woh raat yaad aa jati he..(night when ariya become one n arjun take roshni's name)mein chah kar bhi bhul nahi pati..par ab mein aapko yu dard me nahi rehane dungi.. Mein koshish karugi hamare relationship ko ek chance dene ki..
She sigh..n try to sleep..
Here arjun is still driving aimlessly.. Finally he stop car somewhere..the place is very unknown to him..but it does not matter to him now..
He was remembering each moment he spend with riya..how he was feeling empty after sikandar's revenge..then how riya slowly removes his pain by her smile..how her one smile used to make his day..how she used to take care him n his all belonging from his cutting chai till to his dinner n health.. How much she was happy when he ask her for marriage..how was she happy when they were becoming one..but..what he did to her..he even don't know her favorite color..don't know about her life with aayesha roshan n her parents..how he unintentionally compare her with roshani..he could never give her happiness..
Arjun:-riya..meine toh socha tha ke jis tarah tumne mere dil ka dard mitake muze dubara pyar karna sikhaya..ussi tarah mein bhi tumhare andar ke dard ko mitake fir se tumme pyar jagana chahta tha..par..I have already damage u very much..meine ab tak tumhe bahot dard diya he..mein..sirf aur sirf mein hi tumhare dard ki wajah bana hu riya..mein tumhe koi khushi nahi de sakha..aur shayad kabhi na de sakhu..kiran bhale hi muze acchese samazti he..I wonder ke woh muze itne acchese kaise samaz sakhti he ke meine tumne jaan buzke kabhi hurt nahi kiya hoga..par itentionall ho ya untentionall ho..meine tumhe hurt kiya..tumhari iss halat ki wajah bhi mein hi hu..mere wajah se hi tum khud ko burn kar rahi ho..kyo ki meine tumhe waha chua tha..(tears rolled from his eyes)mein hi hu tumhare inn panick attack aur strange behavior ki wajah..sab mere wajah se he..but ab aur nahi..mere wajah se ye takleef tumhe he na..mein tumhare layak hi nahi hu riya..mein tumhe deserve nahi karta.. Meine hamesha tumhe dukh diya he..mere tumse dur rehane me hi tumhari bhalayi he..mere tumse dur rehane se hi shayad tumhare dard kam ho..
He make up his mind to stay away from riya..
Next morning:-
Riya n kiran wake up..riya drop kiran to her hostel..n come to Sam's home..
She knows everyone will question her..
Riya:-aap teeno muzpe sawal barsaye issiliye pehale hi bata rahi hu ke mein hamare ghar pe thi aur kiran mere sath thi..
Aayesha:-riyu..
Riya:-aayu..ham baad me baat Kare ..muze jaldi ready hona he..mein aaj pune ja rahi hu na case ke liye..n u know arjun sir ko late hona bilcul pasand nahi he..
Saying this she left to her room..
Aayesha(worrily):-sameer..kya arjun sir ko hi riyu ke sath bhejana hoga..?plz..kisi aur ko bhejiye..
Sam:-aayesha..ye pehale hi fix hua tha ke rawte riya ke sath jayega..aur plz..personal n professional matter ham separate hi rakhe toh accha he..
Aayesha sigh n left to kitchen..
Same time Sam's phone buzz..its from arjun..
Sam:-hmm..rawte bolo..
Arjun'-rathod..mein pune nahi ja sakhta..tum..shree ko riya ke sath bhej do..
Sam:-what is this..rawte..?tum kyo nahi Jana chahte .mein pehale shree ko hi bhejne wala tha.. Tab tumne bade shan se kaha ke tum jaoge..ab tumhe hi jana hoga..
Arjun:-dekho rathod..
Sam:-rawte. Tumhe riya ki thodi bhi fikar nahi he na..?
Arjun:-usaki fikar he issiliye toh..?
Sam:-matlab..?dekho..bato ko gol gol mat ghumao..tum riya ke sath ja rahe ho..n its final..
Arjun:-OK..toh riya ko mera message de dena ke woh directly office me muze mile..waha se hi ham jayege..
Saying this arjun cut phone..
Sam n roshan look to each other..unn dono ko bhi iss baat ka ehsaas hua he kiran ki bato se ke riya arjun ke sath aur pyar se hi thik ho sakhti he..
Unknown to them riya had hear Sam's side conversation..
Riya(in mind):-arjun sir..mere sath pune nahi Jana chahte the..??kyo..??
Sam saw riya..
Sam:-riya..tum kab aayi..?
Riya:-bas..abhi bhai..
Sam:-rawte ka phone tha..tumhe office bulaya he..fir waha se tum log pune ke liye nikalane wale ho..
Riya:-hmm..
Riya(in mind):-par kal jab meine baat ki thi..tab unhone kaha tha ke woh muze ghar se pick karege..unhe hua kya he..?
(Arjun is trying to stay away from riya as he think he don't deserve her)
Mangal Lakshmi
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