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nice start
feel bad for ariya
hehe shakshi brad pitt
roshini's note was nice
cont soon!!!

Amazing.
So its your new ff.
And it is also based on ariya.
I am loving it.
Awesome ff.
Love all diary entry.
Feeling bad for riya.
Plss reunite soon.
Continue soon.
And thanx for making this ariya.

Lovely part!

nice part

Superb dear...it's just outstanding...loved it...

nice update dr.

boring update😕 do hv a look if u want

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Diary,

Whenever I saw you, I remember her…..i picked up this diary writing from her. And like every day, I am here to entry my day.

Tonight was my engagement, and its finished now.i don't know what to feel about it, happy , that I got someone to spend my life finally, or sad that I found someone to spend my life whom I don't love.

Why am I thinking. I am not that kind of guy who will spend their life mourning over one girl who didn't love you back. I am raj raghuvanshi, the most eligible bachelor of town, with whom girl want to marry with.i am the most successful businessman of india currently .but I don't care about all this.i only care about her, the one girl who touched my heart, whom I loved and will love till I live.but the irony of life, she only sees me as a friend, and very gladly cleared it all. And I could not stand the rejection.it is painful not to have her in life, as a friend too, and its still painful that she don't love me back.i never feel so much remorse when I lose any tender to my competitor…..its like nothing else don't matter to me anymore.and to worse, my dadi is hell bent on to get me married.she think it's the only way to make me happy, but little does she know may be this sadness is with me for the whole life now.

I feel for the girl I am getting married too…she is a bright person, and a very good human being.its hurt that I am ruining her life too. But its too late for anything. I cant stop this all. Now its too late.

Raj raghuvanshi.

20 may, 2013, 2.00 pm from delhi.

Raj closed the diary, and closed his eye in sadness.when he opened it, it hold so much pain and emptiness, that is impossible to overlook for anyone.

He is the raj raghuvanshi, one of the powerful man on this country currently. The person know him well is aware of his behavior. He believes in to keep his feelings to himself.none is close to him, except this diary and she.he is ruthless, arrogant,self centred,cold hearted for the rest world, but only to her, he was charming, intelligent, and a man of beautiful heart.and the girl was also special too.

They had met during their class of journalism in Canada. He was studying his choice, but little did he know that after this trip, his life will not go the way he planned.he was surprised by her, so carefree, so beautiful, so naughty, yet so sweet.he was mesmerized, and slowly fell in love.

One day, he managed to say his heart, which was highly unlikely, and lost her.she never had any kind of romantic feelings for him, and was feeling uncomfortable to even think that her very good friend possess such qualities for her.so he left her, left that country, left his dream.he became the man he is today, stopped listen to his heart, stopped thinking about others, stopped loving anyone.

Did he hate her? No, but the rejection was impossible him to bear. It had made a permanent mark on his heart, it damaged his ego. The only decision he took by heart went horribly wrong, he lost his main purpose to live. He is now living a meaningless life, a life without its reason for living.

He cant give enough time for his only family, his dadi.he don't want to attached to anyone.his emptiness was noticed by dadi, and she misinterpreted it as loneliness. So she selected a bride, and invited him to his official announcement party one day, only to inform him the girl she selected.she knew pretty well now he wont be ready for it, so she left no choice for saying no.he came, and just had a look on the girl his dadi selected. That's it.he never talked to her, wanted to know her.the only similarity he noticed that the girl is also quiet like him.he felt a sudden guilt to destroy another life, but there was no way to call off this relation .his dad had helped that family in many ways, and they were paying it off by getting their daughter married.he felt sick only to think that,paying off debts by pushing their daughter to a meaningless marriage. .but his whole life is at mess now. he is just a silent spectator of all this drama.he is drowning day by day into restless, guilt and immense pain.he detached him from all things, and busied himself in work only.

(any guess about the girl?)

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Saakshi anand, one of the best crime journalist of this country, had a perfect life.perfect family, perfect grades, perfect job….but only one empty place.her best friend.

She was like the fairy, who moves her magical stick and everyone's lighten up.she is still the same, but there is something missing.she will never admit it, as she is stubborn as well as crazy, a very dangerous combo. Her real friend till now.

They met during journalism course, and become very good friends. He was her perfect friend, he can bear all her nonsense, who support her through her late submit assignment,who will awake with her all night and listen patiently to all her blabbering, who dozed off with her during class, who will save her from every prank she did….he was the perfect guy for her. She never had any romantic feelings for him, and was horrified to know his feelings for her. She patiently tell him her thoughts, not wanting to hurt him. But she was very hurt when he left her without saying anything.one morning she opened her eyes, and he was gone, forever.like he never existed in her life.there was no contact, no call, no sms, no mail, nothing. She wanted to contact him, but her guilt to hurt him more overcame her intentions.

After that day, she was like her usual self to rest world, but there was a hollow which was never fulfilled by any person. Many people was pert of her life, but none touched her heart, none supported her like he did.

He was her actual best friend, he was a part of her life. And when he was gone, he also took that part with him.

(any guess for the man?)

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Riya like always, opened her gmail account to check the mails.there was several from some big media houses…of course, now she is going to be the bride of the richest person of india, so they wanted interviews.though her identity was not revealed still in public, nor her photos were leaked in media, but somehow they managed to find her gmail account.may be soon they will find the girl behind this mail account, she thought.

There was some mails from her working station.but one mail stopped her.

It was from her best friend, shree.

She thought for a moment , read it or not. Then she quickly clicked on it and read it.

Dear ri,

Its my 35^th mail to you, and I know you had not read any of the last mails I send. But pls read it, its urgent.

This month's 24^th day, I am going to get engaged. She is the girl I love and wished to spend my life with. I will really very happy, truly happy if you join the celebration.

Pls ri, pls come na….its been 1 year since I meet you, my happiness will be incomplete if you don't come. I don't know why you left, and I don't care.just you come.whatever you think, my order, my request, think it as you want, but just come, ok?

With love and lots of hope,

Shree.

Riya keep staring at the screen, and his words sik into realization.his engagement? Wow…at last the tech guy find someone…she smiled a little, wishing him all the best for life. But her smile faded as she read last lines of the mail.

'' Pls ri, pls come na….its been 1 year since I meet you, my happiness will be incomplete if you don't come. I don't know why you left, and I don't care.just you come.whatever you think, my order, my request, think it as you want, but just come, ok?''

1 year…time passed for her like a century….is it really one year? Only 365 days? Only 12 months? Her whole life changed in a mere 1 year? She sighed and thought quickly.

Should I go? Of course…its you best friend's engagement.

What about facing them? If they ask you?

Then lie…you are now very good at lying. Her heart mocked her, and she knew its right. When her family failed to see her at pain, her ex team members and friends wont see anything.

Yes…she will go.

But what about him? If you found him?

She froze for a second……what if I break down in front of him?

You cant….you have to be strong…..

And may be its your last chance to see him… may be it will give you strength for facing future.

She decided to leave for mumbai. She quickly called to the travel agent to book flight for 24^th afternoon.

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Shree was staring at the door only, where his soon to be fiance was staring at him with all love and fondness.

''li…..she wont come.'' He complained.

''uff…you are so impatient….she will come.'' She assured him.

Shree has lost all hope that riya will attend his engagement ceremony, but liza has full confidence on her. She had heard so much about their friendship and bonding that she is sure that riya will come.

Shree looked away from the door and turned towards liza, ''I hate her…..i wont send any mail from now on. That's it.''

Liza looked at him, then suddenly her vision shift to the door.

A girl, dressed in white saree, was coming towards them, holding a gift wrapped in shining paper.and liza instantly knew its riya.

She was exactly like the same shree has told 1000 times to her, she was exactly the girl she saw in many photographs shree showed her. She is lean, may be leaner than the pics, had a mature look in her face, but otherwise, she is exactly the same.but there was something else missing….but what?

Shree looked at liza's exciting face and automatically turned towards where she was looking. His eyes froze for a second, and instantly, he went running towards her.

''look who was talking about hating someone…'' she thought and chuckled.

Shree was about to engulf her in hug, but she showed him the gift.shree snatched the gift away, threw it on the nearby table not so patiently, and hugged her tightly.

''I knew you will come.'' Shree said happily.

''liar…'' liza said from a distance, and the friends broke the hug.liza went towards riya, ''so finally, I am meeting you. Issne tumhare bare mein itna kuch bataya hain ki I was dying to meet you.''

Riya smiled a little, and hold her hand, ''wish you both a very happy life ahead.''

Shree was about to start his inquiry, when his parents called him for something.

''go…I am not vanishing….come on go…'' riya pushed him and he went, not to eagerly.

Liza smiled at riya, and she smiled back, ''I am glad that you came.''

''me too.'' Riya answered and looked around the party. Her ex team members were not there.

''tum kya humare team ko dhoond rahi ho?'' liza asked and she widened her eyes, ''actually they were stuck last night for a case, so shayd kuch der ho jaye.''

Riya smiled in relief, heart part relief, but eyes still searching for the one.

After sometime, the 2 ladies were busy chatting. Liza gave her all info about the team she missed in this 1 year, and she was listening patiently. Shree also joined them.when riya sensed that he was about to inquire about her sudden missing from etf, she went for a drink.

''1 cold drink pls.'' she ordered the bar tender and sighed in relief. As much as she was happy to come here, she was feeling guilty to not sharing her reasons for the sudden resigning from etf, and she hated to lie.

She took the drink and about to turn, she bumped into someone, causing the whole drink to spill on her saree.

''shit…..sorry.''

''sorry.'' The man she bumped and she spoke together, and she froze for a second.

Its his voice….

She was part scared and part willing to look at him just once, and she looked to the man. The man was busy to say sorry, and when his eyes fell on her, he instantly stopped.

Is it her? After 1 year?

Its indeed him. She thought.

Compose yourself. Her heart said and she quickly back on once upon a time riya was this mode.

''sir…'' she said little too enthusiastically and arjun snapped.

''riya…'' the only thing he could manged to say.

''aap kab aye? Omg, meri puri saree kharab ho gayi..'' she busied herself in her saree, and stealthily wiped her tear. ''sir, main abhi saaf kar ke ati hoon.'' And she literally ran away towards the washroom.

Arjun froze in his place for some time,thinking what just happened is a mere dream?

No, she is here.

A small smile came on his lips. She is here. Wow.

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Riya dear kamal ka update hai...

Finally ariya front of each other...


Hmmm im dreaming...ariya ariya...


Hey wat is this raj and sakshi have a past together... this quite interesting

I love this update...well written

awesome...loved the diary entries...