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its gonna be arjun's pov , i hope you all like it
PART 2
what did i say ? oh dear i hurted her mercilessly , i am such a monster , she never mentioned anything about her parents anytime , when always she used to blabber nonsense , i should have understood that she is an orphan , i thought that life was cruel with me , a 4 yr old saw sum1 kill her mom , her dad is in comma since the past 18 yrs , how can i be so inhuman , SIKANKER killed her entire childhood , that day in store room she had fainted due to her fright of darkness and not some stupid chipkali , how she screamed for her mum , and she relaxed next to me but i , just pushed her hands and left her alone , she is right i am totally selfish but i broke her beyond repair " arjun remembered all the times he spoke of her upbringing , all the times he insulted her , he wanted to apologise but how he was sure that now she hated him
SIKANDER ne uske parents ko usne birthday ke din mara ? she was so strong an i , i took away all her strengths and broke her into pieces , i am a monster for sure " he cursed himself and punched hard on the table
sir , usse sorry keh di jiyega woh aapko maaf kardegi , uska dil bohut bada hai " aisha said
he turned and looked at her
i dont knoe where she is sir , her phone is switched off , and she has not yet reached home yet , because she is not answering on her landline " aisha said reading arjun's eyes
he was shocked , what do you mean she has not gone home ? he asked aisha
he was now really worried because saakshi was broken when she left ETF office tonight , what if she does something to herself , what if she hurts herself , oh god what do i do now ? he thought
lets do one thing aisha , we'll split up and search for her and if you find her then call me and if i find her i'll call you " arjun suggested
ok sir " aisha agreed , she was really worried about her best friend , she had never seen a broken saakshi and after hearing her scary past , she had goose bumps everytime she thought about it , i dont understand how she survived " she thought
can we also help you " shree , chotu and lisa said together
tumlog ghar nai gaye " aisha asked
nai yaar , saakshi ke baare mein soch kar bohut bura lag raha tha " chotu said
isliye hum nai gaye " shree and lisa said together and then glared at each other
ok guys , in bakwas ke liye we dont have time " rathod said and all were shocked
lets split up , shree and lisa you both go together , chotu you can go alone , aisha with me and raute tum south mumbai jao , jisse bhi saakshi ke baare mein kuch bhi pata chale immediately inform the others ' rathod said
ok sir ' all said in chorus
they all left in ETF SUVS , kahan ho tum saakshi " arjun thought
bas ek baar saamne aa jao i promise fir kabhi tumhare dil nai dukhaunga , just give me one chance " he prayed silently
shree kuch pata chala? he called up shree
nai sir " shree replied
god saakshi where are you ? plese god let her be safe till i find her atleast " he prayed
he never prayed to god , never ,but today he had no other choice , he was responsible for her condition and he hated himself for that
one hour had passed and they couldnt trace saakshi
the breezes blew her hain , her tears didnt seem to dry , how could he say that , how ?
why did you guys leave me all alone
i have nobody to cry my heart also
why dont you take me also mamma , i want to come to you
only you can save me
please do something this lonliness is killing me , i cant smile anymore
god why ? why with me ?
why am i so lonely ?
why no one understands me?
why papa dosent respond to me , i have nobody but him
its been 18 yrs since you are hurting me , dont you have any mercy on me ?" she asked god
no , no why will you reply to my questions , you have never replied to my prayers , i am only mad begging you for real happiness , you didnt even give me one lead regarding SIKANDER also , i think yo have left me in this world so that i can die everyday when he talks rubbish about my mom and dad , i am tired , do you hear me " she said looking at the sky crying hard
she got down and started walking again
she didnt know where she ws or which direction she walked
she kept on walking , the road was very lonely but she saw some light , she was walking in the middle of the road
she saw towards the light , it is a vehicle i think 'she thought
sorry dada , i dont wanna live anymore , i cant take it anymore , i knoe that whenever you wake up , you will want to see me , i am waiting for you to wake up since the last 18 years , i am fed up now and dont wanna live anymore , sorry mumma , i wanted revenge but i am very much broken and cant take it anymore , i am sure he will kill SIKANDER so i am coming to you finally " she said mentally
the vehicle was honking terrible , and she smiled waiting for it to hit her
so how is it guys , arjun has hurt her so badly that she doent wanna live
please do reply
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Edited by magati - 12 years ago
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