Arjun, sitting all alone in ETF office.
he was reliving his past with his beautiful wife Roshni...
tere bina zindagi se koyi shikwa to nahi,
"ACP Arjun Suryakant Raute.....kya hua... apni biwi ko dard mein dekh bura lag raha hai?"
" nahin Sikender... usne kuch nahin kiya... maine tere bhai ko maara tha na... mujhe maar par usse chod de..."
"naah ACP... jaise maine mere apne ko khoya, tujhe bhi usse khona hoga... hahaha.."
tere bina zindagi bhi lekin zindagi to nahi,
tere bina zindagi se koyi shikwa to nahi
a lone tear escaped from his eye when he lived the moment she was stabbed to death... he never bothered to wipe it...
he had no friends now. once a jovial, fun loving guy, was now living corpse..
kash aisa ho tere kadmo se chun ke manzil chale aur kahi door kahi
tum gar sath ho, manzilo ki kami to nahi
tere bina zindagi se koyi shikwa to nahi
Every second of his existance now he wished she was with him... loving him, spoiling him...
being his pillar of strength, hope... but all was shattered...
jee mein aata hai, tere daman mein, sar jhuka ke ham rote rahe, rote rahe
he held his head between his palms and sobbed like their was nothing left with him...
yes, according to him there was nothing left with him. his love, his wife, Roshni was his world. but now...
he suddenly saw an image in front of him...
his Angel... his Roshni...
teri bhi aankho mein, aansuo ki nami to nahi
he felt she too had tears in her eyes... the pain he had bottled up in his heart all this time, being reflected in her eyes...
tere bina zindagi se koyi shikwa to nahi,
yet he had no complaints to her. because, she was his life...
tere bina zindagi bhi lekin zindagi to nahi,
tum jo keh do to aaj ki rat, chand doobega nahi, rat ko rok lo
rat ki bat hai aur zindagi baki to nahi
he badly wanted to hold her... hug her... say sweet nothings to her...
cuddle with her... hold her hands, walk on beaches hand in hand... give all happiness in the world to her... but...as he extended his hands to hold her...
tere bina zindagi se koyi shikwa to nahi,
tere bina zindagi bhi lekin zindagi to nahi...
...she vanished...
"ROSHNIII..."
sameer and aisha stood few feet away from where he was...saw him dwell in past, conflict with present and uncertain about future...
it was valentine's day... the day when he had proposed Roshni...
which had beautiful memories with her...
which now had become a day he wanted to manage into thin air...away from this world... away from all his pains...he wanted to end his life, but could not, could never, before he gave justice to HIS ROSHNI...
i could not stop myself from writing this when i listened to this song...
i don't know how it is...
it is a work from me, a day before valentine's day...
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