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Posted: 12 years ago
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Hey dear I have one request ... Can you Plz use only the dark colors for your updates ... Coz I have problem with my eyes ... Can't read in the light colors ... Stress hota hai meri eyes pe ... Sorry sweetheart for that ... Really very sorry ... I hope you will understand my problem :)

Thanks in advance :) Stay blessed :)
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Posted: 12 years ago
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nyc update...pls update soon n yes sakshi's switching over frm one mood to odr was indeed hilarious...i had 2 read n cnfrm ..did i miss any lyn ?? bt dn thot no no hw could i frgt its our very own MISS SAKSHI ANAND hehehe😊 pm me wn u update...thanks..
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Posted: 12 years ago
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plzzz update soon and pm me
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Chapter 4:


Chapter 4:
Arjun had decided to return Sakshi's diary back. Only two or three entries were left. After that she stopped writing. He didn't want to read them either but once again his curiosity got better of him.
Dear Diary,
I feel like crying today. My friend that went on the undercover mission has been killed. He was telling my something important when someone shot him. ( WHAT?) I lost my only chance to get to know about Sikandar. I lost my most trusted friend. I seriously don't know what to do. Though he did send me something. I am trying to decode it. As soon as I decode it I will tell it to my team. (Why doesn't she take our help? ) He was first informer and the most trusty one too. We have worked for years as a team. After I stopped writing about crimes, he was still me friend, more like my best friend. At the moment I have to go and tell this to his wife. I don't know how will she take it. But I have to tell her. She might even hate me forever but I am ready for that. Sometimes I wish I could take help from my team but I can't. Despite Arjun having grudges from Sikandar I still can't tell him. I want to do this on my own. I want to solve this case on my own because it is very personal to me. Oh Yeah, I never told you what happened to my family but I guess it's time you know. My mother was murdered by Sikandar infront of my eyes when I was 5 years old. My brother and father helped through my life. Those nightmares and screams I still get now. But after my brother got married I got a mother like bhabhi. But then Sikandar interferred again and killed them both. Once again infront of me. He tortured me for days. He kept hitting me whips. Though I was unable to see his face. He always kept a mask on his face. At that time I was only 15. Now my dad was everything to me. After a while when I was about to forget everything and move in life , Sikandar attacked him too. That time I was in my university. My dad is still currently coma. It has been years. He was the bravest and most courageous police officer ever. And now I see everyday he is fighting for his life. ( Sikandar, I will not leave you!.) I have to go.
Arjun could see the tears marks that were blurring some of the words. He never knew that such a chirpy and happy person had such a horrible and painful path. Despite what had happened with her, she always kept everyone happy.
Dear Diary,
Now I have done it. I had to do it. I couldn't see him taking anymore blame for what happened to me so I acted as if I was not hurt. Even though I still have a bruise in my feet and the cut on my forehead can be camouflaged by a concealer. I am glad he didn't see past that. He might hate me forever but my heart told me it was right. Ayesha, Shree, Chotu, and Sameer fully support me for this. I am ready to bear his mocks and anger. Well the least he would show anger for me. Why God Why? Did I have to fall in love with him? Why? (LOVE With me? Sakshi?) But maybe I am in love with the Arjun that is hidden beneath his mask of ignorance. I can see that Arjun in his eyes at time. Maybe that was the Arjun I fell in love with. He is afraid of being happy. After all the love of your life dying in front of you is not a small thing. It hasn't even been that long. His wounds are still new and would take time to heal. He, himself, doesn't know it but he needs someone to tell how he feels, he needs a shoulder to cry on. He needs someone. And if we leave him the way he wants his wounds would never heal and he would never be normal again. They say that time heals all wounds, I think it doesn't. You just get used to the pain so much that it doesn't even feel knew. Time just makes it bearable. If Arjun is trying to that, he would need centuries to come. (She certainly the most smartest person I have ever seen. Even after she went through she wants me to be happy?) Okay, I have to go write the report for the paper. See you tomorrow.
Arjun couldn't help but smile. She had kept all her feelings in her heart. She never showed them on her face. She instantly got to know what had happened to Arjun and still thought that his pain was greater that hers. She believes that times make the pain bearable not heals it. I have never though that Sakshi would be like this. Certainly she was extra-ordianry thing that God made. Arjun was about to read the last entry. It was of Friday.
Dear Diary,
I won't be writing in you anymore. I am sorry. But I will always keep you near you. I can't put all of my life in here. I am sorry. I just cant. While writing in you, I never knew that I would write a dark past about inside it. As soon as I get a chance I would want to burn you. After writing in you my wounds have again starting hurting. I just can't do this anymore. I don't want the nightmares and screams to come back. I am getting them back slowly. I am starting to miss my family again. I just can't. These days are getting harder for me. The sad part is that I am ready to bear the pain yet. Time hasn't made the pain bearable. I, myself, have brought the pain back. At the moment I don't even have a shoulder to cry on. I think I have to take a break from ETF. I need isolation. I need my father. I am very lonely. I need a trustworthy person who would be there for me. A friend. But I don't. I might even go to USA, to my friend Sasha. I am just very confused.


After this Arjun felt really guilt for reading something she wanted no one to know. While reading this diary he did realize that the way Sakshi was in love with the Arjun deep inside, he was in love with the Sakshi in the diary. He smiled to himself. A sincere smile. Which came upon his lips after a long time. Maybe he was ready to move on. Maybe he needed a partner as well. Who wouldn't leave his side when he was in pain, when he was taking revenge for Roshini. Someone who would love him but respect the part that Roshini was a big thing in life. And something inside him told that Sakshi was the one.

(next chapter later.)
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Loved the update! Poor Sakshi she feels so much pain and she has no one to share it with:(
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Chapter 5:

(It's a bit weird chapter but romantic.)

Ding Dong! The bell rang and Arjun went to open the door. He saw Sakshi standing there. She looked tired and exhausted. God knows how she came here?

"Andar aao." said Arjun and left. Sakshi just shook her head and stepped inside. The house was beautifully decorated. She could see Roshini's picture on the wall. She's so pretty Sakshi thought no wonder our non-nonsense cop be full flat hogaye. Little did she know that Arjun was staring at her.

"Arjun, yeh lo report." said Sakshi. " Waise tummein yeh kyun chahiye thi? It was coming in the Monday paper."

"Aise hi." said Arjun. He sat on the sofa and started reading the report.

"Behtney ko be nahi bol sakta. Chai pani toh dur ki baat." Sakshi mumbled to herself.

"Kuch kaha?" asked Arjun not looking away from the report.

"Nahi. Kuch nahi." said Sakshi and quietly made her way towards the other sofa.

"Acha likhti ho." said Arjun.

"huh?" said Sakshi off-guard.

"I said ke tum acha likhti ho." Arjun replied.

"Ah. Thank You." said Sakshi.

"Haan." said Arjun, "Mujhe yaad aya ke mujhe seat per se tumhari yeh diary mili."

"Kya?" said Sakshi jumping from her place. She took her diary. She was very happy.

"Haan." replied Arjun.

"Ap ne pari toh nahi?" said Sakshi a bit scared. I hope he didn't though Sakshi.

"Pari. Puri pari. Har ek entry pari." said Arjun.

"KYA??" said Sakshi. She was angry now. He was the one who wanted no one near his life and now he read her diary when it clearly said PERSONAL. "How could you? You want no one to interfere in your life AND YOU AHEAD AND READ MY PERSONAL DIARY. WHEN IT SAID CLEARLY THAT IT WAS PERSONAL."

Arjun was a bit shocked by her outburst. But he knew she was right. He had no right to read it. The next he knew was the Sakshi was running out of his house wiping her tears.

"Dammit! I've hurt her." said Arjun and ran after her. "Kahan gai itne jaldi?"

Just then he saw her running towards the narrow street. He quickly ran after her. He had to amend his mistake. He just had to.

Sakshi on the other kept crying. She was hurt. She wanted no one to know about her past. She didn't even realize when she bumped into some random guy.

"Sorry." said Sakshi and tried to go away. He caught her hand and pulled her.

"Kahan ja rahi ho, chamak chalo?" he said. "Kis ne rulaya tujhe." The guy had cornered her at a point and was deadly close to her. He held both of her hands ubove her head tightly. While his body was pressing her towards the wall. She couldn't scream or he would take advantage.

"Haye, itni chikni." said the man while running a finger over her face. Before he knew it he was pulled back and punched in the face. Arjun moved Sakshi behind him. Saving her even from the eyes of the man.

"Don't you dare touch her!." yelled Arjun. The man again tried to attack but failed. He then called his team mates. all of them attacked Arjun together while one of them hit Sakshi in the head. That made her unconcious. The man started pulling Sakshi away while Arjun was fighting off his team mates. They were 12 of them.

The man was running with Sakshi on his shoulder. He entered a cottage and made her lye down on the bed. The man smiled evily at her. Sakshi was still unconcious. He was nearing towards Sakshi. The man danced in his mind for his victory.

The next moment he knew the door burst open. The man turned around and was shocked to see Arjun. He was bleeding from many places but he had beat all of the goons. He was super mad. He was so angry that only God could save the man from dying now.

He walked towards the man. The man tried to escape but failed. This time Arjun didn't leave him. He kicked and punched and slapped and kicked repeatedly. Something hit Arjun in back. The goons they were back. Arjun quickly dashed towards Sakshi picked her up and made for an escape. On the way he kicked two goons and made a run towards the forest near by.

He kept on running, until he was sure the goons had stopped following him. He put Sakshi down under a tree and sat beside her. He was tired as well but now he had to wait until Sakshi woke up.

Sakshi finally woke up rubbing her head to find a hurt Arjun and being in the middle of the jungle. It was probably 9 in the evening. Arjun had fallen asleep waiting for her. His forehead was bleeding. Sakshi quickly ripped her dupatta and tied it around it head. She tried to be as gentle as possible but she wasn't because Arjun woke up cringing at the pain.



(Bye for now. Chalo thoda sa precap for next chapter.)

"Arjun chodo mujhe." said Sakshi laughing.

"Nahi." said Arjun.

"Arjun koi dekh le ga." said Sakshi.

"Itni raat gaye, jungle mein kaun dekhe ga?" said Arjun as he neared towards her.


(hope you enjoyed. Next chapter would be 😳 ☺️ Ahem Ahem.)




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Posted: 12 years ago
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awhhw arjun saving her from the goons, awesome yaar! Upar se precap :D
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Nice update. .
Arjun is my super hero..
He fought with 12 men...
Wow..
Waiting for next update..
Thanks..
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Posted: 12 years ago
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Wow it's mindblowing ... And I m waiting for the next chapter ... Arjun and Sakhshi in the jungle and precap is sounding romantic :)
Plz update soon ... Thanks:)
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Posted: 12 years ago
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nyc update ...had missed d last update ...so read both 2gdr...d diary part was jst awsm...sakshi's past ws xplnd v nicely...pls pm me if psbl...

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