Arakshi SS : Unchahi Arzoo... *Last Update - End* Pg 34 - Page 20

Originally posted by: Armagadon

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Thank you so very much for your comments dears... it means a ton lot... Wanted to reply individually, but most of you know that actually am on the run...

Then why an update today? Well... a special reason... below is the next chapter, I really hope you all love it as much as you loved the previous chapter!

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Arma

"I am..." Sakshi said quietly... her heart was throbbing... she didn't know why she said a yes... from where the confidence came...

Arjun looked at her... she wasn't a woman he would want to have just... s*x... she was a woman who deserved more... he just hugged her tightly...

She was soft yet hard... strong yet soft... mature yet delicate... all at the same time...

Sakshi remained quiet as she felt herself to be engulfed in his arms...

Their gut instincts told her that this night would change her life...

How true...

Arjun walked towards the living room when he heard the shuffling of feet... and a sigh... he frowned, taking quick steps towards the kitchen he found Sakshi staring at the injection needle and trying to inject herself.

"Help?" he asked, making Sakshi stumble "No, it's fine Sir... I.." she tried to hide the injection.

"Woh... Ayesha se contact nahi ho pa raha hai, can you please check... I don't know yeh injection kaise loon..." Sakshi looked at her feet and fumbled with her fingers. "Kaha lagani hai?" he asked. "Umm... right above my hips..." Sakshi said.

"One sec, ya Ash... what... busy... woh Sakshi ki first injection... it's tough for her..." Arjun spoke to her... Sakshi felt awkward on having Arjun calling up for her.

He cut the call... "Umm... Sakshi, is it fine if I help you?" Sakshi spluttered on the glass of water... "Sir... woh... it's on my waist..." she said softly... the very thought that Arjun would help her, it made her embarrassed as well as made the atmosphere awkward.

Arjun sensed the discomfort in Sakshi, somehow he had to reassure her that he really wouldn't have other intentions on her. "Well hospital is an hour late away and you are already late for your first injection..." Arjun explained. "Nahi sir... I... I will manage, thank you for your concern." she said and kept her phone on the slab, watching YouTube video of putting the injection. Her hands trembled as she tried to hold the injection.

Sakshi looked helplessly at Arjun who half smiled at her "Don't worry, I'll help." he said and took the filled injection in his hand. He felt her shiver when he raised her shirt a little, and her tense up when he rubbed the area with antiseptic and place his bare palm on her soft waist, Arjun himself felt awkward... it was years since he touched a woman.

He shook off his thought and focused on placing his palm correctly on her waist, for in between his fingers where the "V" shape would come he would have to insert the injection there.

It was tough... damn tough. He took in a sharp breath... and plunged the injection straight into a muscle... "Ah!" Sakshi whimpered, frightening Arjun... So So sorry... you're just fine, easy ok... easy... you are a good girl right? Easy... easy girl..." he hushed her and he put in the liquid... he removed it and rubbed the area with another antiseptic cotton...

Sakshi immediately held the cotton and turned around... pulling her shirt lower... thanking him she ran to washroom.

Arjun walked back nodding, when he stopped hearing shuffling of feet. Sakshi was bending and lifting her shirt twisting herself left and right, watching her trying to peer at her prick in front of the mirror, a chuckle escaped his mouth and a red Sakshi turned aside. "Aaap!" Sakshi scratched her head and stood rubbing her knuckles while Arjun couldn't control his laughter. Somehow this innocent gesture looked so comical.

"Ladoo baba, khana laga doon?" An old butler asked Arjun... just before Arjun could answer Sakshi burst into laughter. Arjun shook his head and nodded. Sakshi's laughter zapped on seeing Arjun watching her intently. "Ladoo hoon... toh?" Arjun tried to hide his embarrassment.

"Aapka pet name Ladoo?" Sakshi's face was bright red in controlling her laughter. "Haan toh! Itna hassne ki kya baat hai!" Arjun turned defensive at his pet name "Yeh Kaka ko abhi ladoo bolna hi tha! Grr..." he thought.

Sakshi eased her shoulders and blurted out "Par sir aap kahi se bhu laddo nahi dikhte aap toh in fact... umm... I should go." Sakshi covered her mouth and walked away.

"Shit! Sakshi! Woh tera koi chaddi buddy nahi hai re! Aur tu aise baat karegi apne boss se?" Sakshi chided herself.

Arjun smirked at this naive girl and shook his head. "Haan Sam bol... tujhe Ayesha ka number kyun chahiye?" Arjun chuckled over the phone.

Arjun removed his shirt away and took in a deep breath. He heard a gasp from behind and knew Sakshi had perhaps seen him in a vest for the first time. "Woh... during that... garmi... bohot lagti hai..." he mumbled and she nodded.

He walked towards her and saw her cheeks turning into a bright shade of red. He chinned her up and saw an unfathomable amount of trust in her arresting coffee brown eyes. He took her soft hands in his rough one and caressed her knuckles. She deserved a better explanation than this for him to bed her.

Sakshi sat on the bed, looking up at the man who was holding her palms in his. He kneeled before her, keeping their joint palms on her knees. Sakshi looked at him, perplexed by his actions. He buried his face in their joint palms for a minute or so...

"Sakshi... trust me." he whispered and pecked her hand.

Sakshi half smiled as a rush of memories flew threw her head.

As weeks passed by Arjun and Sakshi had started finding similarities amidst the most different situations. In fact their conflicting tastes brought them closer - as friends. While Sakshi loved the 70's bollywood music Arjun had a taste for Beethoven and Mozart.

Sakshi enjoyed romances like Guide whereas Arjun prefered Gone With the Wind. While she advocated for Satyajit Ray's novels he prefered Agatha Christie or Oscar Wilde.

"Firangi Chokro! Sab kuch angrez ki pasand hai..." she muttered when Arjun knocked the table freaking her out. "Arjun Sir!" she shrieked out, nowadays she would add his name along with Sir. "Firangi nahi hoon main.. mujhe bas Western cheeze pasand hai, ab batau ek Rolls Royce main travel karna baat hi alag hai na." He mused.

"Acha... ek Maruti truck ke peeche savari hoke Uttarakhand ghumo... jab Mother Nature aap pe barse gi tab baat hi alag hai!" Sakshi smirked when a conversation took their attention.

"Phantom Of Opera!" Bunny spoke

"DDLJ at Maratha Mandir!" Naina licked her fingers and smirked.

Sakshi and Arjun stared at the television for two minutes and one giggled while the other shook his head. "Waise it's time for injection..." Arjun picked up the needle and drew in the liquid. For now it had become a strange routine in their friendship - Arjun ignored the youthful skin under his palm and she stopped shuddering when his palm rested on her waist. There were never other intentions involved.

Sakshi rubbed the cotton on her waist when she produced a picture from her back pocket. "Arjun Sir... yeh photo mujhe mila tha... aapka aur Ma'am ke marriage." Sakshi noticed the sunken face of her sir's. With the mention of Mrs. Rawte his face suddenly aged and he settled on a chair, his fingers brushed through the picture of his father in the family photograph.

He was aware of her gaze on him, he found an urge to speak up about his deceased father and his relationship. Sonia had been a great mistake in his life. He regretted marrying to her but life had it's cruel twist of fate.

"It's not that I never tried... first of all she and I never actually shared the husband wife relation after the few months of our marriage. She seemed aloof and strange. Sam was sure of an affair but I decided to give our marriage a chance. By the time I realised her affair Papa died... and rest you all know... I don't know how to thank you again for the baby Sakshi..." he held her soft palms.

Sakshi smiled back and gave a reassuring squeeze. It was at evening and a Saturday when he started chatting about his childhood, even though his father never had enough time for him - he never misunderstood his father. At the beginning he used to feel upset being home with Kaka...

"The one who calls who Ladoo Baba!" Sakshi interrupted suddenly then quietened looking at his half angry glare "Sorry..." she muttered, his lips curved into a lopsided smile and nodded. This same Kaka made him realise what his father was working at. It became most natural that Arjun would take up the reins of his father's empire - and this was wholly Arjun's choice. His father had given him the free space to do absolutely anything.

"You know Sakshi my Baba was one of the most handsome man and the best man anyone could have got! In fact tum ab bhi baba se milti toh uske charms pe fida ho jati!" he chuckled but then his smile ceased when he spoke about his dad. Sakshi noticed the quieter Arjun coming on fore when she prodded him "Acha! Koi young time ka picture hai kya?" Sakshi asked and he took out his phone.

He scrolled through his photos and showed one "I clicked this pic from the album, yeh tha 1989 main ya 90 main I guess..." Arjun smiled while Sakshi gazed at the picture intently. "My God... Sir's so handsome!!!" Sakshi gazed at the picture while Arjun chuckled. "Haan... ladkia marti thi baba pe... but he never married again." Arjun took in a deep breath.

"Kyun?" Sakshi asked "Not that he didn't fall in love, he was scared ki main ek step mom ko accept nahi kar pavunga and she may be bad towards me. The first lady was like that, uske baad baba felt guilty of deceiving maa... even though aisi koi reason nahi tha... but then baba and his principles..." Arjun sighed when suddenly a gurgle noise alerted him.

Ule babule! Gochu puchu... tuchi puchi..." Sakshi pouted towards the scream and said all baby words possible in the dictionary. She turned to see Arjun staring at her as if she grew two horns "Wait Sakshi kya dekh rahi ho..." he asked.

"Woh woh... zoom karne ke bajaye swipe ho gaya aur yeh chutku sa baby ko dekha... kitnaaa cute hai!" Sakshi mused and did coochie koo with the baby on the phone. Arjun looked at the picture.

"Mann karta hai iss baby ko tight sa kissie de doon!" She said "Woh baccha main hoon." Arjun looked at her face and mentally chuckled as she turned deep red.

"Sh*t sh*t sh*t..." Sakshi swore mentally "Sorry sir, aapka phone, sorry.." she muttered, ever since she's been receiving hormonal medicines her language control has gone for a toss!

"Sir par aap sach main ladoo the! I mean look at those chubby cheeks!" Sakshi almost jumped in cuteness when she came back to reality looking at the stubbled Arjun Rawte look at her. "Uh... sorry... I guess woh injection se kuch zyaada hi excite ho rahi hoon..." she muttered when the word excite hit into her head...

Double Meaning.

Sakshi buried her face in her palms... muttering something. Arjun frowned a little and tried to hear her muttering "Sakshi tu pagal ho chuki hai, Sir se koi aise baat karte hai, he does so many good things par hai toh Sir! Aisi baat kar rahi hai jaise janam se jaanti hai usse, tera toh waat laga, do teen baate kya kar beithi araam se gappe laga rahi hai, tera toh..."

It did hurt him seeing that he didn't consider her a friend... he got up suddenly, his jaws clenched. "Sir? I am so sorry... I really didn't mean, I don't know what's wrong with me." she mumbled. "No... mujhe kyun sorry bol rahi ho, you aren't accountable for me! Main akela hi khush hoon, tum mujhe apna dost nahi samajthi isme obviously tum sahi ho. I thought you were a friend, especially after opening up so much! But no... it's always the tag Mr.Rawte ya sir na?" he turned aside, hurt.

It has been happening since childhood... whenever he used to meet his friends - being Mr. Rawte's son has always come fore. Apart from Kaka everyone called him sir or master. No one called him son. Friends were always for benefits, none called him buddy. Why should Sakshi be any different.

When a soft hand touched his shoulder he realised that he said the words loudly. "Arjun?" she hesitated a bit but didn't miss the sudden rise of his eyebrows as she called him by his first name. "Jaise tumhare zindagi main kisi ne tumhare wealth ke liye apna dost nahi maane, waise meri zindagi main due to our poverty kisine mujhe woh aukaad nahi di dosti karni ke liye. Bachpan se high society waalon ko ma'am sir kehne ki practise hai. Jo ek do ladkion ko jaanti thi unhe Bibiji ya Ma'am kehti thi. Unke maata pita ko kabhi aunty ya uncle nahi, Mr. Gupta, ys Sir kehke pukaarti thi. Sab ne bohot hi acche tarha se mujhe meri aukaad aur hesiyat ka jagah dikhate rahe. Par aap alag hai, par darrti hoon aapse sach main dosti karne ke lie - kahi ek din aap mujhe meri jaga dikha de toh? Bura lagega na... insaan jo thehri." she mumbled and sat on a wicker chair.

Arjun realised her point as well... as the two people belonged from different strata of soicety, neither actually had friends, one didn't have enough status to make, the other was used for benefits. "Am sorry Sakshi, I didn't mean to hurt you or stuff. It's true I myself never gave you the permission to call me by my name, neither did I extend a hand for friendship... but I expected it to come naturally." Arjun half smiled at her.

Sakshi fumbled with her fingers and nodded. "I am sorry sir, neither did I mean to hurt your sentiments. I thought the rich lead all the life of happiness... at least I saw so." she scratched her head.

"Even if we are rich, we can't eat green notes can we?" he raised an eyebrow towards her.

She chuckled slightly at that. Perhaps now he understood her extreme self respect and timidness... she hated sympathy of her state. Arjun half smiled at the lady in front. If she had all the riches she would have been a one fine lady. Oh wait... wasn't she already one?

Clearing his throat he raised his hand towards her "Friends?" he asked. Sakshi looked at him surprised. She put her palm gently in his "Friends!" she smiled as he shook her hand.

For the first time employer - employee, Sir - subordinate dissipated into thin air. All that mattered was Arjun and Sakshi... he cracked jokes after a long time and she burst into peals of laughter after a long time.

"Haan Arjun one second... I'll see who it is!" Sakshi smiled and opened the door to see Sonia standing there. "Heylo Miss..." she shoved Sakshi aside and stuttered back to her room. As usual she was late from clubbing. Sakshi stepped aside when suddenly Sonia turned around "Did I just hear you call Arjun as Arjun!" Sonia raised her eyebrows. "Listen, zyaada pankh lagane ki zaroorat nahi hai, samjhi. Paise diye hai baccha ko carry karne ke liye, family member nahi banogi. Sir tak rakhna, wahi behtar hai!" Sonia snapped at her making Sakshi tear for half a second.

Sakshi felt like cracking her skull and speaking left right to Sonia at that moment, but daily check ups and injections had taken a toll on her - emotionally. So instead of shouting Sakshi found herself - hurt.

She quietly sat in the kitchen, fumbling with her fingers. She was about to wipe her tears away when a rough hand did it for her. "Ar...jun?" she asked. His eyes were etched in concern. "Kya hua? That bi.. Sonia said something kya, I heard her speaking to you. If you want I will go and speak..." Arjun started to be stopped by Sakshi.

"Why do you do so much for me?" SHe frowned. "Because you are my only friend. And you are going to carry a part of me without any demands or anything. Ethically this thought murders me you know Sakshi. And it's not any sympathy and crap. I am a good guy... but you are better. If I had been a girl I wouldn't have done this. I respect you." he looked into her eyes hoping he convinced her.

More tears fell from Sakshi's eyes and she buried her face in her palms "Never got so much respect..." she mumbled and he looked at her. "Listen Sakshi, I have seen difficult times as well. Bas yeh yaad rakho that you can be hurt by a person only and only when you allow a person to hurt you. It's important to be mentally wealthy than financially. Samjhi ya samjhaaun?" He looked into her misty eyes.

She wiped her tears away and nodded.. "I think it's time I go to hospital... I think treatment ho gaya hai. Itni hormonal aur emotional kabhi nahi thi..." she sniffed a little while Arjun wiped away the little tear. "Haha... I agree... waise Sakshi remember just one thing." Sakshi looked up into his eyes.

He looked straight back "Trust me."

Sakshi looked at Arjun who is kneeling before her. "Sakshi, I promise that as long as you don't want, another man would never ever affect you in your life. I promise to protect you always. I promise that the life of our baby will be decided by you. I promise that this is the first and last time I will touch you - irrespective the baby comes or not." He whispered and tears trickled down her cheeks.

"And trust me Sakshi, you are the only woman I will be bound to." Sakshi drew in a gasp as he said those final words.

"Arjun!" Sakshi started to be shushed by him "No... let me speak. No other woman shall step into my life ever again. This does not mean I bound you to me, you are free.. always. But for me you will be the last woman I feel and touch. For we both know the bond we share is beyond something and till my last breath I will respect this. Consider this as good as an oath." he looked into her eyes and rubbed away the moisture with his thumb.

Sakshi couldn't help but fling her arms around her lovely friend... really just a friend?

Arjun closed his eyes and hugged her tight... he so desperately wished if he had met her before Sonia...

He gently picked her up in his arm and placed her head on the pillow, he switched off every light and returned back to her. He quickly removed his trousers - so as to she didn't see nor understand anything. He parted her legs a little, her sudden gasps weren't new now.

He rested himself on forearms and elbows which were on the either side of Sakshi's shoulder. Her breath hitched on feeling his warm heat. Her toes curled up at an instant the moment he placed himself between her. Her eyes shot open - staring at his face, she could see every feature even though the room was bathed in shadows.

Her face looked frightened and confused. He took a deeper breath. He balanced himself on one arm and caught her ice cold palm. He placed his lips on her ring finger. Tears fell of Sakshi's eyes. Did it have any significance?

The look in Arjun's eyes stated that it did. Her breathing increased and she got tensed up.

Arjun gulped as now he had to face one major problem. They couldn't do it unless she was...

Aroused.

Oh Sh*t.

He would hurt her then and this is the last thing he wanted to do! She was scared... he needed to reduce her fear. "Sakshi... don't feel scared - just you and me." she was surprised by the sudden ragged breath. "Calm down... we can't do this unless you feel the same as me..." his lips lingered near her ear and to her astonishment she liked the raggedness.

"What do you feel?" she shocked herself by the husky pitch in her voice. Arjun closed his eyes and tried to feel the emotions that had slipped his notice whenever she was near him. He tried to remember the redness of her cheeks and how he felt about that. More than a friend for tonight he needed to think of a woman.

Not a woman he wanted, a woman he desired.

He took in a whiff of her exotic fragrance which released a gush of blood through his system. He opened his eyes and now, no more his best friend lay before his eyes - rather a woman, rather a beautiful woman was below him. But emotions clouded more than physical aspects. The only woman to have brightened his life, make him live, laugh, chuckle and astonished. The only woman to have brought upon peace in his marred life.

The only woman for which now his heart started throbbing. That's when he heard her husky question. He took her palm and placed it gently on his throbbing chest. She gasped at it when he shushed her "Don't be scared, it's... normal, it's always fast when..." his voice stopped as her dewy eyes looked into his.

"When?" she asked, something pulsated in her form as his pupils dilated to midnight black.

"When you are near me..." he mumbled and her heart skipped a beat. Arjun partially hated himself when his hands drew patterns near her ears and neck... her innocent gasps and glassy eyes made him want to stop...

And claim her when the time and moment is right. "Focus" his other mind told him. He could notice the cheeks flush to a deep shade of red. He brought his face near his neck to stop himself from kissing her and confessing what he could be feeling for her.

Not that he didn't want to... he was scared of what she felt. And he promised not to kiss her. As his warm breath reached the sensitive area between her neck and shoulder, her hands sprang to life and held his shoulders. "Arjun..." she moaned softly.

Sakshi opened her eyes, the voice that spilled out his name was so not hers. In spite of the blast of AC she was almost sweating. He didn't even touch her as of now... but she didn't know why she started to feel a dull throb and warmth down south. Her heart started accelerating. She looked into his liquid eyes and read a few unspoken emotions in those.

Arjun looked at her face and her moan told him the time's right. He was surprised to find himself eager as well. He closed his eyes and muttered a quick sorry to the Lords. Somewhere even he knew this was wrong. He felt her suffocation as she felt heat. His one palm slipped underneath and unhooked her undergarment "You wouldn't be able to breath..." he whispered and she nodded. Her palms were automatically against his powerful biceps. It was strange, her body reacted on its own.

The top layer of her nightdress soon disappeared and she was only in her spaghetti and undergarments - however she felt relief as cool air touched her. She was surprised to find Arjun's vest getting drenched slightly in his sweat. "Remove..." she said softly. He looked at her red face in surprise. "You're sweating... feel uncomfo.." her words were muffled as he embraced her tightly. Arjun couldn't believe amidst this she thought of his comfort!

"Sure?" he gulped and she nodded. Her eyes blazed as she saw his toned form, as if he was sculpted. She closed her eyes shut and rested her arms against his biceps. Arjun quickly clipped the sites of the lower barrier with a safety scissor. He didn't want to remove it... he didn't want her to feel embarrassed.

Kicking his boxers away he took a deep breath. He only wished if the IVF had worked.

Sakshi had been visibly pale after the operation and quiet as the embryo was in her. We were waiting expectantly for the good news. But he noticed that she wasn't happy. "What's wrong Sakshi?" Arjun asked.

"I don't know Arjun, I just feel and know it ki my baby's not there..." she whispered and he turned deathly pale. "See... maybe... like ab tak bacha shayad uterine wall main place nahi hua... isliye... I am sure that it will take a little time." he held her hand while she rested her head on his shoulder.

It had become a usual thing for her to rest her head on his shoulder, the operation had been painful and tiring. Arjun almost got tears in his eyes as the pipes were inserted in her. He couldn't help but rub his hand through her hair, thanking her every second, whispering words of strength in her ears. It was emotionally and physically taxing.

Ayesha on the other hand was extremely happy with the progress of their friendship.. it also gave her hope but she knew better than to jump into conclusions. Sameer had confided in her that there was a loophole in the will out of which Arjun could benefit immensely and most of the problem could be solved. Well Sameer and Ayesha were surprisingly going out for dates as well!

However one thing that worried Ayesha was that Sakshi was a weak mother, and weak mothers usually don't pose a good chance in conceiving during IVF... usually weak mothers go okay naturally.

After a few days Sakshi panicked and called up Ayesha for an appointment. Her heart told her that something was wrong - her suspicions confirmed when Ayesha told her that the IVF failed...

Sakshi froze at that. Arjun too was shocked to respond.

The most surprising part was when Sonia fired at Ayesha for this. "Listen Sonia my job is to try... which I have done effectively. It's neither Sakshi nor anyone who is to be blamed! She is unfortunately a weak mother! Usually weak mothers go fine normally, during IVF chances are low!" AYesha thumped her fist on the table.

"FIne! Let Arjun and Sakshi do it then! I mean come on it will be just like a one night stand and that's cool!" Sonia said to be interrupted "Shut up! I told you ki I don't want anything of such involved! I may be poor Sonia but definitely not a one night stand material! Understood!" Sakshi barked and stormed out of the hospital while Arjun glared at Sonia.

"How dare you SOnia! Tum khud gher mard ki saath raat bitaati ho iska matlab yeh nahi ki har aurat tumhari tarha hai! Uske paas izzat hai ji tum kabki kho chuki ho! So get the hell out of my sight before I do something I regret!" Arjun barked at Sonia who walked away with a huff.

The day after tomorrow Arjun had been sitting in his office, having a cup of black coffee. He had to apologise to Sakshi on behalf of Sonia...

"Listen Sam... there must be something or somewhere where we can get a child! First of all please send Ayesha to get back Sakshi... humare financial issues ke beech woh pichle teen mahino se ghisi jaa rahi hai! Without any fault of hers!" Arjun gritted his teeth.

"Sure Jun! Par sun, I have chalked out all the other possibilities, kisi organization se toh we can't take a surrogate mom kyunki Sonia's bff is handling those, so we might have to opt for red light area women. Now there are three big issues, STDs, blackmailing with the fact that she's the mother or emotionally unstable. Or this getting leaked to media... if media any day gets a whiff that the Arjun Rawte spent a night with a... ahem... then obviously tumhare baby pe question hoga..." Sameer cracked his head.

"Dead End you mean?" Arjun frowned and Sameer nodded. "Sakshi jaisi ladki really bohot kam milti hai who truly is pure and soft hearted. Though aaj Sherni ka muh kholke acha laga." Sameer smiled.

"Shut up Sam... this isn't a joke. First I told Sakshi, hey I want you to be the mother of my children but listen I won't touch you, then hey listen I want to spend a night making love to you to get my child and then tum jao bhaad main! Mujhme aur ek a*****e main farak kya hai! Now Sam don't tell me to marry her because that will be pure crap!" Arjun threw glasses on the floor.

"Why crap? See... tu usse religiously shadi karlena you know with sindoor and stuff and then she's your wife and you can... you know... baby toh tum dono ka hi hoga! And dekho she is from a small town, poverty line ki ladki - toh yeh chota sa shadi karke uska mann bhi behel jayega! Aur kaun choti ladki the Arjun Rawte se shadi kar sakti hai! I mean that's fantabulous! And once you are her husband then obviously suhaagraat and stuff! You get the right to be with her and love her! Waise bhi she's more like a half wife around here! And c'mon Arjun don't tell me you aren't attracted to her! She's pretty!" Sameer shrugged his shoulders to find Arjun looking at him as if he grew two horns.

"She is't just pretty Sameer... she is beautiful but!" Arjun glared but before he could continue a shrill voice cut them...

"What the f*** are you guys thinking!" Ayesha yelled at the two men - especially Sameer.

"Listen Ash wait!" Arjun tried to clarify his stance when a quieter voice interrupted him. His face whitened when he saw Sakshi standing before Ayesha.

"Arjun! You out of all the damn people in this universe! This is serious crap guys! This... how could you even judge my looks! I mean you are attracted to me! You think I am beautiful so you won't hesitate to! Kya yaha pe kisine socha bhi hai ki main ek football ki tarha idhar se udhar javungi! I am poor but I am not desperate! Aaj Arjun ko ek baccha chahiye toh uske saath raat bitao! Kal Advocate Sir ko ek baccha chahiye to kal uske saath raat bitao! This is what you think of me! A prostitute!" Sakshi screamed at the two men who paled at her bark.

"Sa..." Arjun started "I am not done yet Ar... I mean Sir!" Sakshi glared at Arjun. Hot tears formed near the corner of her eyes.

"Enough of me being nice and grateful to you guys for having treated my parents and looking after my four siblings. I will repay back each and every penny back to you! Mere paas ek phooti kaudi nahi hai... but trust me self respect aur dusro ko izzat dena aata hai mujhe! I am a beggar, chote sheher ki hoon... paise nahi hai mere paas... but it does not mean I will warm anyone and everyone's bed for a night! When it's not with her lover ek ladki ko dard hoti hai! Samajte ho ya nahi! We feel the penetration not you f*****g men!

"Our muscles tear and turn sore! It pains like shit! It's like being stabbed right in your gentials and trust me it hurts! When that catheter was in me it hurt! It bloo*y hurt! Blood oozes out you damned men! But how will you guys even understand! Let me shove a butter knife up you a**es then you guys would understand what it feels like! Just because any female is physically inferior to a man it doesn't mean that we are available!" Sakshi hollered at them.

"And a prostitute! You guys are worried about STDs, kisiko yeh chinta nahi that how did that poor woman get it in the first place... but none of you care how her life goes! None of you men care and wish these women have a different life! Kisiko accha nahi lagta apne aap ko bazaar main bechte hue!! Par bachane ke liye koi kyun aaye? We are the only species in the world who forces women to be in bed against their wish!

"Saale kutte bhi yeh nahi karte! You think I enjoyed the fact that I am giving birth to a child whose father is someone I don't even know! Darr lagta tha Arjun se! He doesn't know me yet he wants a child from me! Iraada kya tha iska! And seeing a mother in me isn't what I was scared of. It was how he wanted! A child is a symbol of an intimate connection between a man and a woman, I was bloo*y freaked out if he ever noticed me in that angle! I know men are attracted to me because I got offers from most of the men to "change" my life. Had it not been for Ayesha... I don't know then!" Sakshi rubbed away her furious tears and looked at Sameer.

She was about to grab his collars but she stepped back "Mann toh karta hai tumhara gala daba doon, par jahil gawar toh nahi hoon. What did you say, agar Arjun mere maang main sindoor bhar de toh main usse allow kar dungi! Right hoga uska mera upar! He can sleep with me then! What sh*tty knowledge is this lawyer sahab? Haven't you heard of cases where a husband rapes his wife? Agar shadi se ek insaan dusra ka apna bana deta hai toh aise cases kyun hote hai haan? Yeh koi TV show hai kya? Ya koi fictional story?

"Arjun ne mere maang main sindoor bhar diya aur iske baad outcome do honge - ek toh he would force me to bed because I am his wife, and after a few days OMG I have fallen for the man who forced me because oh no... he had alcohol and i pity or him or... bechara... jo bhi ho pati toh hai ya phir oh... after that he didn't rape me again and he felt remorse! Or I would end up falling for my husband and then sleep with him!" Sakshi's words were like slaps on Sameer's face.

"Listen Sameer! It's seriously not about marriage! Just because he would become my husband it doesn't give him an access in my bed! Get that sh*t clear out of your head! Secondly it's with whom I want to sleep with! And not sleep but make love with! Bohot fark hota hai isme! It is something so intimate but aaj kal bikau main milta hai shayad! Some people consummate before marriage but that's fine as long as it depends that both of them love each other and want to stay with each other! Marriage was, is and never will be the access of that! It's love! Plain and simple!" Sakshi broke into tears as she turned towards Arjun.

"I never expected you out of every person in this universe... kabhi nahi... I hate you Arjun Suryakant Rawte! I HATE YOU!" Sakshi screamed and ran out of the house.

Arjun slumped on the chair, tears filling his eyes while Sameer turned red in shame. Ayesha walked up to Sameer and clicked her tongue, her eyes were teary as well "I know Arjun turned to you to refuse, utna bharosa hai uspe... par tum... Advocate... it's a regret that i was falling for a man like you... I wanted to..." Ayesha turned aside while Sameer looked at her in shock.

"You were crazy, an idiot! But over the little dates we went... I thought that you were a good person... you deserve nothing than a bag full of sh*t! I was a bigger idiot to love this douchebag!" Ayesha thumped a ring in his hand and walked out by showing her middle finger. "Screw you!" she barked at them and ran towards Sakshi shocking Sameer out of his wits.

His fingers trembled as he held the platinum ring between his fingers, there was a small inscription in it "S & A forver." He closed his eyes and groaned. "Damn It!"

Precap : Will SamJun be able to pacify SakYesha?